to believe or not to believe.
i'm a hard core dreamer..i think.
dreaming is my all time fav activity..
it activates my brain and i simply rejoice after that.
but i'm in the mood of reducing my day dreaming habits coz it only makes me live in a different fairytale land.
and no i wasnt talking about daydreaming in this entry..
what i mean is..the dreams in your sleep.
i rarely experince those beautiful nightmares..
bcoz most of time..i just dont remember my dreams.
it is..so frustrating.
listening to my friends' dream..while mine was nothing
it was euww..gross! i'm jealous..
but recently..i got this beautiful dreams of marrying a handsome engineer with a huge smile
( auwww..auww)
which i consider myself as the luckiest girl on earth..
he's perfect..and it's beyond my imagination.
hey, perhaps he's an alien..
the problem is..should i believe in dreams?
nahh..crap!
i shouldnt.
the thing is..i got few evidences of not to believe in dreams
dreams are just a game for ur mind..in a relaxing way of course
when i was in form 3..i dreamed of achieving 6a's in pmr,
which luckily i didnt.
then..i got this beautiful dream of attending boarding school
and hello, what did i got?
rejection of course.
i also got some creepy dreams which are nothing but just another lies.
but then again, i'm in hesitation.
i WANT to believe my beautiful nightmares..
but i dont think i should.
but i want to..
damn! it's complicated
urmm..never mind.
but hey..check this video out!
he's sooo much like justin bieber and i'm afraid that i've fallen for him.
he's cuteee...and he sings ok.
and he's 22! and he's single, i hope!
ok stop..maybe u've already watched this vid and i'm just trying so hard to embarrass myself, which i've never failed of..
so..never mind
njoy the video..eventhough he's voice is ok-laaa.
scroll down..
scroll down..
and u know wut??
noooooo...
i shouldnt write "HE"
my bad..grammar mistakes again.
it was "SHE"
waaaaaa...i dont want to be a lesbian.
but she makes me!
huuuuu
it'll be so great if she is a man..
she's the man, no?
okay noo..
so sad..
fine..now i;m waiting for the clock to strike 5
the wedding~~~
super auwww...
nothing...it's alright
how i wish my dad is at home and i'll be feeling quite secure knowing that i'm not the only person who's burning the midnight oil..
waaa..i'm absolutely dont know wut to do now..
tv is boring..
facebook is annoying..
music is loud..
and blog is nothing but a pleasure for me..thank u.
the thing is..i got plenty of ideas to write about
but when i open blogger page..blank!
i was clueless...
it happens all the time and tonight, it wasnt an exception.
umm..ok.
to write or not to write about..
urghh..it's my blog anyway...
fine...i'll just write about it!
i think i seriously got crush on someone who..isnt really meant for me.
no he's not a celebrity..or any of my imaginary guys..no.
but yes..he's alive and still breathing..and 18!
well perhaps he didnt know that i like him..but perhaps he did.
i dont know..it's complicated.
i hate to think about it.
u know..when i stare at him, i just cant stop staring!
when i'm on facebook..i visit his page, it's a daily routine.
and..when i talk about him..i simply smiled.
he is a magical creature..
no..no..i know i've to wake up!
18 years of being single and still is..i think i can handle this.
i've to gather myself and face the real world.
but in this case..it's quite hard to deny the feelings.
when i watched finn in glee-i saw him, hushh it's strange!
and when i take a look at dome's picture..it was him, again!
damn! it was totally weird.
he's not that cute..no!
okay..but for a malay guy, hey..he's cute lah!
many girls fall inlove with him..sadly i was one of them.
his magnetic power is so strong.
...how am i able to resist it?
and watching him chatting with other girls- damn, i was jealous!
huuuu..ok this is weird!
he's a boy..and wut does he knows?
ok, u can spell "nothing"
hmm..i think i can handle this!
i am not gonna waste anymore time for some useless activities such this..
i'd rather live in a boring world..with same routine cycles around
-eat, sleep, online, house chores, out for some polluted air, and repeat the same thing.
but it was better than falling inlove right?
i know it's not the right time yet..
i know my body is not ready for serious secretion of several hormones..
and i know i must sleep now..
hrmm..
the end..
crap!!
i dont think a midnight entry suits me.
huuuu..man, i'm tired!
bed..here i come.
