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nothing...it's alright


it's just 12.19 am and everyone's asleep except for huu..me.
how i wish my dad is at home and i'll be feeling quite secure knowing that i'm not the only person who's burning the midnight oil..
waaa..i'm absolutely dont know wut to do now..
tv is boring..
facebook is annoying..
music is loud..
and blog is nothing but a pleasure for me..thank u.
the thing is..i got plenty of ideas to write about
but when i open blogger page..blank!
i was clueless...
it happens all the time and tonight, it wasnt an exception.

umm..ok.
to write or not to write about..
urghh..it's my blog anyway...
fine...i'll just write about it!


i think i seriously got crush on someone who..isnt really meant for me.
no he's not a celebrity..or any of my imaginary guys..no.
but yes..he's alive and still breathing..and 18!
well perhaps he didnt know that i like him..but perhaps he did.
i dont know..it's complicated.
i hate to think about it.

u know..when i stare at him, i just cant stop staring!
when i'm on facebook..i visit his page, it's a daily routine.
and..when i talk about him..i simply smiled.
he is a magical creature..


no..no..i know i've to wake up!
18 years of being single and still is..i think i can handle this.
i've to gather myself and face the real world.
but in this case..it's quite hard to deny the feelings.

when i watched finn in glee-i saw him, hushh it's strange!
and when i take a look at dome's picture..it was him, again!
damn! it was totally weird.
he's not that cute..no!
okay..but for a malay guy, hey..he's cute lah!
many girls fall inlove with him..sadly i was one of them.
his magnetic power is so strong.
...how am i able to resist it?

and watching him chatting with other girls- damn, i was jealous!
huuuu..ok this is weird!
he's a boy..and wut does he knows?
ok, u can spell "nothing"

hmm..i think i can handle this!
i am not gonna waste anymore time for some useless activities such this..
i'd rather live in a boring world..with same routine cycles around
-eat, sleep, online, house chores, out for some polluted air, and repeat the same thing.
but it was better than falling inlove right?

i know it's not the right time yet..
i know my body is not ready for serious secretion of several hormones..
and i know i must sleep now..
hrmm..


the end..
crap!!
i dont think a midnight entry suits me.
huuuu..man, i'm tired!
bed..here i come.

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"nothing...it's alright" was Posted On: Friday, April 29, 2011 @12:48 AM | 0 lovely comments


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