awkward
is it awkward to be awkward?
no...holly grabarek said so.
and i've chose to believe it.
well, i've been living in an awkward world for almost the rest of my life, especially in public.
i dont really like it when others acknowledge my existence..
probably since i'm an anti social..
i'm not used to 24hours chit chat-ing, except with the people i've known for ages.
and when people said i'm an arrogant girl..spoiled brat...bla bla bla..i just dont give a damn care.
i mean, who are they judge me?!!
people might think i live in a boring life..i also thought the same thing..over n over again.
i was once confused with myself..and i dont blame others.
i dont know the purpose of my life until...now
yes, it has changed...
i realised how life has been great for me n i couldnt ask for more..(at least for this moment)
i just need love from my family...and wallaaah, nothing is impossible.
as long as they believe in me..i'm good to go.
and home..is the only place where i feel freedom..
i'm sicking tired of tolerating with others..letting them to win while i suffer alone.
i'm tired of faking my smiles when my heart is exploding over some crazy mistakes done by others..
and now, i wish i dont care anymore..
i wish i have the guts to say out loud wut i've to say..
i wish they could understand my body language..
but no...i know i shouldnt do that..(at least not now)
oh well...my friends seem excited of going back to palam
they wont stop counting the days..
they cant wait of attending classes..
but as for me..i preferred studying at home, huuu.
i'm addicted to my home..
hmphhhh...
Labels: home sweet home, mean girls, sem break
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
