too muchhh
it's my 1st day in palam..after a week of enjoyment.
now there's no more tv..no more loud music...no more sleeping all day long..no more daddy's n mommy's time...no! no! no!
there're just...lectures..tutorials...books..foods...and yeah...repeat the cycle.
well..bout the tv..the college did provide it..but i just, u know...i dont feel like watching it
i miss everything at home...ok better stop bout it.
now i feel like.....so strange!
yeah..strange for the fact that i'm wearing glasses n everyone's asking bout it.
strange since my body becomes more n more sluggish for i dont know why...but it's a GIANT SIN i tell u!
strange coz i'm starting to talk to my own self..
huuu..yeah. it's a fact!!
everytime i finished buying foods or whatever..
i end up talking to myself...
and i'm like..."hell what? stop talking to yourself will u?"
for some reasons i've yet to know...
hwaa..i just hate myself now..
but no worries..i'm not crazy..i'm not!!
hermm..other than that..
everything went smoothly..
it's been hot right here..compared to the winter season in kelantan.
yeah..oh yeah..i'll be back in 3more months.
uhhuu..sabar..sabar..sabarrrr!!
kiss me and smile for me
it's friday...finally.
i had a major hard time finishing lectures today coz my head cant stop thinking of bed...and break..and freedom...and year end sale..and food..and cakes...plus chocolates n the list goes endlessly.
here i am now...relaxing in the room..alone.. since my roomate doesnt come home yet.
and i'm having 3days of holiday which i'm pretty sure i'll be enjoying them to the max...(i hate the fact that i've to finish those tutorials n lab reports)
oh yerp..speaking of lab reports, did u know one of my groupmates loves to dominate the whole experiment thing..
pretty much annoying right?
who does he thinks he is?
taking my test tubes while i'm working on it...
grabing my solution while i'm pouring it down into a beaker..
shake the test tube i'm shaking..
urghhh...i feel like slapping him..or giving him a flying kicks!
ok..that's too much! but seriously dude,
i want to do it too!
i want to learn too!
i want to be an expert too!
i've to make the lab reports too!
i've to understand the whole concept too!!
urghhhh!!!
even if he's a man..it doesnt mean he should take control of the whole thing!
doesnt he knows any words spelled "TOLERATING"?
did he expects me to sit on the chair..acting like an idiot who got no works to do while put on a lab coat and witnessing him doing everything?
did he thinks he's great enough to dominate the experiment?
oohh..shit!
i mean..seriously- u've to tolerate man!
let's be fair n square!
i wasnt really mad at him..
but i was a bit angry by his attitude..
he might not realise this thing..
he might thinks that i'll be pleasure to have him taking over my works..
he might tries to show that men can help women..
he might not want me to think that he's not there to help me..
but i desperately want him to know that..
NO! i dont need u to take over my works. i can handle it on my own..
I WANT TO LEARN TOO!!!
with all this crazy things happening around me..
i just feel like i want to go home..
i want to be by my mother's side..
i want to tell her the whole thing..
i want her to give me a hug and tell me to be strong..
coz i am really...really fragile now.
i break down over things i shouldnt..
i get upset when i'm not reaching my expectations.
i'm more vulnerable n no longer a saviour.
Labels: 2nd sem, sadness, uitm
eco fabulous
it has been a great public holiday to me..
no classes...no lectures..
hehe..me gusta!!
so today..
there has been no shopping..
no movies...
no sleeping..
and no no no!!
but no worries..i'm not bored (at least not yet)
my housemates n i went to the lake n enjoy the green..
it's all about the wild..
we decided to inhale some different air..
the one which is fresher..greener..wilder...and sweeter maybe?
hrmmm..i'm not really good at expressing the view
but the truth is...it was great!
i've been there before..to shoot for some scene required in biology's presentation
and i knew i would miss the place sooner or later..
and here i am today...at the same place...with the same shirt
oh god..why am i wearing the same shirt!??
urghh..
nevermind...no one would notice it. (yeah right)
and yes...it's fogging here in puncak alam
the air is very fresh n u'll be falling inlove at first sight...
and these are the pictures during my 1st time being there..
with my classmates of course..
it's located just behind the campus..
but i'm being too lazy to be there..teheee!
till then..annyeong!