Labels: oh so random, shhhh
what..how..why..??
so this morning my dad called n asked me about matriculation. (while i was sleeping)
well..where will i be sent to?
***please be penang..!! penang! pleaseee..***
then..i went to moe web..
checking it out..
finger crossed for penang..
insert my i'c num..while still putting high hopes on penang..
click..click and here we go!
yay..i got it!!
it was..well..
malacca..!
yay! dancing dancing..
malacca??!!!!
nooooooooo...this is not wut i signed up for.
i want penang..penangggggg
malacca is not on my list..
huu..
so..whether i'll be going or not, my head is still puzzling around
why on earth did i get wut i wasnt aiming for?
and if i go there...it wont be so fun
my parents rarely go to malacca..!
but penang, they usually go there several times in a month..
so..it'll be easier to meet my parents everytime i miss them
and i also got relatives in penang..which umm, i'm not so close with.
but..there shall be someone reliable if there's any emergency cases right?
huuuu...
now i'm waiting for upu and jpa result..
huuuuu....please please please..
please be good to me!
huishh..dh berkarat
so..since today is monday - keberkatan lebih sikit
i decided to tidy up my room after monthsssss of dilly dallying
huu..i know i know
bnda ni xde kena mengena pon ngan hari isnin..so wut?
and..while i was arranging last year's books..
i flipped through add maths books..
i stared..and stared.
trying to understand the solution...
mann!!! seriously..it was a slow feedback that my brain reacts towards it.
woooo..it really drove me up to the wall!
dh berkarat rupanya..
well that's just add maths..
chemistry..physics..bio..amacam?
ouchh...parah parah!!
huuu..
this cant be happening..
for almost 5months..i didnt learn something extreme.
i've already pampered myself beyond the limit..
and i became more n more sluggish as time creeps up.
but then again..
wut exactly should i learn now?
hmm..think! think!
preparation for matriculation?
or something related to biology?
medic?
huishh..xpe2.
tgk national geography...
at least, u'll learn something..
or..dgr mat saleh speaking..
i'll learn something jgak kn?
hmmm
hey..u guys are so genius!
so the comments n requests i send to dome..he probably didnt read it.
there're hundreds of comments being send to him..asking him to post videos in english
but i guessed he didnt have the time to read them all.
so..wut makes him opened his heart to start posting videos in english?
think! think!!
is it bcoz he wanted to polish his english accent?
or maybe..he's aware of his international fans?
and how about this..he's thinking of having a foreigner as his new girlfriend.
playboy kan?
umm..that should make sense..i think
but no..no..no!!
it was all gazillion thanks to his china fans,
that popped out a very genius and amazing idea,
posting a video request for him to make videos in english (which i wasnt genius enough to think of that idea)
and..he watched it n granted the request.
auwww...sweet + romantic+ caring.. (remember..he's 32 already)
wow..wut a miracle!!!
patutla he mentioned about his china fans in his latest video.
huu..i just cant stop smiling ever since i watched his video + after i ate ice cream.
whooo..i'm in sugar high..
but..
remember mimi, he's 32 already!
32!!
huu..i wish he's still 23.
or 20..maybe?
and if it was..maybe i'll just die if i dont get him
humm..since he's 32
maybe it's time for him to tie the knot..
and i hope the luckiest girl ever is ploy..
huu..please! please..
please be ploy!
