en route to graduation #1
i guess i'll be frequently updating my life about this en route to graduation and life as a final year medical student.
it wont be a long post i promised...
just something to keep for and to read for in the future..
so today...is the third day of life.
still breathing...
still surviving..
still a bit regretting of how pemalas i am and banyaaaak sgt things that i dont know.
cried a little just now when i called my mother..
so today i went to the hospital..
clerk a case or two..
did physical examination on the patient who complained of painless breast lump over a year..
in a desperation neeeed of polishing my examination skills etc etc..
i even help the boys to get the consent of doing the same examination
it's nothing much pon really...
tapi when they came up to me saying of how terharu they were with my action..i was like "awww it's nothing much pon u guys.."
i mean..yeah u need to help people, A LOT! coz the feeling of being appreciated with what u've done is like...like a intravenous injection of endorphin which driving u euphoric if that makes sense at all..
lps tu in the afternoon we have this seminar on upper gastrointestinal malignancy of which i found myself feeling inferior to my colleagues presenting the topics..
i mean..they are all so bijak i tell you, i feel as if i'm just a speckle of dust ~ ~ ~
lps tu i went home and cooked pasta coz i'm just supperrr lazy to drive and buy food outside..besides, tak sedap sgt pon the outside food.
i think...i think lahh, cook by urself lagi appropriate, pocket friendly, healthier, and not to forget *cough* more sedaaap bahahaha...
so..apart from that, i wanna make tonight be worth it
i igt i wanna study and revised and recall and whatever u call it really...as long as the knowledge is transferred from the books straight to my amygdala get it?
dah byk mlm dah plan to study hardcore mcm ni
we shall see if it really happens tonight..
so i guess thats all i wanna bebel for today
dear self, i love u and i care for u.
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
