make me stay
it's funny
how they ask me to eat everything i want while i'm still at home..
it's funny
how they said i should watch anything i want in tv coz i wont be when i get there
it's funny
how they ask me to help them since i havent been helping them for quite a while
it's funny
how they'd buy anything i want since i'll be away soon
it's funny
how they dont get mad at me coz i'm already a grown up
it's funny
how they'd spend their time with me...while i'm with them
it's funny
how they dont stop me from acting silly..coz it's only once in a blue moon now..
it's funny
how they would say yes to everything i want..which making it weirder
it's funny
how they said i only got one week to go
but
it's not even funny
when wut they said is indeed..a fact
oh shoooottt!!!!
i dont want to go..
there's no life there..
i'm pretty sure my friends would be suprise to see how fat i am now..
herghh..
who cares anyway..
i only want to stay home..
i dont really care bout anything anymore..
(ok...i lied)
the truth is..
i dont want to leave this house coz i know i'd missed it more than anything
but thinking of studies n the responsibilities on my shoulder..
i know i need to go..
urghh..
life's hard isnt it?
but it gets harder if u're not tolerating with it.
Labels: average joe, home sweet home, uitm
it's 11.11.11..now wut?
yup i wouldnt wanna miss the date
as all know...it's a very unique date. (some said it's the end of the world, hrmm)
well,speaking of which..i've watched the 11.11.11 movie which is a horror type but turned out to be hrmm..not really!
fact is..i was confused over the whole story.
and yes they created a new religion but then again...i just dont get it.
ok..maybe i should watch it again.
so..wut's up with today?
well my friends are having fun with their lovers..
my sister's friends are getting married today..
and here i am..sitting alone, watching harry potter..what a great day!
i wonder if anyone would do the same thing n if so, well hello soulsister
it's friday..and i just got another friday to be spent at home..
and it broke my heart by just thinking of it
yes i miss my dear friends, but i miss my family more than anything!
yes the room there is cozy..but nothing beats mine!
yes the food there is quite delicious n pocket friendly..but i'm addicted to the foods here in kelantan!
yes i should be studying harder there..but i love studying at home..
mama said i'm already a grown up..and that i should act like one.
well i wish i can..
i might growing up physically..but not mentally.
ohh..i wish i could stay longer..
Labels: average joe, great movie, growing up, home sweet home
what if..
what'll happen to me when i live on my own?
where my parents arent there to give me advices all the time
and the people around me..are thirst of entertainment
can i still be me?
the one that always stick with her parents..
the one that need her parents when it's time to make decision
the one who live like a hermit..and hate socializing
can i still be the old mimi?
or be transform into a new mimi..which is unimaginable
but..
i'd like to stress here that..i'm not good in managing my life or keeping myself away from all
those bad influences out there
and u can say that..i'm fragile
smoking..getting drunk..all night clubbing
changing partners...random sex
i'm sooo afraid i might be one of them
i need someone beside me..to say NO when it comes to sin
and says YES when it comes to good deeds
bcoz i'm afraid i'll be at the wrong path..
i'm just scared i cant manage my life well..
Labels: average joe, girls stuff
hey watcha doin
hmmm...
i miss my bestfriends..
i miss my girlfriends..
huuu..i want to hug each n every one of them
but i wonder how it feels like to miss a boyfriend,
is it great?
speaking of which, it's not like i can get a boyfriend at this moment
hell no..my parents surely will freak out,
in a negative way obviously
and i remembered my friends said they couldnt imagine me having a boyfriend
well..i couldnt agree more!
i'm curios for it too!
would it be weird..
would it be just typical..
would it be sweet..
arghh..what would it BE??
oh..just let it be!
but there's a person said i was too shy when it comes to boys
well..i think she doesnt know me well yet
hell no..i'm not shy of them,
why would i?
i'm just being careful not to fall in love with them.
or at least with their lies..
especially with handsome guy...surely melts my heart
and there's only one man i trust..it's my dad
yeah..i know i know!
wut a typical sentence for a typical girl
duhh..!
but..is it real that men are the hero when it comes to lying?
i mean..women cheated too!
do men get jealous of nothing?
hmm..women are good in jealousy too
and do men got big fat ego?
well..i do!
so..i chose not to believe wut public said.
it's not always right..but not always wrong
just follow your heart right?
ohhh..
if only i have the power of love...i would
teehee..no!
i mean,
if only i could turn back the time
aqua's song...
