✿ a cup of love

it hurts..

this morning, my driving tutor said...

"mimi ni brapo kali doh ajar, bkpo xreti2 lagi?"

huuu..and it hurts A LOT!

so i pushed myself to the max!

i know i can do it! if all my peers can do it..so can i!

i just cant stand people underestimate myself..

i was insanely mad at myself for being a total idiotic when it comes to driving.

but i must prove them wrong!

it just need a lil bit of focus and belief towards myself

and thank God..it works.

it wasnt a top notch..but it's still something i can be proud of

i just need to push myself more..!!

and stop fooling around

hihi..yay!!

i dont have to wake up early anymore..!!

then, wasting time doing nothing at kotaraya

and..get annoyed with some of the girls

hiiiiiii..but it wont last longer.

someday..i'll be there again.

hurghh...

Labels: driving academy

❤ "it hurts.." was Posted On: Wednesday, April 6, 2011 @7:16 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

speak now..yay i did it!

i broke the ice!

phewwww...!!

i broke it!! and it's worth it coz he's soooo handsome!

and..i'll never do it again!!

malu gila gila gilaaaa xyah cakap!!!

well, unless it's another handsome guy like him..

maybe i'll reconsider what i've said before.

and sorry farah..

i didnt ask him about the parking..

i mean..your idea was great but, it's kinda awkward to ask him about that-out of the blue

maybe he'll be like "are u insane? tiba2 nk tnya psal parking?"

and..huu,

maybe i'll never see him again

and that's the reason why i talked to him for the first time n the last.

klu xbcakap hari ni..smpai bila2 pon xkan dgr his voice.

but wuteva it is..i just wish him the best for the jpj test.

but then again what if he failed?

haha..maybe i'll get to see him againn!

hmm..i think he'll pass.

ahh..i just want to sing this to him,

And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll stand forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

fuuhhh...

okay wut else to write?

huummm..everything is great except for the part that..

i failed several times in parking

i failed most of the time in climbing up the hill

and 3 penjuru?

huuu..naik divider!!!

so stupid..and everyone there was laughing at me.

what else could be worse than that??

i think..i am the worse student ever! seriouslyy..

yesterday was fine..but today was an absolutely disaster

and tomorrow? we'll see.

maybe i'll be using adam khoo's way- imagination.

huuu..

ma..

i'm not saying that i wasnt born to drive,

but it is true??

why...???

why me?!

Labels: driving academy, fallen angel, nothing beats happy

❤ "speak now..yay i did it!" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 5, 2011 @1:36 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

staystill

i said i'm fine..but i lied

i said i dont care...which i actually care

i said my heart is locked..but the ugly truth is, it is unlocked.

i said he's a playboy..but i cant resist this feeling

i said he's handsome..and i know i'm not for him

i said study is my first priority..but it turned out to be him

i said all i need is my family and friends..but i guess i need him too

i said..nevermind i'll find someone better than him, but will i?

i said i'm not ready for any love relationship or wut-so-eva, but i'm already 18!

i said...mimi! u need a break!

i dont need any love from any strangers right now..

huuu..no worries, this wounded heart is almost fully recovered now.

i must be brave!

ok..let's just stop talking bout him!

i MUST forget him not matter wut.

it's a must..not a should, mimi!

and u're fully responsible for that!

let's talk about something good..

something that cheer me up

which are..

listening to big bang's songs..

taylor swift's songs..

watching mtv hits, BIG TIME RUSH - which makes a great hit recently.

( or maybe i was the last one knew about them)

oh no..!!

almost all of them got dimples which is..HELL GREAT!

"dia tu" xde dimple pon!! no wonder la i must forget bout him

and..my driving tutor is getting strict towards me lately

hwaaa..maybe it's bcoz i was too lazy to memorized all the steps

and i'm not good in managing the car's position.

huuuu..

but wuteva it is..

i must not play around anymore..

pleaseee be more serious mimi!

huuu..

