✿ a cup of love

muchas gracias

dear bloggie,

i dont know wut happened to me, but when i woke up this morning,

my heart was saying "hey, i love my blog!"

and so..i thought it'll be great if i posted a special entry just for u, my blog!

i'm sorry my dear blog..i should've done this years ago, but i didnt.

i know i'm such a bad blogger, especially to a loyal one like u!

after all, isnt loyalty is a priority?

thanks for u priceless loyalty!

but blog, u know wut?

u are the only site i've ever been loyal to since i attached myself to u,

and thank u for that!

this means that u've been so nice to me!

well u know what, my love for friendster is totally vanished!

and about facebook, i have never love it.

but u my love, shall never fade away!

i'll keep u for the longest time i can have

even when i'll be a granny, i'll continue blogging no matter what!

u're almost 4 years old,

i know..u can speak fluently by now!

bahasa melayu or english...it's not a problem for u.

and about your gender, i'm still not sure what it was

but i'm pretty positive that u're a girl!

wait..u're a girl right?!

and do u still remember those days?

where i get busier than ever in order to search the perfect garment for u.

i'd decorate u with anything the internet has to offer...

clock, ear deafening songs, pictures..pictures..and more pictures

u name it!

and after all that, i still havent satisfied!

but only one thing i had never put on u,

a chatbox! and why is it?

well..bcoz i dont want anyone else to talk to u!

only i get the chance to do so.

haha..i'm pretty arrogant, i know!

thank u my blog for always been there for me!

u're the 1st place where i would share my boring moments..sad memories

and most importantly..the happiest moment in my life.

u're the best listener ever!

and i'll continue writting to u for as long as i could breathe! seriously!

u never get upset everytime i abandoned u.

u never caused any troubles for me

and most importantly..i know u love me!

i got tons of things to say to u

but right now..i'm pretty busy!

so till then..

bye blog! muahh!

happy 4th birthday!

wait..is it ur birthday yet?

anyway..u know i love and always will!

Labels: for my blog

❤ "muchas gracias" was Posted On: Sunday, February 27, 2011 @3:23 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

yaw..yaw..yaw

Knock Knock
Who's there !
A Door !
A Door who ?
A-Dore-Able Me!

heee...i'm so bored

there's nothing fun to do..

but just now, i accidently found HER blog and read almost every single details on that blog.

and i was like.."oooh, she got a blog!" and then,

"what? she got what?!!, but she's only 18, isnt it too early for an 18 year old teen to get ummm, engaged?"

oh never mind..it's none of my business anyway!

plus..i also dont really like her, not that she had harmed me, but i just dont like her.

humm ok...lets not talk about her.

she's a strangers, and what do u expect?

so..back to my problem please!

i know i gained a few kilos...

ok fine! i gained a lot! and people around me are trying to tell me bout that in a hazy way!

for example..my mother asked me, "mimi xgi main badminton ko? "

and..my mother's friend was like "mimi pkai baju saiz berape?"

why cant u just be honest?

after all, isnt honesty is the best policy?!

okay..mama, i'll try to get back to badminton, just wait for it lah, okay?

and..what size am i wearing?

it's s/m but i can still fit xs in certain brands but i also got L

wanna know why? coz most of the fats went to my lower parts of body!

and i dont care if people were like " is that a balloons in your pants?" or

"are you wearing any inner pants or what?"

or maybe..yg kes xs tu sbb it was the last piece and the shirt is dangerously cute so i cant helped it.

but seriously, my lower parts of body is the last thing u wanna see!

sangat2 gemuk! huh!

and one more thing that i just figured out is that..

in most of my latest pictures, the double chin seems to be obviously apparent!

hmm..maybe it isnt so obvious yet?

ahh..whatever it is, i HAVE to diet.

tpi mcm mane nk fokus dgn diet?

and the last thing for tonight is that..

OMG..breast cancer.

wut could've been worst than that.

no..i mean, i dont have the guts to face it if i were to have it.

for those women who bravely face it, u guys are definitely the superwomen!

ya Allah..i really really hope that i'll get a chance to live a long, happy live w/o any worrie

but after i saw this picture..

i realised something..

we must be grateful with what we have now..

no need to complain about anything that God gave to us.

after all, beauty is skin deep

and we have to remember one thing,

average women would rather have beauty than brains,

because average man can see better than he can think.

and i myself, definitely dont want to end up as just an average woman!

Labels: countdown to spm

❤ "yaw..yaw..yaw" was Posted @1:56 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

ya Allah..it's frightening me

dear blog..

i know..i know!

it has been a week since i last posted an entry kan?

i'm sorry! it's my bad

well...not that i've fully abandoned u, not at all!

it's just that...i NEED my moment.

i need peace...i need calm

that's just what i want..to deliberate everything.

or specifically, SPM!

now..i just came back from a bookstore

before stepping into the shop, i had challenged myself..