Labels: thai drama
you're an alien!
domeeeeeeee!!!
omg!!! omg!!
fainteddd!!! ambulanceee!!!
call 999!!
hwaa...
i just thought of giving up on u!
i just got myself ready for losing u..
i just stopped myself from watching love never dies..
but then...
u make something that makes me wanna kissss uuuuuuu!!!
omg omg!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
it couldnt be any better than this!
this is an absolutely turn on for me!
hwaaa...guess wut?
he actually uploaded a video in english!!!!!!
hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
my heart is burning of excitement everytime i watch this video!!!
i want to cry..i want to dance..!!
seriously...
the feeling is better than receiving 10as in spm!
it was wayyyyyyyyyyy better!!
believe me
hwaaa...i've been waiting for this since FOREVER!!!!
thank u dome..eventhough u didnt mentioned malaysia..
but THANK YOU!!
now..can i kiss u?
muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hihihihi..
i better keep my loyalty to u now..
Labels: thai drama
sabar separuh drpd iman
it's a boring thursday, again!
huishh..i've to get myself busy doing other stuff or else i'll be hungry, then i'll procrastinate my hutang puasa..
no! no!
21 more days!
huu..what a longggg way to go!
that's almost a month..will i be able to survive?
no..i must do it!
well about today..i've tried to get myself busy
i decided to watch kimi ni todoke live action...
and tried to fully immersed myself into it
but..huu, as usual..
something must be wrong somewhere..
i only got to watch the part 1!!
waaa..it's a great movie, but why?
why cant i open the other parts?
huu..no worries
i still have other movies in my list..
it's not like the end of the world..
well maybe it was..only for a few seconds..
and..i'm still not giving up
2nd movie - i'm a cyborg girl but that's ok..
and..guess wut?
it was not ok!!
i cant open it toooo...!!
huuuaaa
ok fine!
i'm not gonna do this anymore
2 rejections in a day..?
and they totally ruined my movie marathon mood..
so..i moved myself to blogskin.com
searching for other skin..coz i've already bored with the old skin.
search..and still searching
until it was almost 6pm..
fine, i quited..again
huuuu..seriously??
what is it that makes internet the best thing in the world?
hurghh..everything seem boring..old..and boring, again
i read celebs gossip-boring
i played roiworld-boring too
i listened to music- fine
i watched dome's video-i dont understand
i watched tv- kate n william's royal wedding here n there
huuu..
tlc..e-news..star world
they're all about the royal wedding
seriously?
it's just too much..
tomorrow's mission
- make up my room
- tv programmes - mythbuster n vitamin n bla bla..
- some movies
- love never dies..again! huu..sorry but i cant get enough of it
i hope it wont be boring..
and giving up on dome?
huu..not yet, maybe next time?
but i'll give up
when it's the right time
Labels: boring, thai drama
i got the world in my hands
just now..i got a new message in my phone.
read button..click!
huh..urgh? (dup dap dup dap dup)
congratulation!
u're shortlisted for utp educamp in utp.
oh myyy...wow!! waaa...nk nangis nk nangis!!
the other day..i was about to cry when i was informed that a friend of mine, whose spm's result was less than mine but she was shortlisted for utp educamp or something like that..i dont remember.
so..i thought-huu..life is unfair. why do i got rejected at first?
umm..probably bcoz my physics is A-?
well..maybe.
but hers is not even an A-..it was less than that.
how? why do she get it and i dont?
bla bla bla..i'm still not satisfied.
but after i got this message..it blew away all those sadness, unfairness and angriness that i've experienced past few days.
so i ran downstairs to tell my parents about this GREAT news.
and i read it again coz it seems surreal.
congratulation! u're shortlisted for utp educamp in utp for private student. for more info please visit www.utp.edu.my
thank you.
huhhh?? u've got to be kidding me.
huuuu..as a private student?
no! no!
ehh...knape tadi xnmpk? kenape baru nmpk?
maybe i was too excited..
maybe they should've use capital letters for that.
huuuuaaaaa...
klu stakat private student xyah la.
ok fine..sadness come back to mama!
huu..
Labels: petronas
na na na nothing!
no..i dont want to talk about dome anymore
huu..but i still love him (eventhough he's kinda old lol)
no..i dont want to write about bieber..
others already talk about him here n there
no..i dont want to talk about my worries on jpa's result.
i've decided not to over-think about it.
no..i dont want to talk about my hutang puasa that drives me banana..
no..i dont want to talk about the great videos i watched in utube.
but i love watching brian n gna arguing in english...sooo funny
umm..so wut do i want to talk about?
huuu..i guessed nothing!
waaaaaa...my life is so boring!
huuu..
is there anything extreme for me to do?
jumping off from the rooftop?
go for a skydiving, maybe?
swim with sharks, no?
oh damn..i cant swim!
huu..
logging offffffff...
