✿ a cup of love

my rainbow

watching glee at home..i couldnt ask for more

sharing the same table..the same food with family, again..i couldnt ask for more

enjoying 49days with my sister..i couldnt ask for more

shopping with mom again..i couldnt ask for more

sleeping on my own bed...next to my love, i couldnt ask for more

studying on my beloved table...i'll say it again, i couldnt ask for more!!

if i could live in here forever, yeah surely i wouldnt ask for more!

Labels: home sweet home

❤ "my rainbow" was Posted On: Sunday, February 5, 2012 @9:58 PM | 2 lovely comments ✿

study...perhaps later.

i know i should at least have an english book in front of me by now

i know i should start studying for muet

i know i should be worried coz my friends are preparing for muet while me....hrmm still in mars.

hrmm..chill out, it's only wednesday right?

thursday, friday, then..SATURDAY

i still got >48 hours to get myself ready.

phewww...it's good to know i still have time to catch up.

well..at least that's what i've been planning for..

ehhee..i'm not sure if it did work out someday.

plus..i'm not sure wut i should study about..

english factual essay..?

(yawnnn)

enough..that's not d point of my entry.

wut i want to write for is that...

there's this new film..-KIL>>malay film- which will be in cinema soon..

and i'm kinda waiting for it.

i know i've never been interested in malay film before but for this one..

i'm expecting something different.

well..the hero n heroin are cute..

i used to love them..

but after looking at some pictures of them..

i know i'm still inlove with both of them..

the girl..cristina suzzane is neomu yeopo!

i love the exotic look of hers.

i love her one-of-a kind hair..

and another thing about her which i adore is the fact that...

she's not gedik!

u know wut...loving a girl is easier rather than boys..

(dont get me wrong..i'm not a lesbian)

auww..she's adorableeeee

tell me..how can i not love her?

and i still remember the video of them during raya..

they're so cute together..

but wut to do..he's already married..

huhuuuu

till then..i'm hoping for a great day today..

Labels: great movie, hair, home sweet home, muet

❤ "study...perhaps later." was Posted On: Wednesday, November 16, 2011 @2:18 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

skies, please stop crying

i love it when it's raining..

and the perfect amount of coldness it brings together..

the world seems better after the rain..

and foods are much more delicious when it rains..

everything it much better when the skies are crying.

but...it has been raining non-stop for 2days now.

and i'm so worried that there'll be flood soon

ohh..please stop the rain..

and dont make it flood yet..

i want my parents to send me back to palam..

i wouldnt want any kind of transport apart from them, my family.

and if it'll be flood...i can see myself arriving palam by bus or taxi..

it's kind of sad...hrmm.

Labels: home sweet home, raining, uitm

❤ "skies, please stop crying" was Posted On: Tuesday, November 15, 2011 @12:47 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

it was full of silence

i visited her this morning, my grandma..

and she seemed...hrmm better than yesterday (that's wut my mom told me)

i was shocked by how drastic she has changed..

her face..her body..her voice, they all have changed

i miss the old looks of her..

i miss her smiles...her laughs..and the talkative version of her..

i miss her cooks..

and now i've realised how awful i am...for neglecting her all this while.

i know she has been lonely years after years..

but no one seems to care bout that..isnt it?

and i still remember the moment where she was standing near the road..waiting for me to come home from kindergarten..and then we'll go to the market n buy some ice creams n biscuits..

she has been so nice to me..all the time.

and i was blind n heartless to not appreciate the love given to me.

it really broke my heart seeing her lying on the bed..

i just hope she'll get well soon

she's a nice person..

she helps me writing good memories in my life..

please be strong..

i'm leaving soon

Labels: fallen angel, grandma, home sweet home

❤ "it was full of silence" was Posted On: Monday, November 14, 2011 @4:38 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

make me stay

it's funny

how they ask me to eat everything i want while i'm still at home..

it's funny

how they said i should watch anything i want in tv coz i wont be when i get there

it's funny

how they ask me to help them since i havent been helping them for quite a while

it's funny

how they'd buy anything i want since i'll be away soon

it's funny

how they dont get mad at me coz i'm already a grown up

it's funny

how they'd spend their time with me...while i'm with them

it's funny

how they dont stop me from acting silly..coz it's only once in a blue moon now..

it's funny

how they would say yes to everything i want..which making it weirder

it's funny

how they said i only got one week to go

but

it's not even funny

when wut they said is indeed..a fact

oh shoooottt!!!!

i dont want to go..

there's no life there..

i'm pretty sure my friends would be suprise to see how fat i am now..

herghh..

who cares anyway..

i only want to stay home..

i dont really care bout anything anymore..

(ok...i lied)

the truth is..

i dont want to leave this house coz i know i'd missed it more than anything

but thinking of studies n the responsibilities on my shoulder..

i know i need to go..

urghh..

life's hard isnt it?

but it gets harder if u're not tolerating with it.

