my life roxxxxxx
malas..!yup..u read it right
i become extremely sluggish for 2 weeks now..
and it feels great...kinda love it.
facebook is off..
blog is also off..
internet is off too..
i dont know why..i just want to switch off all things right now.
i just want to get rid of internet..
not that i hate it..but i just...really bored with it..
or was it me that bored the internet?
either one.or simply both..
i dont care!
see...! this entry is already boring..
duuhhh..bye now...
this thing is so boring to me
i need workkssss...lots of it
gimme some works mama!
Labels: boring
urghh...
it's thursday right?
and everyone is heading for classes while mine..is none!
yup..all of them are cancelled. (there.re just 2 actually)
this is definitely not a life of an asasian right?
so i guess i'll be doing nothing right now except for updating my blog.
it's fun doing nothing at home but when u've to apply it at college..
herm...it's not a good thing.
i feel as if i'm living in a jail while witnessing the construction sites and the jungle next to my university.
it's boring u know?!!
i did tried everything i can..
listening to the music..
it was fun...at first
then came one moment when i realised they're all love songs..
urghhh..
it's sad to think of it.
my life is complicated!!
i want to be inlove but at the same time...i refused.
fine..let's make a conclusion
if i want to score for this semester...i shouldnt be inlove!
and BEL shouldnt become the stupid reason that ruins my result anymore, ok?!
enough with music thing
then..it leads me to take some crazy pictures of myself..
i snap..then delete them..
and keep repeating the same thing until i get tired.
but it's only 9.17am!!
huaaaaa....
after that.. i decided to dance n dance n dance coz no one is watching...
then look in the mirror..
and dance in front of it..
urghhh...it was crazy...
no fun at all!
and when i looked at the clock...it was 9.35am
i mean wut??
i thought i was dancing for an hour..!!
gahhhh....this is surely driving me crazy!
and since it's 9.51am now,
i think i better take my shower..n get ready for a hangout..
ohhh...thank god my friend would accompany me to go to sunway...
coz if she didnt..i'm definitely going to jump off the building..seriously!!
ok..bye now blog!
see ya tonight!
Labels: 2nd sem, boring, breaking dawn
i was born this way baby..
it kind of sounds busy..well yeah, at first.
but after a week n a half doing the same routine..i get bored.
i wish i can cook..and if so, i'll bake a cake everyday.
i wish i have a boyfriend...to tell me i dont have to feel insecure anymore coz he'll be there for me no matter wut.
i wish my friends miss me...and my inbox will be full of messages.
i wish my house is near the beach...and i shall build a sandcastle n get my hands n feet full of dirt.
i wish i can stop listening to love songs...it made me think twice about having a boyfriend n how awful i was...rejecting them. i know i was heartless at that moment..but i think i'm ready now.
ready to write something new..that i have kept for 18years.
oh crap..!
ok..i think i miss palam now.
i miss attending those hectic classes..i miss mendaki tangga batu caves..
i miss my housemates..n how we get crazy every night.
i miss my classmates..
i miss hanging out n watching movies..
but i dont miss the foods there..
nothing beats kelantan's food..
i repeat..NOTHING! seriously..
but i know..i'll miss the moment when i'm at home by the time i reach palam.
such an annoying girl..i know.
and so..i've decided to make the time of my life during this holiday.
no more complaining..no more emotionalizing...
just njoy everything i have..
sabar separuh drpd iman
it's a boring thursday, again!
huishh..i've to get myself busy doing other stuff or else i'll be hungry, then i'll procrastinate my hutang puasa..
no! no!
21 more days!
huu..what a longggg way to go!
that's almost a month..will i be able to survive?
no..i must do it!
well about today..i've tried to get myself busy
i decided to watch kimi ni todoke live action...
and tried to fully immersed myself into it
but..huu, as usual..
something must be wrong somewhere..
i only got to watch the part 1!!
waaa..it's a great movie, but why?
why cant i open the other parts?
huu..no worries
i still have other movies in my list..
it's not like the end of the world..
well maybe it was..only for a few seconds..
and..i'm still not giving up
2nd movie - i'm a cyborg girl but that's ok..
and..guess wut?
it was not ok!!
i cant open it toooo...!!
huuuaaa
ok fine!