Labels: boring, jpa, oh so random, result spm, thai drama, tv programmes
stop dreaming n start believing
ok..about the comment i posted on dome's utube page..(huishh..xabis2)
i think it's time for me to give up my hope laah..
this morning..i opened his page, hoping for some miracle, maybe?
and u know wut?
i found out that my comment was on the 7th page in the comment box
okay i think i just broke something..my heart!!
surely he wont read it..
umm..that's fine..
it just break my heart..that's all.
well..he's on vacation to somewhere i dont understand-but he did mentioned about it.
so, vacation + enjoyment = busy = no time for vlog.
therefore..mimi, just wake uppp!!
but i think it's impossible not to fall in love with him at this moment..
bcoz he makes my days...my weeks a lottt betterrrrr!!!
everyday i MUST watch his videos eventhough i dont understand a single word he said except for yipon= japan, na ka= and, application, i phone, facebook, twitter, goodnight and byebye.
huuu..parah tau!
and when i watch him singing, my brain secretes all those good hormones..
dopamine..serotonin..eostrogen and even adrenaline..
yup..adrenaline is also secreted when u're inlove - it makes u start to sweat, your heart races and your mouth goes dry. i just found out about it. huishh.
huu..dont laught but i think i became curious about the science of love after i got crush on dome.
but come on!
he's 32 years old already!
am i blind or wut?
i've never been lovestruck by a person in early 30s or even in late 20s.
but in this case..it's an exception, maybe?
love shuts down almost everything, is it a fact?
umm...dont worry.
i dont think my love for him will be long-lasting.
maybe just for 1 week..or 2.
and after that..i'll be back to normal, as usual.
this is just another weird cycle of my life.
ok..lets not talk about him anymore.
lets talk about last night..shall we?
well, i was watching "the proposal" for how many times, i dont know.
then i get bored...and watch e news asia, followed by fashion police and
my all-time favourite , kourtney n kim take new york!
it was the ep where shengo got involved in..
i got enthusiastic..and my parents were there with me but they're reading the newspaper.
umm..back to kim.
at first it was cool..ok, fine.
nothing weird..
kim was pretty as usual..
she slept with shengo..but with her shirts on.
ummm...awkward?!
but then.............huuuuu!!
whyyyy...
they were talking about kourtney n scott making ahemm2..
early in the morning..and kim overheard it.
she was like.."why is it so loud? did kourtney n scott..."
and shengo said "i've to go now"
but kim became quite snoopy!
and kourtney knew about it..when kim asked her during the breakfast.
bla bla bla..i'm still watching it.
focus focus focus..
then my mom asked me.."mimi tgk gapo tu? hishh..mngarut btol!"
and my dad said "hmmm..the kardashian la tu"
hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
wut...??
they actually noticed it? kantoi
huuuuihhh..super duper chessy malu malu malu!!
so i quickly grabbed the remote in front of me
and watched ok karaoke which is...BORING!
huuu..but at least i've learned something
never watch the kardashian or kourtney n kim take new york when your parents are with u..
huishhh..
Labels: thai drama
please..please..please..
reply..reply..reply!!
please reply!!
reply laa sementara sy masih gedik!
reply laa sementara i still got crush on u
reply laa if u can speak english..
humm..graduated from new media college in san franscisco , xkan xleh speaking.
reply pleaseee!!
pleasee dome!!
please!!
okay..in case u guys are wondering why i'm being gedik over the limit in this entry
well here's the thing..
a few minutes ago..i just posted a comment to dome's youtube page..
asking him to upload his videos in english coz i cant understand a single word he's talking about in his awesome videos..
well..he's quite active in youtube..
uploading a video or two in a day..
so..the chances of him reading my comment is definitely positive..dont u think so?
now..i'm just crossing my fingers and legs too..
hoping that he'll make my dream comes reality..
huuuuuu..
ok..
seriously!!
if he's right in front of me now..
u'll meet me in ICU..