Labels: driving academy

❤ "staystill" was Posted On: Monday, April 4, 2011 @8:19 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

okay..i lied

i got driving class again today..

and..it was heeelllllooo boring!!

no one to talk to..

no things to laugh at..

no tv programme to watch

just no no no...!

i spent almost the whole time reading something i barely understand

and when i get bored...i stared at the people..the car...the road

and..suddenly, i saw HIM! again...

and everytime we met..his face become more and more handsome

hwaaa...sounds impossible but it's kinda true, believe me!

i said i'll forget him

i said i dont give a damn care bout him

i said let him be in his way...

i said i got nothing to do with him

but i'm so fool..i just cant forget him

he can make my heart pounding faster than ever..

he makes me smile when i'm alone

he ruined my life

he...makes me think twice about love..

damn i hate him!

huuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrr..............

i just want to run away...

i dont want to see his face anymore

this wounded heart is slowly healed

Labels: driving academy, sorry

❤ "okay..i lied" was Posted @2:19 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

ouch ouch...

so today i had my driving class again...

which turned out to be..umm, better than the last one.

haha..angkat bakul sndiri eyh? okay xkesah..

i learned 3 penjuru for several times until my feet were almost numb

and..i'm so dumb that i cant remember all the steps

huuu..wake up mimi!

will u please stop making people judge u as an idiotic..

huk huk...

ehh but wut makes today a veryyyyy enjoyable one is the fact that,

it was also my date with farah nina my sayang!!

haha...thank u so much, u made my day!

i know i embarrass myself all the time..

i really cant endure it! hurgghh!

but sharing my good time with u is all i ever wanted to do!

heee...jiwang sudaa

and i also heard something a girl aint suppose to hear

huahahahaha...farah igt x yg sy cito tdi??

huuu...i'm so evil! laughing at a natural cycle of life

but i cant help it!

it drives me banana everytime i think of it

hurmm..ok till then,

i should sign off now or else...there'll be more crappy things in this entry

bye bye bye...

oohhh but before that..i just wanna said that,

man!! i've had it enough!

geli laa tgk my cousin with his girlfriend

why arent u guys just get married jek..

geliiii laaa..!!

yuks!

Labels: driving academy, geli laaa

❤ "ouch ouch..." was Posted On: Sunday, April 3, 2011 @8:05 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

i need a driver

i thought driving was the easiest thing in the world..

those taxi drivers..lorry drivers,

they're not intelligent but they can drive

and..so can i!

i thought driving is just about focusing on the road..and the things around us

legs play an important part

and u must not be sleepy when driving.

for me..drivers who drove slowly are inconsiderate

they dont care about other drivers

and..

they dont appreciate the time too

but...it all changed until yesterday.

it was my first time driving on the road

and..all i can say is, i drove so recklessly!!!!

drunk person drove better than i am..!

i was totally an idiotic when it comes to driving

huuu..the car moves like a snake

and..very very slow too

and i'm sorry for raising the driver's boiling points yesterday

huuuu...!!!

i just want to cry...

why am i so powerless when it comes to driving?

why...??

hurghh!

maybe i was meant to be a passenger...not a driver

ma..i think i need a driver

Labels: driving academy, sadness

❤ "i need a driver" was Posted On: Friday, April 1, 2011 @3:57 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

focus on the road

day 4

dear blog..

it was my first time driving and fuhhh...

i felt so sorry for my tutor bcoz the car keep stopping almost everytime i'm about to drive.

i know how he felt..definitely very angry about that.

and i as a driver also angry at myself for that!

i didnt mean to keep repeating the same mistakes but wut to do?!

this is my first time..plus, i'm not a genius

and everytime he asked me something personal,

i lost control of the car.

i just cant give my focus on the road when i talked.

and one more thing..i was distracted by the other students to see how well their performances were..

i mean...i dont want to be the worst one!

but by keep doing that..my performance became worse.

good job mimi!

u've never disappoint yourself at putting a scum on your face!

and today's session also make me realised that i'm a short person!!

huuuu...i'm so sad about that.

my tutor asked me to adjust my seat according to my comfort,

he told me to move in front a bit more..

but sadly, there's no more!

so how am i able to move more pok cik?

fortunately i dont need any supporters like seat back cushion coz it was definitely an embarrassment.

maybe my legs elongate itself to help its moron owner..

but thank u my legs coz u're my best support system at this moment..

i need u both to finish off this lesson

so please be good to me

and now it's 4pm.. time for bed!

but oh damn!

that MOMENT OF TRUTH is nearly arriving!

huuuu..

can i not attend to it?