If only I could turn back time
If only I had said what I still hide
If only I could turn back time
I would stay for the night. For the night...
i'll stay for the night not making love with someone..hell no!
i'll stay for the night to haha..study!
make sense eyh?
23rd march..please be good to me? will u?
wait a sec, i wonder wut everyone's doing right now..
are they performing solat hajat?
mengaji quran? or make time to repent??
ohhhhhhh God!!
Labels: average joe, bestfriend, countdown to spm, girls stuff
may i know why
why??!!
is there something wrong with me?something that i cant see, but reflected clearly to others?
am i too unattractive or somekind like that?
or do people find me as an annoying girl?
a girl with extreme level of arrogance?
the same one who look like a bitch or alien?
do most people think of me in that way?
perhaps they did!
and yes i admit..i hardly smile to strangers
when i'm alone in public..i never smile and simply be mute
but THAT doesnt mean I AM ARROGANT!
maybe my facial expression is too hoity toity?
the way i walk...maybe it's too arrogant for public
and when i do my job...people say i get too serious with it
and it reflects my arrogance..
yes..i've once said i dont care of the people's judgement on me
but no..sometimes i cant help it
i NEED to concern about it!
yes i want to break the ice..but no one seems to care
and with that..people simply judge me as an arrogant girl
blogging is wayyy more fun even though i'm only monologue like a mad girl
it puts a question mark when there's a person
approaching another person sitting beside me,
and asking about me! (did u get wut i tried to say)
i mean..WHAT THE HELL?? (i'm here in front of u, idiot!)
why cant just ask me directly?
it happens several times
and i feel like running into the woods, be all alone
and just cry with all my heart
i admit that there's not many people who i put on my trust
i dont trust a person in a blink of an eye..it really took time for me to do that
maybe a year..or two, maybe?
especially when it comes to general knowledge,
i hardly trust wut people said
i've to go home..do some research, study
and if it was a fact she/he talked just now, only then i trusted it
but that doesnt mean i trust the person
williaw shakespear once said, " love all, trust a few, do wrong to none"
and that's wut i believed until now, and always will.
but still..why?
what are the first thought that people gave to me instead of an arrogant girl?
am i an alien?
i'm not saying i dont care bcoz i do.. REALLY care about it!
Labels: average joe, sadness
yes..no..urmm
yup, another boring day!
then tomorrow shall be friday..
which i've to wake up early in the morning,
go to Kotaraya bla bla bla
and my parents shall seal their mouths and stop nagging on me.
but u know what?
i dont hate it when they nag, bcoz i know..one day, i'll miss those moments
soon, my parents would stop nagging on me
coz they realised i'm a big girl already
and i can handle everything on my own. (which i'm afraid i cant)
and yesterday..oh yesterday
i dont like yesterday!
both of my parents are under the weather
the house seemed gloomy...
no fun..and no laughters
and thank God, today they're already in pink!
ohh..
my cousin will held his wedding solemnization soon
and..i cant wait for it!
my mom said his wife is pretty!
ma..
when it's my time to tie the knot,
can i wear something like flower on the head instead of tiara?
heee..i was enchanted by it!
i dont know what it is called..but i love it!
and..
i shall spend a fortune for a vera wang wedding dress..
hey..it's a once in a lifetime event
so..this is the best time to spend those pennies.
isnt it right?
humm..
ok till then,
i've something to catch up on tv!
oh god..is it really 23rd of march, spm's results?
coz if it is..then fuhhh, i still got time to enjoy my life!