Labels: thai drama
wake up...it's just a drama
when i watch a drama..
i am hoping for a handsome hero and a gorgeous heroin.
if the supporting actors are handsome, surely i wont miss it.
and when it did, i just cant get enough of it.
i'll force myself to finish watching it ASAP!
then, all my works will be procrastinated bcoz my love towards the drama is unbearable.
i become enthusiastic everytime i wait for the video to be fully loading.
when it's time for me to watch it..
i'll give my 90% focus towards the main actors.
(ahemm..coz 100% focus seems impossible)
i'll skip those rubbish scenes
and repeat the romantic scenes until i memorize the dialogues and their actions
then i was forced into a weird beautifully enchanting world..
i wish it was me..who experience the romantic scenes
i wish the hero is mine..
and my face is as gorgeous as the heroin..
i'll be dreaming of marrying the hero..
he takes a good care of me,
i love him..and he loves me more
bla bla bla..
nonsense..nonsense..nonsense
(owh please dont throw up.)
we had a good time together..and appreciate our moments we shared
he'll be the reason for me to keep breathing..
bla bla bla..
if only it was..then my life would be a miracle..
and when the drama is over..with a happy ending of course
i let my imagination gets deeper..
and fully immersed myself into it.
and smiling became my unendurable habits..
i mean, good habits.
but no..
i've to open my eyes..and yeah, open it wider than ever.
life isnt always has its happy ending..
this is not a disney fairytale movie..
it's more to roller coaster.
and..after a short self motivation
i'll be ok again..
back to normal..
a normal boring life..
but seriously, after watching love never dies
i really really really hope that ploy n dome get back together..
they suit each other!!
huu..but dome already got his new gf and so did ploy
and ploy said that love never dies became love died for ages.
lorhhh...how could she said that?
dome's heart must be turned into pieces..
but he laughed when she said that..
huu
now.. dome treats ploy as his younger sister
what the??
huuuuuuuuuu...
i dont think they're ready to be inlove with each other again.
Labels: thai drama
hey si gadis yang ayu!
ngeeeee...
so yesterday was friday..
unlike any other friday, yesterday was quite special.
why?
well..i went out to meet my girls..nik, meda, lin
and it was nothing but FUN FUN FUN!
it reminds me of our school days..
laughing here and there
talking about this and that..
rotating at the same place..
eventhough it was just a few hours but it worths it.
and now..we're all grown up
but none of us are turning 18 yet..which is cool
and on 30th April..it's meda's turn!
happy tua day, meda!
hihhihihihi...
but..the food that we ate was huuu
frustrating..lain kali xyah mkn kt situ ah
prase dop? kito xambik gmbr satu pon!
huuuuuuu...xpo xpo.
lain kali k?
and meda..
good luck for your plkn!
i'm sure it'll be an experience of a lifetime!
about max..dont worry k?
i'll take care of him from head to toe..promise!!!
ngehehehe...(evil laugh)
as for nik...
nnti klu ado rezeki kito gi matrik samo2 deh!
kito duo apply penang as our first choice keh?
heeeeeeee....
matrik matrik matrikkk!!
and last but not least..lin my love!
lin..my new madu!
tripoom the hotttt vampire is ours finally!
heeeeeee......
owh..how i wish i could finish watching the drama as quickly as i can!
