how i wish my dad is at home and i'll be feeling quite secure knowing that i'm not the only person who's burning the midnight oil..

but yes..he's alive and still breathing..and 18!

well perhaps he didnt know that i like him..but perhaps he did.

i dont know..it's complicated.

i hate to think about it.

u know..when i stare at him, i just cant stop staring!

when i'm on facebook..i visit his page, it's a daily routine.

and..when i talk about him..i simply smiled.

he is a magical creature..

no..no..i know i've to wake up!

18 years of being single and still is..i think i can handle this.

i've to gather myself and face the real world.

but in this case..it's quite hard to deny the feelings.

when i watched finn in glee-i saw him, hushh it's strange!

and when i take a look at dome's picture..it was him, again!

damn! it was totally weird.

he's not that cute..no!

okay..but for a malay guy, hey..he's cute lah!

many girls fall inlove with him..sadly i was one of them.

his magnetic power is so strong.

...how am i able to resist it?

and watching him chatting with other girls- damn, i was jealous!

huuuu..ok this is weird!

he's a boy..and wut does he knows?

ok, u can spell "nothing"

hmm..i think i can handle this!

i am not gonna waste anymore time for some useless activities such this..

i'd rather live in a boring world..with same routine cycles around

-eat, sleep, online, house chores, out for some polluted air, and repeat the same thing.

but it was better than falling inlove right?

i know it's not the right time yet..

i know my body is not ready for serious secretion of several hormones..

and i know i must sleep now..

hrmm..

the end..

crap!!

i dont think a midnight entry suits me.

huuuu..man, i'm tired!

bed..here i come.

❤ "nothing...it's alright" was Posted On: Friday, April 29, 2011 @12:48 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

okokoko..

❤ "i cant breathe..." was Posted On: Monday, March 22, 2010 @8:34 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

8th December 2009..
An unforgettable date for my lil brother since he gave himself a circumcision on this date..
Huhu..this had been a nightmare for him..
So..today as it was planned before, we reached the clinic at 11.03 am..
Opps sorri doctor! Late for 3 minutes..but that’s okay since there were about 3 boys were sitting on the couch~ wearing sarong!
It was so funny watching them holding the sarong n walking like a duck
Hahaha….quack quack!
There’s lots of funny moments at the clinic..
Oh yeah..there’s a boy who cried out loud while screamed ~sakit! sakit! *howwww….
and there’s also a very cute boy..who just keep quiet and smile?!
Yahh..he did!
Weird isn’t it..haha
He’s so cute and when my mom asked him.."sakit x?"
Then he answered.."sakit "(while smiled again)
howshh…what a goob boy..haha
Then..after a long waiting..at 12.15am, it was syahir’s turn!!
Gaaa…he looked so pale..and very scared
Huuuuu…
Then..after ½ hours later..he came out from the room n smiled..??

he walked like sarah in nur kasih..

jalan kangkang.. smbil angkt kain..
Hahha..

then..he got bad mood..

huuuuuuuu..
Ok..thats all for today

i'm not in the mood of blogging since internet is stuck all the time..
ohh..

sorry...
My English is very bad since I’m getting too lazyyyy..
Huuuuuuuuuu

okay...

it's now a..

AFTER CIRCUMCISION...

GAHH...

❤ "it's time for "potong"" was Posted On: Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @8:16 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