Labels: average joe, countdown to spm
mature enough?
who? me?
humm..let me think!
i dont get really mad like i used to be when syahir and irah turned my room upside down.
maybe it was a wake up call that i've to make up my MESSY DIRTY room
well..last time i did it was in January,
so it's already March! huuu..bring me the vacuum cleaner please!
ohh..i also enjoyed watching Julia n Julie...like an older woman enjoys it
it's a great movie! or maybe not?!
well..i know i like it.
now i prefer watching learning packages rather than disney channel.
i know..i know, mama!
i should've watch em long time ago...
but..my love for Phineas n Ferb still didnt fades away.
tpi rmai yang xsuka tgk that cartoon..but i still find it interesting!
okay who cares? masing2 punye taste kan
i rarely..very2 rarely let my hair down
yeah..i'm not confident with them
they're quite thick and not silky like every girls own
so i just put on ponytail or bun..
and yup i know!
in America or just overseas..people tied up their hair only during their bad hair days
or when they dont have time to wash them.
but please laa..i wash n condition mine every other day.
i hate seeing people acting cute when they arent!
i know..elder people hate this.
most of the teens like me..always trying to act cute, this and that bla bla bla
i used to be like one..but hell yeah i know..FAILED!
but the other day..i saw this girl with a typical look, tried to be cute and overdone it
and the outcome was..perhaps monstrosity?!
last week i took a look in my closet
searching for a "sopan" shirt..but hardly found any
most of them are like..too short, too tide
i think it's time for me to put on something different
something more sophisticated, maybe?!
i know..this post is another trash!
i'm sorry my blog...
but i dont have any idea on wut to write.
i just think..i NEED to post an entry
but..my brain is so sluggish to think of a topic.
well anyway..it's already March rite?
wow..so soon!
wait..MARCH??!!
results?? march?? results?? spm??
2010?? 10 subjects??
EST??
BIOLOGY??
CHEMISTRY??
PHYSIC??
MIMI?? ready for the moment of truth??
no!! never!! nightmare!
umm..bye! i might have to take some anti stress pill!
i think my heart is working harder than ever..
and my blood pressure is getting elevated..
an adrenaline rush just occured
mama.............!!
i'm not ready to face it!
please..!!
can i not be there?
can March just get out of my life?!
please..let a miracle happen!
please..i'm begging You!
Labels: average joe
and what is the meaning of this?
few days ago i've bookmarked a page from marie claire's web
and..get a chance to read it today since i've the mood of reading n writting and at the same time blogging today..
and after i read it, i think i should share it in this blog..
maybe this post might be useful for us someday..somewhere..who knows!
so..here's wut i've read
THE MEANING BEHIND FLOWERS HE GAVE..
Red Roses
Represents: true love
Says: "I love you."
Also Says: "I'm not very creative and didn't put much, if any, thought into this buying decision."
Striped Carnations
Represents: refusal
Says: "I can't be with you, but I'm going through the trouble of locating and buying striped carnations to say that."
Sunflower
Represents: purity, lofty thoughts
Says: "I'm not going to put out."
Burgundy Roses
Represents: unconscious beauty
Says: "I can't see your beauty. Because it's underneath the surface. Beauty is only skin deep. You have inner beauty? Er, I like watching you sleep."
Daisies
Represents: innocence, loyal love, and faith
Says: "These are delicate with a hint of spontaneity, just like you."
Peonies
Represents: shame and bashfulness
Says: "I cheated on you."
Mint
Represents: suspicion
Says: "I bet you're cheating on me, but we can agree that these flowers smell damn good."
Yellow Tulips
Represents: hopeless love
Says: "Please, please, please, please be with me. Please."
Bird's-Foot Trefoil
Represents: revenge
Says: "You'll pay for these flowers."
Orchid 
Represents: refined beauty
Says: "I am either pretentious or trying really hard to be."
Yellow Poppies
Represents: wealth and success
Says: "I love you for your money."
Pink Carnations
Represents: a mother's love
Says: "No, I don't have Oedipus Complex, but, yes, these flowers should have gone to Mom."
Coriander
Represents: lust
Says: "I only want you for sex, so can I actually hold onto these? My Thai chicken recipe calls for ground coriander."
Yellow Roses
Represents: joy, friendship, apology, jealousy, dying love, infidelity, and heartbreak
Says: "I have no idea what I'm trying to say."
ok..if u ask me whether i believe this things or not..
my answer would be "no, i dont"
but..after giving it a deep thought..i think perhaps i should believe it
i mean..guys should do their homework before putting on an action right?
credits to marie claire..
-the end-
Labels: average joe, girls stuff
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