4 more episodes and i'll be over the moon!
hyayayay!!
tripoom..wait for me!
i'm almost there..
and farah!!
today is your interview day..
i know u can do it!!
fighting!!
kekalkannyaa!!!
hee
Labels: girlfriends
jpa interview
first i went to school to get my dr muda certificate.
huuuu
then..i went to photocopy it.
and..yuhuuu, it was 8.16am already
it is possible to reach usm in 4 minutes?
definitely no. well, unless somekind of superman came to save me.
but in reality...i've to stop dreaming
so..i reached there about 8.30am, went straight to dewan tutorial.
huu..and there were so many AWESOME people n GENIUSES there.
who am i to be compared to them?
waaaa...
and 5 minutes after registering,
i was under panel number 3
my name was called and we're told to queue up according to our numbers
luckily all of my group members are strangers to me...
so it's quite easy for me to keep trying to be outstanding.
there are 5 of us altogether..and we speak to each other first so that it wouldnt be awkward
during the interview.
mine was the 3rd one..fuhh legoo!!
and when we enter the interview room..as usual,
u have to greet n smile to the interviewers.
and i smiled n tried to show off my dimple...which is really gedik!
one of them smiled back..two of them didnt.
ok fine! focus..!
then we're asked to introduce ourselves in malay.
i screwed up coz i've been practising in english.
i think mine is the simplest one..
i told them some about my family, my academic performance, my co-cu, bla bla bla..
and there's this guy..who always receive pengiktirafan from pengetua for his academic perfomance.
he's the president of this and that..
opps..i think i drop something , my jaw!!
what the???i mean..dude!! are u a human or somekind of vampire??
something like the cullens?
huuu..apa kena mengena dgn the cullens?
but it was a wake up call for me.
i musnt go easy with this interview thing.
i have to be outstanding or else zzzrrkkk!!
so i tried and tried and tried harder to throw some awesome ideas which is xberapa nk awesome
sbb ntahlaa..
and here's the question they asked me..which are all in english
1) ur opinion on reality show. is it good or bad?
2) why did u choose to become a doctor?
3) what are the qualities to become a doctor?
4) what if u're send to study locally instead of going abroad?
5) is it u or your parents who decide your future?
6) why do u think u're qualified to become a doctor?
7) being a doctor..u actually taking risks. what if u failed?
8) why u choose to study abroad?
9) your academic performance is great but..when u study medicine, it's not always great. u could get F or LF( lower F) what would be ur reaction?
some of them speaks like mat saleh..
hwaaaa..competitive gilooo!!
but thank god the questions are no longer in malay..coz i only practised in english
and i think there's more..
i just dont remember them all..
luckily the interviewers arent really smashing us with their questions.
but..they seemed unsatisfied when i answered i dont really prefer to study locally.
it limits my perspective towards the world.
well..i dont mean it but, i just want to study abroad like..INSANELY!!
and local university arent bad..it's really good
but..overseas is what i'm aiming for
get it? so wut choices do i have?
meowww..i just want to vanish this memories
scaryyy..!!
and now..i'm just waiting for the best
hopefully it wont ruined my life plan.
huu..and the current news is
i just got rejected by petronas for international scholarship.
huuu...huuuu...huuuu
it was huuuu..
so frustrated.
if only i work harder and get a+ for my physics and chemistry.
if only i got the power to turn back the time
tapi nk nyesal dah xde guna.
redha je laa.
mama n abah..sorry for hurting u.
u guys said "it's fine"
but please acting as if it was fine coz i know it's not.
huuu...
Labels: interview, jpa, petronas, rejection
2 in 1
for this entry..i'll try combining 2days of my life in one entry..
sounds boring right, i know!
so yesterday..
a bundle of nerves hit me..
having a thought that i got less than 24hours for the interview, i almost fainted.
i read a lot (huu..angkat bakul) but, it's really hard to memorize them all.
then..at the evening, the counselor called me to inform about the dr muda certificate.
she then asked me some question like..
why do u take medic?
what'll u wear?
which country would u choose?
and for the last question..which country do i prefer, i told her new zealand.
then she asked me why..i said "because of the safeness.." i stopped.
she said "yup..the safetiness there is guaranteed"
what the ...?? mimi??!!
safeness? is there such words??? malu gilosss!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaa..
ok goggle goggle~~
omg!! i'm 18 and now i know! there is such words!
muahahaa..idiot!
but thank god "safeness" does exists or else..
i dont know how am i able to face her ever again.
but i wondered..is there such words as safetiness?
hmm..hopefully there is.
