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awkward

is it awkward to be awkward?

no...holly grabarek said so.

and i've chose to believe it.

well, i've been living in an awkward world for almost the rest of my life, especially in public.

i dont really like it when others acknowledge my existence..

probably since i'm an anti social..

i'm not used to 24hours chit chat-ing, except with the people i've known for ages.

and when people said i'm an arrogant girl..spoiled brat...bla bla bla..i just dont give a damn care.

i mean, who are they judge me?!!

people might think i live in a boring life..i also thought the same thing..over n over again.

i was once confused with myself..and i dont blame others.

i dont know the purpose of my life until...now

yes, it has changed...

i realised how life has been great for me n i couldnt ask for more..(at least for this moment)

i just need love from my family...and wallaaah, nothing is impossible.

as long as they believe in me..i'm good to go.

and home..is the only place where i feel freedom..

i'm sicking tired of tolerating with others..letting them to win while i suffer alone.

i'm tired of faking my smiles when my heart is exploding over some crazy mistakes done by others..

and now, i wish i dont care anymore..

i wish i have the guts to say out loud wut i've to say..

i wish they could understand my body language..

but no...i know i shouldnt do that..(at least not now)

oh well...my friends seem excited of going back to palam

they wont stop counting the days..

they cant wait of attending classes..

but as for me..i preferred studying at home, huuu.

i'm addicted to my home..

hmphhhh...

Labels: home sweet home, mean girls, sem break

❤ "awkward" was Posted On: Sunday, November 6, 2011 @8:35 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

hey bitch! stop acting innocent!

DO U EVER FEEL TO KILL SOMEONE THAT HAS A BLOODY HELL MOUTH?

HAVE U EVER TOUGHT OF GRABBING A VERY SHARP KNIFE AND KILL THE DAMN FUCKING GIRL?

WELL, I DO!
and..it's happening on me, TODAY!

ahhhh!!

damn! damn! damn!

i had never feeling so angry like this!

this is how the story goes on..

today, i went to school and BROUGHT my handphone and earphone.

so wut? is it really bad?

what am i supposed to do when i know that today, the teacher wont be teaching and there's also the "pelantikan pengawas perpustakaan"

there's nothing much i can do, so..it is not wrong to bring out my phone!

is it?

so, since the teacher didnt enter the class..i opened up my phone and hear some music + watch video clip.

then..my friends came and we watched it together..

well, we do made some noise (but..it's not so loud! )

then..during Bahasa Melayu, there's a group prefects came to my class and they said,

"sile kluar semua..kita akn adekan spotcheck"

and i was like, "what the heck is it? a trap for me or wut?"

so,without wasting my time..i quickly hid the phone in my *ehem* (girl stuff)

suprisingly, this spot check is really strich!

the prefects checks our breasts, legs and ASS yo!

"ahh..gila ke ape?"

luckily..they dont know my secret place, where i hide the phone.

so, in the end..they got 2 handphones, 1 earphones and..others

then..there's few people who crying and crying and...crying!

so sad!

ahh..

this is really beyond the limits!

then..i know who's the one reporting this case to the prefects.

OMG! really cant believe it!

Labels: mean girls

❤ "hey bitch! stop acting innocent!" was Posted On: Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @9:58 PM | 2 lovely comments ✿

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