"mimi..dont go to spm's corner coz u'll suffer even more!"

and while picking up some books for my sister..

(okay..she also prefers last minutes study, like me!)

i noticed somebody was spying on me...or maybe he was staring at books,

and aku je yg prasan.

but..hell man! let's just ignored the uncomfortableness

back to my story..

and then...i just cant help it!!

my heart keep pushing me to go to the spm's corner

well..u know wut they said.."just follow ur heart"

and so..i did!

i grabbed the past year's question - biology.

okay i know..i'm very bad at making decision..haha!

i should just picked BM or Maths..so that the pain wouldnt be too much.

and so..i scrutinized the answers..paper 3!

ahha..ahha..ahha..!

wait..i barely remember what i wrote in the exam!

then..i memorized the objective answers, and they're all gone now.

but HE!! (the one mentioned before) still got eyes on me..

urghhhhhhhhhhh!

damn it! i hate..hate..hate being stared. (klu handsome, no problem je)

and so i left.. dashed to the counter.

but right now..i'm in remorse + anxious.

ya Allah..will the straight A's slip be mine?

coz that's all i need right now.

i know..tiada urusan di dunia yang mudah melainkan Engkau permudahkannya.

Labels: countdown to spm, sorry

❤ "ya Allah..it's frightening me" was Posted On: Friday, February 25, 2011 @8:17 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

mimi...stoppp!!

hallo..

2 entries in a day..hell yeah

coz i'm so bored

and yup..

i'm fat!

no need to remind me bout that

there's just no way i can eat wut i dont like..

na'ahh!!

hurghh...mimi you're FAT!

and ugly too!!

but sometimes..

i just think, wuts the purpose of being skinny when..

i've to REALLY force myself,

not to eat wut i lovee to eat

will i be happy then?

and..

am i happy now?

with this fat body?!!

and..are those some fake smiles or wut?

ok...bye blog!

please be loyal to me..

❤ "mimi...stoppp!!" was Posted On: Saturday, February 19, 2011 @6:48 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

run mimi run!!

i've always hate a hectic life..!!

and..yes, my life has been hectic for these past few days but..

i just dont know how to put them into words

ok..i better keep them for myself, as usual

and..i'm already tired of my parents,

nagging on me for not taking my driving lessons yet

i mean..huuu, cant you just let me take a la la longgg rest and furthermore,

i'm not in the mood of doing anything at this moment

huuuuuuu..

i just get back from kl last night

and...still maintaining my weight!!

yeahss...a round of applause for me!

i thought i would at least gain a kilo, but i'm not!

and...mimi, work harder coz u're still FAT!

but....wut's worrying me the most is that

this Monday, i shall be going for a camping

i mean..it's oh yeahh and oh nooo at the same time!

camping is great...challenging...and fun too

but this one is...umm not really an outdoor camping

some sort of indoor thing

it's just for the ex form 5 and form 6 students, all around Malaysia

and maybe 40 people all of them, including me.

and the bad news is,

i got NO friends... NO internet...

huuu..

and..one more thing!

i cooked rice last thursday!

my very first time cooking rice and..it turned out OKAY!

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............

i'm dancing in the air!!

❤ "run mimi run!!" was Posted @12:44 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

i need...another break huuu

as usual..when it comes to the date which spm result will be release..

there is not only a date..

there must be 2..3..so on and so forth!

some said it's on 28th Feb, others said it's on 29th Feb..

and majority said it's on 14th March

and..which one should i believe and count to??

the answer is..wait till ministry of education announces it..

but the ugly truth is..It'S AROUND THE CORNER!!

tick tock tick tock

omg!!! i'll be facing my days horribly starting by...wait for it...

ummm, NOW!!

okay..chill mimi!

u're a grown up girl already..xkan la nk act like u're in form 3..!!

kuarantin xupdate blog for a week before the result was released..

konon2..it was time for u to repent and bla3..

but fortunately, Alhamdullilah..u got straight A's

and the feeling was...umm, indescribable right?

it felt as though i've completed the revenge for not gettin straight A's in UPSR.

bcoz in my philosophy...i repeat, MY philosophy

so wut if u got 5A's in UPSR when u didnt got 8A's in PMR?

and now the problem is..

mimi..so wut if u got 8A's in PMR if u didnt get straight A's in SPM??

it's meaningless!!