ok enough with that..last night i sleep at 10pm.
huu..awai gilo kot!
and bgun pukul 4pagi..feeling so energetic.
i was pacing back n forth..arranging some words.
my hands are shaking..
my eyes are wide opened..
and masjid xngaji quran pon lagi..
so i sleep again until the clock struck 6.30am
ding! to be continued..
talk talk talk
the interview is tomollow..wow, ok die!my preparation? hurmmm...waa! still not enough
i dont practice all the time, and now i'm running out of time.
my confidence level??
well if they can do it..so can i!
huu..bajet cool padahal hmm...xyah ckp, wat malu je.
fluency in speaking?
nahh..dont want to talk about it! i'm super nervoussss...
plus..i'm not a good orator
mimi...just talk talk talk
and smile smile smile!!
cheesseeeeey wedges!
Labels: jpa
what was she thinking?
huuu..i know i've to study by now.
i know i aint suppose to talk behind other's back at this time.
i know i've to be a good girl in order for me to achive wut i've been dreaming of.
but...!! this is an emergencyyyyy!!!
umm..can we just put those things aside for just...10 minutes.
i promise..it wont take long.
i'll be an evil girl for just 10 minutes and then, i promise..i'll transform into a good girl again.
wakkaka..gedik.
well..since there's no one for me to share this HOT gossip at this moment,
i know i can count on u, my blog.
so here's the thing..i went to my facebook.
new updates of my friend...pictures uploaded.
i run through all the pictures..scrutinizing them one by one
what the..???!!!
dressing up like that??
put on a lot of make up as heavy as that??
damn! she's greyish already!
huuu..poor her!
i wish there'll be somebody whispering to her like,
"hey girl, u should remove some of the makeup..."
but luckily.. i think there's none who took action..
and well done..she has embarrassed herself with flying colours!
but i wont be uploading any of the pictures coz i know..i'm not that evil
ok..6 minutes has flew, i got 4 more minutes
wut to write about?
hmm..ok nothing.
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.
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back to normal girl. fuhhhhhhhhhhh!
byeee~~
farah get well soon!
i cant wait to tell u even more!!
superman, where are u??
uhhuuu...
takut takutt takutttttttttt........
my jpa interview is on this tuesday
so..there's 3 more days?
waaaaaaaaaaa...tidakk!!
how am i supposed to prepare in that short period of time?
and wut am i supposed to prepare?
huuu...and my sister is so busy lately and that she's rarely online now
so..i dont have a chance to ask her everything
waaa...!! abislaa!
chill mimi!! relaxx..!!
breathe in breathe out!! (while dancing)
huuuua..ok i'm fine now.
everyone keep telling me to be confident..and install all the current issues into my head
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's so easy to throw words than to get it done
this is wayyy frightening compared to spm exam.
believe me..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!!
anyone would volunteered to be my superman?
pleasee...anyone??
hmm no? no one?
better go study!!
i guessed i shall be a superman for myself then.
huuuuuuuuuuu
friiiday
heee..all i want to do right now is just to ENJOY my life.
i'm no longer get online so often and get bored with it.
i just spend 3hours a day for internet...
and the rest is by watching tv..daydreaming..eating...umm ya!
as simple as that! and i'm lovin it!
so last night..i was watching plain jane
and thank God..the girl is quite pretty!
i only watch the programme when the plain jane is pretty..
everyone did the same right?
so..back to the plain jane.
she looks pretty without makeup..
for me, everyone looks the best without makeup, or at least with natural makeup.
but when she got her heavy makeup done..
huuu, she looked years older but louise kept convincing how pretty she is after the makeover.
come on! i'm sure her boyfriend loves her without the makeup..
i'm not saying that i hate makeup..
i do enjoy watching michelle pan's videos in youtube..
but overdone makeup is..boooo!!!
it adds ages to your face and makes u look so plastic
ok..enough with the makeup stuff
who am i to talk about that such topic..
but the bottom line is..huu, i hate seeing a woman puts on heavy makeups.
even for the bride! it doesnt add sparks to her face..but makes her much worse.
natural make up works the best in everybody.
but as for me..nahh!
i'm just too lazy for it..
humm..ok that's all for today, dear blog.
thraaaaaaaa!!
actually..i got zero ideas bout utwhat to blog.
so i just post a silly entry..