Labels: 2nd sem, holiday, uitm
breathless
well..i did.
and it still is...boring.
but it's getting better now.
i can laugh...i can smile..i can start a conversation...i didnt miss my family as badly as yesterday..
see..told ya! i just need a week.
and it hasnt been a week yet...but i'm slowly curing my heart..
i went to ctu class this morning..and the lecturer wasnt there
hrmm..was it a good thing or else?
well..it was good since we dont have to learn..yet
but it was so bad that i got lost this morning
the class supposed to be blk tec 10 n i went to blk tec 16..
hurghhh...it wasnt a good start though.
and after an hour...here i am, in the room watching some movies.
ALONE..uhhu
luckily suzreen would be with me eating lunch after this..
owhh...
i missed watching cartoons with syahir
i missed playing badminton with irah
i missed all my moments at home..
urghhh..shit lah
no..i'm a big girl now
i dont cry!
Labels: 2nd sem, sadness, uitm
keep holding on
it was the first day of d new semester.
and all i can say was- it was helll bored!
i thought i'll be very excited to see my friends..
i thought i'm ready to attend the classes
i thought i can endure those 5 weeks without any complains
i thought i can trust myself to be a better girl..
and i was wrong..again.
i will never be a grown up.
ok..maybe it might take one week to get myself comfortable with this situation.
maybe my body needs to restore all those good memories i had for d last semester
but for now, my body might be here in palam..but my mind is still with my family..
and the ugly truth is...they're still in kl enjoying their time.
but wuteva it is...i WANT to be with them!
i miss everything about the previous holiday..
it was perfect!
and now...it's vice versa!
it was boring attending those classes without doing anything
and all i can do now is to search for the videos i've been watching with my siblings during the holidays...
uhhuuu
not to mention...the internet drove me up to wall
what a life kan?
skies, please stop crying
and the perfect amount of coldness it brings together..
the world seems better after the rain..
and foods are much more delicious when it rains..
everything it much better when the skies are crying.
but...it has been raining non-stop for 2days now.
and i'm so worried that there'll be flood soon
ohh..please stop the rain..
and dont make it flood yet..
i want my parents to send me back to palam..
i wouldnt want any kind of transport apart from them, my family.
and if it'll be flood...i can see myself arriving palam by bus or taxi..
it's kind of sad...hrmm.
Labels: home sweet home, raining, uitm
make me stay
it's funny
how they ask me to eat everything i want while i'm still at home..
it's funny
how they said i should watch anything i want in tv coz i wont be when i get there
it's funny
how they ask me to help them since i havent been helping them for quite a while
it's funny
how they'd buy anything i want since i'll be away soon
it's funny
how they dont get mad at me coz i'm already a grown up
it's funny
how they'd spend their time with me...while i'm with them
it's funny
how they dont stop me from acting silly..coz it's only once in a blue moon now..
it's funny
how they would say yes to everything i want..which making it weirder
it's funny
how they said i only got one week to go
but
it's not even funny
when wut they said is indeed..a fact
oh shoooottt!!!!
i dont want to go..
there's no life there..
i'm pretty sure my friends would be suprise to see how fat i am now..
herghh..
who cares anyway..
i only want to stay home..
i dont really care bout anything anymore..
(ok...i lied)
the truth is..
i dont want to leave this house coz i know i'd missed it more than anything
but thinking of studies n the responsibilities on my shoulder..
i know i need to go..
urghh..
life's hard isnt it?
but it gets harder if u're not tolerating with it.
Labels: average joe, home sweet home, uitm
how should i tell her?
it has been a week now..and 5 more weeks to go.
and i'm so afraid..
no i'm not talking bout the final's result (too tired to think of it)
but i'm afraid i'll be sick when i get back to palam.
it's not that i hate living there...
i love it..but not as much as i love being at home.
and ironically, my immune system seems to be shut down when i'm there
i get ill so easily..
and my friends would think i'm a weak girl (daddy's little girl..mommy's little angel)
but who cares right?
ermmm..frankly speaking, i do care sometimes.
u see...even when i sneezed my friend would ask me
"kesian..mimi sakit lagi ke? xpegi klinik? muka dh pucat"
and i wish i could answer her "excuse me..i was just sneezing. it's nothing to worry, really!"
but i cant..so i just smile..n smile.
i know they're kind..
they care about me..but, when u care too much about me, it's quite annoying.
ok stop..this is not wut i'm going to write at the 1st place
i was thinking of writting something about odour...
yes, odour!
i got a friend who care less about her hygiene
and it's not a good thing!
i suffer a lot..when i'm with her.
didnt she suffers too? or did she lost her smell receptors?
i wish i have the guts to say to her "please put on deodorant! u're killing my nose"
i mean..yes, sometimes my body get smelly too.
but i'm concern about it.
and now..how do our body get smelly?