Labels: average joe, home sweet home, uitm

❤ "make me stay" was Posted On: Sunday, November 13, 2011 @3:51 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

breaking dawn

oh..i cant wait anymore

i've been waiting for this movie long...long time ago

and i cant stop staring at the pictures of them..

they are..perfecto!

hrmm..

it would've been nice if edward really exists..in my world.

it would've been great if i became bella..

and it would've been perfect if we're both inlove..

and if u ask me why i dont date..

the answer is simple..really!

i still cant find my edward..

oh well..the answer sounds annoying.

but who cares right..

we have the right to choose the best for us..

n the choice is always ours..

no one can deny that!

n it's funny how people can be madly inlove in just a glimpse of an eye..

then..call it a day the next morning..

that's definitely not wut i've been planning for.

(hrmm...i sounds stupid when talking bout love)

ok back to the main track

-breaking dawn..-

bella n edward look so good together..

but my mom denied it!

she said edward is not reallly handsome..and he looks pale all the time

and bella is weird..

oh really..come on!

nothing can stop me from adoring them both.

they'll always be the apples on my eyes

edward is handsome..bella is gorgeous..and full stop

that's a fact for me..

i dont need any other opinions..

breaking dawn..

come quick..

huawawa

Labels: great movie, home sweet home, oh so random

❤ "breaking dawn" was Posted @3:02 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

it's 11.11.11..now wut?

good morning..and happy 11.11.11...

yup i wouldnt wanna miss the date

as all know...it's a very unique date. (some said it's the end of the world, hrmm)

well,speaking of which..i've watched the 11.11.11 movie which is a horror type but turned out to be hrmm..not really!

fact is..i was confused over the whole story.

and yes they created a new religion but then again...i just dont get it.

ok..maybe i should watch it again.

so..wut's up with today?

well my friends are having fun with their lovers..

my sister's friends are getting married today..

and here i am..sitting alone, watching harry potter..what a great day!

i wonder if anyone would do the same thing n if so, well hello soulsister

it's friday..and i just got another friday to be spent at home..

and it broke my heart by just thinking of it

yes i miss my dear friends, but i miss my family more than anything!

yes the room there is cozy..but nothing beats mine!

yes the food there is quite delicious n pocket friendly..but i'm addicted to the foods here in kelantan!

yes i should be studying harder there..but i love studying at home..

mama said i'm already a grown up..and that i should act like one.

well i wish i can..

i might growing up physically..but not mentally.

ohh..i wish i could stay longer..

Labels: average joe, great movie, growing up, home sweet home

❤ "it's 11.11.11..now wut?" was Posted On: Friday, November 11, 2011 @2:20 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

awkward

is it awkward to be awkward?

no...holly grabarek said so.

and i've chose to believe it.

well, i've been living in an awkward world for almost the rest of my life, especially in public.

i dont really like it when others acknowledge my existence..

probably since i'm an anti social..

i'm not used to 24hours chit chat-ing, except with the people i've known for ages.

and when people said i'm an arrogant girl..spoiled brat...bla bla bla..i just dont give a damn care.

i mean, who are they judge me?!!

people might think i live in a boring life..i also thought the same thing..over n over again.

i was once confused with myself..and i dont blame others.

i dont know the purpose of my life until...now

yes, it has changed...

i realised how life has been great for me n i couldnt ask for more..(at least for this moment)

i just need love from my family...and wallaaah, nothing is impossible.

as long as they believe in me..i'm good to go.

and home..is the only place where i feel freedom..

i'm sicking tired of tolerating with others..letting them to win while i suffer alone.

i'm tired of faking my smiles when my heart is exploding over some crazy mistakes done by others..

and now, i wish i dont care anymore..

i wish i have the guts to say out loud wut i've to say..

i wish they could understand my body language..

but no...i know i shouldnt do that..(at least not now)

oh well...my friends seem excited of going back to palam

they wont stop counting the days..

they cant wait of attending classes..

but as for me..i preferred studying at home, huuu.

i'm addicted to my home..

hmphhhh...

Labels: home sweet home, mean girls, sem break

❤ "awkward" was Posted On: Sunday, November 6, 2011 @8:35 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

i like it this way!!

here in home..everything seems great..even if i did nothing..i can still smile n be happy

i love spending time being couch potato

watching dear john for the 3rd time..and the last song...

and not to forget, my sister's keeper..

i just cant get enough of this movie-thing.

oh yeah..and did u know dat i watched kahwin masal -the indon

esian drama.

well..i did, since agnes monica is in it.

and..i kinda get mad at myself for not updating new songs in my mix.

oh god...little did i know dat i missed so much things.

and.....on the other side, i still havent finish wut i suppose

to finish.

u know..those tutorials, lab reports, assignments..

they spin ma head right round, right round...

i hate going back to uitm..it doesnt feels like home to me!

well..yes i got good friends there..

and that i have golden-hearted housemates..

and i perform 5times of solat everyday there

but....still there're some imperfections

i hate those leg-breaking stairs..

and those people who didnt wear deodorant on themselves..and phewwwwwwwwwwww excreting somekind of smell that can passed me out.

i hate how i've to be someone else...acting as if i'm a workaholic girl

but the ugly truth is..i'm not!

huuuu...and the feeling that i had everytime i finish physic's lecture - which makes me feel nothing less than a total idiot jerk!

if this is wut it feels like to be a grown up..

i'll definitely choose to be a children..forever in my life.

Labels: home sweet home, sem break

❤ "i like it this way!!" was Posted On: Tuesday, July 19, 2011 @10:51 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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