i'm not gonna do this anymore
2 rejections in a day..?
and they totally ruined my movie marathon mood..
so..i moved myself to blogskin.com
searching for other skin..coz i've already bored with the old skin.
search..and still searching
until it was almost 6pm..
fine, i quited..again
huuuu..seriously??
what is it that makes internet the best thing in the world?
hurghh..everything seem boring..old..and boring, again
i read celebs gossip-boring
i played roiworld-boring too
i listened to music- fine
i watched dome's video-i dont understand
i watched tv- kate n william's royal wedding here n there
huuu..
tlc..e-news..star world
they're all about the royal wedding
seriously?
it's just too much..
tomorrow's mission
- make up my room
- tv programmes - mythbuster n vitamin n bla bla..
- some movies
- love never dies..again! huu..sorry but i cant get enough of it
i hope it wont be boring..
and giving up on dome?
huu..not yet, maybe next time?
but i'll give up
when it's the right time
Labels: boring, thai drama
na na na nothing!
no..i dont want to talk about dome anymore
huu..but i still love him (eventhough he's kinda old lol)
no..i dont want to write about bieber..
others already talk about him here n there
no..i dont want to talk about my worries on jpa's result.
i've decided not to over-think about it.
no..i dont want to talk about my hutang puasa that drives me banana..
no..i dont want to talk about the great videos i watched in utube.
but i love watching brian n gna arguing in english...sooo funny
umm..so wut do i want to talk about?
huuu..i guessed nothing!
waaaaaa...my life is so boring!
huuu..
is there anything extreme for me to do?
jumping off from the rooftop?
go for a skydiving, maybe?
swim with sharks, no?
oh damn..i cant swim!
huu..
logging offffffff...
Labels: boring, jpa, oh so random, result spm, thai drama, tv programmes
back to december
here i am again tonight!!
posting another entry...huu
getting bored of me??
hwaa..please dont!
coz i'm already bored with myself!
omg..i dont know wut happened to me but,
has anyone else out there ever thinking of commit suicide or..
hmm just anything like that?
well frankly speaking, i have..
i know i know...as a muslim, it's a big sin!
wait no! not only for muslim..
but in any religion..committing suicidal is a big NO
it happened when i was about to take SPM exam last year..
at that moment..there're all sorts of wishes running through my head
they're like
"i wish i'd appreciate the time"
"i wish i have one more month"
"i wish i could survive w/o sleeping"
and lastly...
"i wish i would die"
wait..i just thought of doing it, but done no action to make it happen
urmm..but it sounds crazy right?
and..right now, i'd rather take another SPM than
knowing wut my result will turn up to be, seriously!!
bcoz next week is wayyy scarier from wut i've confronted last year.
hwaaa...i feel like singing Taylor Swift's song-back to december to everyone asking me about spm result..!!
will u people stop asking me that question?
as if it was your business..
as if it is related to you..
as if it was YOURS!
no...i mean,
what if i got a bad result?
what if it'll break my parents' feeling?
will it be a major shame?
will my sisters laugh at me for my idiocy?
will my relatives be talking behind my back?
will people throw their respect on me?
and will my parents say that i took it for granted?
what if i wont be like any of my siblings?
will i be alienated then?
or hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!!!
i just dont want to face the truth
and i'm not even 18 yet..isnt it too young for me to handle it?
this is so unfair..
but that's wut life is...right?
so wut do u expect...
Labels: boring, countdown to spm
it takes time to realise
umm..yahh
do i need to explain more?!
i dont have billions of friends
and people said i'm an arrogant girl
well..i think i am too
but i'd rather be an arrogant person than being a gedik girl..
who laughs here and there
skinship with strangers
talks nothing but rubbish
and..
thirst for public attention
isnt that an absolute no doubt eyesore?
well for me, it isss...!!
oh wait..!
i'm sorry, i'm actually bored right now
and..there's something weird hit me these few days
i got some nightmares...huuu
i hardly put my head on d pillow
i want to cry so hard but my tears gland shouting of emptiness
i dont have proper sleeping time anymore
and my eye bags are the last thing u want to see
and wut makes it more painful is...
huuuuuuu
never mind..
it's a personal thing
can i just escape to any waterfalls?
please....!!!
Labels: boring, countdown to spm
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