SPM is everything..it's like the world!

spm's trial is nothing to be brag about..

urghh..i really hate people who're like

"what do u got for trial? mine was...hee, straight"

i mean..WHAT DA HELL?

kick buttowski, can u please spin kick that person??!!

urghh please..for me!

or..spongebob, can u make krabby patty out of that person?

i'm like..man!

dont be over- confident.

yeah..klu u punyer trial was straight A's and the REAL SPM u pon, straight jgak..

i'll take down my ego..and salute u for that, congrats!

but..wut if u dont?? arent u just embarrass yourself?

ok..enough with other people's stuff

wut i'm worried the most right now is..MINE!

wut if i dont..and failed to make my parents put on their broadest smiles ever

hug me like there's no tomorrow..

burst into tears..or just sweat their body off and say, "greatly Alhamdullilah"

imagine if that'll happen..if i didnt pass with flying colours,

then, i just cant tell what'll happen

honestly..i'm afraid to imagine it that way.

but..let say if i manage to get grr grr greaaattt result

one thing for sure, i'll die with a smile on my face.

the world would be a much better place to live on

and..so on bla3!! mimi..stop it!

okay..i think i better get some sleep

or else..i'll simply get dizzy..and, have an oversleep day so..walaaahh, gain another pound!

Labels: sadness, spm

❤ "i need...another break huuu" was Posted On: Monday, February 14, 2011 @2:54 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

thank youssssssssss

heee..

hello, farah nina..!!

this post is specially written for you! (hee..mcm la ado readers lain, huu)

hmm..mulo2 igt nk tulis kt komen blog awk, tpi rsenyo pjg sgt laa!!

so..wat entry je lah ek!

snang cito!

heee...okay now i've a good news and a bad news

good news is

- sy dh abis tgk movie siam,

A CRAZY LIL THING CALLED LOVE yg awk oyk tuu..!

OMG, bes gilossss!!! hyaaay!

dan skrg cant stop thinking of that movie..

hero dio nsemmmmmmmmmm...!!

hwaaaa....!!

but the bad news is

- dh jd totally addicted utk tgk again n again!

heee..msti bes kan klu kito tgk skali, kt cinema..

eat popcorn together...laugh out loud as if there's nobody around!

hwaaa..tpi syg sgt2 sbb kt klate, semo tu mimpi shj!

nnti bilo dh besar kito wat camtu eyh..

sbb skrg x bsar lagi..!!

heeeeeeeee...bes teramat sgt la cito tu,

mcm paham sgt2 soul kito kan?!

tpi bes la Nam sbb dio jd lawa

klu keno kes mcm sy nih, xlawa2 smpai sudoh..hwaa perit jgok!

tpi klkar nk mampos Teacher In tu, hahaha

yg part natural make up tu bes, klkar!

lps tgk cito tu keh..

rse mcm nk back to school life, pastu wat gapo yg Nam buat

nk minat kt handsome guy...phtu baiki diri, wat makeover

dan..yg pnting skali, wat confession!!

hee...confess tu pnting eyh?

auww..malu nyoh!!

laki la ptt confess kn?

tpi klu laki tu handsome mcm P Shone,

gerenti sy confess!!

eh..tapi tapi!!! kt zmn skolh mano ado laki handsome!!

hwaaa..

klu ado pon sikit sgt2...mcm "makmal"! auwww!!

hahahaha..!

tpi keh..klu btol ado laki mcm P Shone kt sklh..

confirm sy sokmo fail exam sbb duk focus kt dio jh!

semo bndo dio buat msti nk tgk..

gapo yg dio mkn, msti nk beli..

muko dio..nk simpan ketat2 dlm minda

mesti nk wat overall research psal dio

msti add fb dio..tahu email dio

skodeng kt umoh dio!! intai kt bilik dio!

hwaaa...mitok2 la kt kolej nnti xdop muko mcm P Shone ko..

artis korea ko and so on..

klu x...alamat kno kick off la! huuu..

tpi keh..

hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

tgk tgn dio..duk kt mano!!

huuu..tibo2 raso panas sgt2!

mama..i'm burning like, vigorously!

tpi..ni mesti photographer yg suruh wat gini kan..kannnn??!!

positive thinking, mimi!!

humm..anyway

nnti yg part 2 kito tgk samo2 ok, klu ado rezeki!!

klu ado cito bes2..movie bes2 oyk tau!!

heeeeee...i loveeeeeeeeeee u!!

not in a lesbian way..but honestly, i love u!!

muahhh!!

p/s

klu awk ado boyfriend mcm P Shone, i'll kill u!!

Labels: bestfriend, great movie

❤ "thank youssssssssss" was Posted On: Sunday, February 13, 2011 @5:57 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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