Labels: girls stuff
it hurts..
this morning, my driving tutor said...
"mimi ni brapo kali doh ajar, bkpo xreti2 lagi?"
huuu..and it hurts A LOT!
so i pushed myself to the max!
i know i can do it! if all my peers can do it..so can i!
i just cant stand people underestimate myself..
i was insanely mad at myself for being a total idiotic when it comes to driving.
but i must prove them wrong!
it just need a lil bit of focus and belief towards myself
and thank God..it works.
it wasnt a top notch..but it's still something i can be proud of
i just need to push myself more..!!
and stop fooling around
hihi..yay!!
i dont have to wake up early anymore..!!
then, wasting time doing nothing at kotaraya
and..get annoyed with some of the girls
hiiiiiii..but it wont last longer.
someday..i'll be there again.
hurghh...
Labels: driving academy
speak now..yay i did it!
i broke the ice!
phewwww...!!
i broke it!! and it's worth it coz he's soooo handsome!
and..i'll never do it again!!
malu gila gila gilaaaa xyah cakap!!!
well, unless it's another handsome guy like him..
maybe i'll reconsider what i've said before.
and sorry farah..
i didnt ask him about the parking..
i mean..your idea was great but, it's kinda awkward to ask him about that-out of the blue
maybe he'll be like "are u insane? tiba2 nk tnya psal parking?"
and..huu,
maybe i'll never see him again
and that's the reason why i talked to him for the first time n the last.
klu xbcakap hari ni..smpai bila2 pon xkan dgr his voice.
but wuteva it is..i just wish him the best for the jpj test.
but then again what if he failed?
haha..maybe i'll get to see him againn!
hmm..i think he'll pass.
ahh..i just want to sing this to him,
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll stand forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll stand forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
fuuhhh...
okay wut else to write?
huummm..everything is great except for the part that..
i failed several times in parking
i failed most of the time in climbing up the hill
and 3 penjuru?
huuu..naik divider!!!
so stupid..and everyone there was laughing at me.
what else could be worse than that??
i think..i am the worse student ever! seriouslyy..
yesterday was fine..but today was an absolutely disaster
and tomorrow? we'll see.
maybe i'll be using adam khoo's way- imagination.
huuu..
ma..
i'm not saying that i wasnt born to drive,
but it is true??
why...???
why me?!
Labels: driving academy, fallen angel, nothing beats happy
staystill
i said i'm fine..but i lied
i said i dont care...which i actually care
i said my heart is locked..but the ugly truth is, it is unlocked.
i said he's a playboy..but i cant resist this feeling
i said he's handsome..and i know i'm not for him
i said study is my first priority..but it turned out to be him
i said all i need is my family and friends..but i guess i need him too
i said..nevermind i'll find someone better than him, but will i?
i said i'm not ready for any love relationship or wut-so-eva, but i'm already 18!
i said...mimi! u need a break!
i dont need any love from any strangers right now..
huuu..no worries, this wounded heart is almost fully recovered now.
i must be brave!
ok..let's just stop talking bout him!
i MUST forget him not matter wut.
it's a must..not a should, mimi!
and u're fully responsible for that!
let's talk about something good..
something that cheer me up
which are..
listening to big bang's songs..
taylor swift's songs..
watching mtv hits, BIG TIME RUSH - which makes a great hit recently.
( or maybe i was the last one knew about them)
oh no..!!
almost all of them got dimples which is..HELL GREAT!
"dia tu" xde dimple pon!! no wonder la i must forget bout him
and..my driving tutor is getting strict towards me lately
hwaaa..maybe it's bcoz i was too lazy to memorized all the steps
and i'm not good in managing the car's position.
huuuu..
but wuteva it is..
i must not play around anymore..
pleaseee be more serious mimi!
huuu..
Labels: driving academy
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
