damn tired

and i'm supposed to feel good..but in reality, i'm not
u know what?

i've been so lazy lately that i dont understand what i really want..
i'm too tired of making others happy...
i'm too tired of tolerating..
i'm too tired of being quiet in class..
i'm too tired to share my stories with others..
i'm too tired to join the gossip group...
i'm too tired to keep myself neat n tidy all the time..
i'm too tired to fake my smiles..
i'm too tired to go to classes..
i'm too tired to fall sick..
i'm too tired to eat..
i'm too tired to say hello..
urghhhh...everything means nothing anymore.
i cant give my best performance lately..
i'm no longer in joy..
i just....miss my family n friends..


just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...