it was full of silence
i visited her this morning, my grandma..
and she seemed...hrmm better than yesterday (that's wut my mom told me)
i was shocked by how drastic she has changed..
her face..her body..her voice, they all have changed
i miss the old looks of her..
i miss her smiles...her laughs..and the talkative version of her..
i miss her cooks..
and now i've realised how awful i am...for neglecting her all this while.
i know she has been lonely years after years..
but no one seems to care bout that..isnt it?
and i still remember the moment where she was standing near the road..waiting for me to come home from kindergarten..and then we'll go to the market n buy some ice creams n biscuits..
she has been so nice to me..all the time.
and i was blind n heartless to not appreciate the love given to me.
it really broke my heart seeing her lying on the bed..
i just hope she'll get well soon
she's a nice person..
she helps me writing good memories in my life..
please be strong..
i'm leaving soon
Labels: fallen angel, grandma, home sweet home