do i end up happy?

for everything that i've been sacrificing all this time..
will it be worth it?
for all the time i've been spending...
will it take me to the place i'm wishing for?
for all the feelings that i've been enduring..
can i continue doing it?
i'm just being extra curious about wut my future might turned up to..
will it be as bright as it can be?
or the opposite way?
huuuu...
i'm feeling quite old now that i'm turning 18...and soon to be 19
then 20...
oh god..
i'm still a child no matter how hard i try..
i cant do works on my own..or else...it might turned into disaster.
i'm not kidding okeh?!
in today's experiment..i broke the glass rod.
ok..laugh now!
seriously..it was superbly embarrassing!!!
i should put my head under the lab coat..
erghh..

just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...