Labels: countdown to spm, driving academy, raining

❤ "focus on the road" was Posted On: Monday, March 14, 2011 @3:28 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

toink toink..recess!

day 3

i'm not here complaining about my driving tutor

but..one thing for sure

he loves making me waiting for him.

huuuuuuuu...and i really hate waiting!

and i know i always make people wait for me,

sorry sorry sorry!

so..padan la muka i!

but today is a lottt better than yesterday

i make 4 new friends..and

ahemm! finally i shamelessly broke the ice.

and i met 5 of my school friends

2 of them..yg mase primary school

and 3 of them from secondary school (gee, mina and xigt name)

i just talked with my secondary school's friends sbb yg primary school's

friends tu dah xtau nk borak ape!

i brought a magazine, novel and a sketch book

but..didnt get a chance to pay attention to them for today

and one thing that i noticed,

my bag is bigger than anyone else...

huuuu..malunye!

and since my driving tutor picked me up quite late this morning

i spent the time cooking scrambled eggs and siap bwk bekal lagi!

my scrambled eggs is wayyyy tastier than the food at "canteen"

and yay!

for tomorrow and until this saturday

i'll be enjoying my time not going to kotaraya for i'll be at kedah

and on saturday, my cousin will be getting married

auwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!

kawenn...! bestnye!!

but no mimi..

sadly it's not your wedding!

humm..k till then

it's raining all day today

and rain means...TIDO!

hyayy!! tapi kena la solat dulu

klu x, confirm terbabas pulak!

and thank you farah nina for making my day A LOTTTT better!

I LOVE YOU!!!

muahhhh!!

oh ya!

since when did miss no good appears in 8tv

and i didnt know about it!

huuu...tu la, bgun lewat sgt and u missed it!

Labels: driving academy, raining

❤ "toink toink..recess!" was Posted On: Tuesday, March 8, 2011 @2:40 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

hueeeeeeeee

hello...this is another trash post

day 2..

yay..finally the undang-undang exam has finished (an awkward sentence, i know!)

and alhamdulillah i didnt failed

huuu..it felt so good passing the exam coz i dont have to sleep with that kpp book anymore!

yay for me!

and today is better than d 1st day.

i dont have to go the d canteen which is actually a kedai kopi.

i dont have to spend my time in musalla ALONE..

and neither do i have to be mute anymore!

i just have to revise..go to d exam place and sit for d exam

take d result..and go home!

then..turn on the laptop, eat, watch tv

and thats it! what a heavenly situation..

but on the other side..

i met another girl..kinda sweet and kind

thanks to her i now can open my mouth and produce sounds

okay..i think thats it for today

i should sleep now..

oh ya!

thanks to this white blouse, for making my day a lot better than the other day

i know, i know..i look so ugly!

acne scars..oily skin..eye bags..

huuuuu..i am so dont care about it

now that i'm drowsy..and the bed is calling me

i think it's time for logging off

Labels: driving academy

❤ "hueeeeeeeee" was Posted On: Monday, March 7, 2011 @1:25 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

heebie jeebies

day 1..

GREAT job mimi!

well done..!

it all went well thanks to your dumbness!

i thought there wont be so many people today

but no!

i've to swallow my own words

there were crowds of people

and i've to stretch my ears..keep my eyes open

bcoz i was too CLEVER and chose the very front seat.

hell yeah

it was like....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

i was screaming from the top of my lung..but no one heard it!

so mimi..serves ur right!

the food was yukss..for me

and the drinks caused nausea

okay2..i know i sound like a bitch and etc

but mama~~

i dont want to go back there AGAIN!

no!!!!!!!!!

hwaaa..

no friends..no delicious foods

no pillows..no no no!

not even a handsome guy

huuuu

and now i suffered dizziness..extreme exhaustion and

of course, drowsiness.

now STUDY mimi..!

huurghh!

Labels: countdown to spm, driving academy

❤ "heebie jeebies" was Posted On: Friday, March 4, 2011 @8:47 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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