-no dont blame it on sweat, sweating is a good thing
but the bacteria attached to our body n grow in the sweat that emits the odour.
and i really..really wish that she realizes how smelly she is..
huuuu...i dont hate her..but i hate her smells!
Labels: uitm
ramadhan-all alone
well this is my 1st time having a ramadhan..alone.
hundred miles awayyy from my love.
and so far..it was as i expected it to be..a disaster!
from sahur till the breaking of fast...i was downnnn.
thanks to nasi goreng pattaya for sahur..i got a 2 hours of diarrhea.
and from that..my 1st day was nothing but a mess.
i forgot to take my vitamins..
i tend to drink not enough water..and almost dehydrated.
i went to bazaar ramadhan at 7pm since class ended at6.30pm..and guess wut?
i bought nothing except for a plastic of juice.
and the best part was...i also got my maths mark today.
it was huuuuuuuu...still unable to become the top scorer in class.
and now..look at me!
dressing like a zombie..
my eyes are looking like a black hole
i hate smiling at people for today..
and..huuu
now i'm just hoping for a better tomorrow.
physics quiz..please be good to me
hurghhh...
this is exactly wut i feel past few days!
Labels: uitm
stop it!
please stop making me feel guilty of not studying
please stop speeding during lecture time - i'm not a sponge
please stop making me sleep late at night doing nothing except for online
please stop conducting 2 experiments of physics every fortnight-it's killing me!
please stop pushing me to finish up my lab report in the nick of time
please stop giving me tons of tutorials
please stop studying, my friends..u guys are driving me up to wall!
please stop selling the same food everyday..
please stop saying anything about test..
please..make the time stop!
please invent a pause button
pleaseeeeeee...let me have a rest
Labels: uitm
back to where i belong
damn! damn! damn!!!!!!
test in the next 2weeks..
my preparations so far? ZERO!!
well done mimi!
u've never failed in embarassing yourself...
huuu..can time please stop for a moment?
ok no..
or maybe a superman might come n teach me physics ...no?
arghhh...
i missed home..
my room...my toilet..my closet..
i missed them all!
and..above all
i miss my family..huuuuuu
how i wish i can go back n do all the stuff i hate before..
i dont care wut is it..as long as it's at home
yeah call me gedik..i dont care.
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...............
Labels: uitm
time of my life
yay..the line is clear, finally!
esok xde quiz..but i've to revise more n more...urghhh
but at the same time..i'm sooooo not in the mood of studying..at all!
so...the only good thing to do besides sleeping is..updating my dear blog.
so here's the thing..
i miss penang! **again!
hohoho..it was a very warm n lovely environment there..
people are so nice..
makanan sgt2 best n murah..
internet lajuuuuu coz they used unifi..
the campus isnt too big so i dont need to rush here n there
and there're lotssss of cute guys (eheeeeeeeeee..that's the main point)
and honestly..the hectic life in puncak alam reminds me not to forget my memories in penang..
all of the precious moments during MDS where we've to walk while holding our umbrellas or maybe not..?
and the sun is unstoppably kissing our skin..
but we've to keep on walking..running to be exact.
work harder than yesterday or else the seniors will get freaking mad at us
and everytime the seniors yell at us..
we'll make a joke out of it.
and i missed the row call held at 4am..
plus the unendurable drowsiness that drove me up to wall...
which leaving me no choice but to sleep at anywhere there's a tiny little space
well.. everyone did the same...
and...most of all..i missed my ex roomate.
3 of them to be exact.
we used to be so close..
the magnetic power hold us tidely..
but when we moved to puncak alam..and got separated,
it wasnt like before anymore..
and now..
we only met several times in a week..
and huuuuuuuu...sedih sgt.
but when i said i missed penang..
dont misunderstood it.
it's not that i hate puncak alam...i love it in here..
but i think i had the time of my life in penang.
sgt best!
so now..lets talk about puncak alam shall we?
well..starting with my room..
yaaa..it was sooooo messy, just like my life.
and my hands are swollen
thanks to those big giant books which shall be the reason for me not to get my beauty sleep.
and till then..
i've been spending extra hours for blog today..
and now it's time to go.
bye dear blog.
Labels: uitm
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
