dear self, this 2017 i just want to love myself even more than last year coz i know i shall be living in this body my whole life. i want to appreciate the scars that i have, the cellulites i've left with, the freckles, the birthmarks..u name it, i wanna appreciate it.

second is, i want to take a good care of my heart and my health. i've been doing that since last year but this year around, i wanna make it better. i want to do things of what makes me happy and less of what makes me feeling otherwise. i want to listen more to what it says, and try not to rush things up as i used to.
i wanna take few steps closer to Allah as it always always always makes me feel better. it's gonna be a long way ahead but i'm up for it.
i want to fall in love with people and things around me and fall out of love with things that shall bring me down or put a scar in my heart. i know it's hard sometimes but i'll do it anyway.
i want to cherish more moments with my friends and families and i want to study not only for the sake of upcoming professional exam but also for my future patients.
i want to live and i want to give back to people, help them as much as i could.
apart from that, i wanna improve myself in lots of dimensions. in terms of my knowledge, my attitude, how i present myself, my thinking, my religion, my love of everything i'm passionate about. i wanna do that. i wanna make this life, more worthwhile to life for.

i know the list wont come even close to an end because i have so many ideas exploding up here in my brain but, one thing for sure...the single most important thing i wanna make sure i've done before i had my last breath in this earth, i just wanna make sure my parents are always happy to have me as their child, happy to be raising me up and happy to meet me again in hereafter coz afterall, family is all thats important for me.

so i guess thats all i wanna rant about this new year's resolution. there's just so many things about to happen in 2017 inshaAllah, lets just pray that we will all be forever blessed with His help. Amin..

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