road to pro exam
dear self..
pro exam lagi 77 hari.
preparation so far has been an excellent failure
ask me anything..the answer would be pretty much nothing.
im feeling the intensity
im getting anxious as days passed by
im trynna starting up the momentum.. but as usual
mimi being mimi..
hrmpphhh
dlm 77 hari nk exam ni
i can feel the pressure
time ni jugakla rase nk tido je memanjang
nak hate myself for not knowing lots of thing
nak cry everyday when i get back to my room after a hectic day
dpt tension headache at least once a week
nak kluar bilik pon malas
nak buat everythin pon malas
77 hari lagi nk exam
maknanya
lagi 77 hari je lagi i have the time utk spend with my lovely friends
as much as i hate taking the upcoming pro exam
i cant deny the fact that what i hate the most is to say goodbye to them, my lovely friends
no..actually i dont consider them as just friends.
they are like a family to me
they helped me a lot
they were there when i'm up..when i'm down
when i needed help..when i'm hungry in the late night
when i needed a shoulder..when i needed an ear
when i needed a piece of advice
THEY WERE THERE! ALL THE TIME!!
God i hate being this little girl who cries a lot thinking that one day..
this will be real
i hatteeeeee it!
lagi 77 hari
for me to spend as much time as i could with them
lagi 77 hari
utk gelak, utk gaduh, utk sesaje cari pasal
to make fool of each other
to study and make use of each others knowledge
to have late night dirty talks
late night mamak time
late night talking bad about others and not regretting it
late night foolish game
all those things that we had
all the memories we create
all the laugh we share
will eternally tatto-ed in every particles of me
and with that, i am eternally grateful
i lose myself..i lose the old version of me.
it kills me
very hardly
i hate it
being this weak..
this fragile..
this emotional thing..
this is not who i used to be
i can feel the pain everyday
trying to ignore it but i failed
"hold on, it's almost over"
lies i keep telling myself
i know this isnt the end
this is only the beginning
you're better than this
u can be better
lets move on
and throw this shit away
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
