i lose myself..i lose the old version of me.
it kills me
very hardly
i hate it
being this weak..
this fragile..
this emotional thing..
this is not who i used to be
i can feel the pain everyday
trying to ignore it but i failed
"hold on, it's almost over"
lies i keep telling myself
i know this isnt the end
this is only the beginning

just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...