speak now..yay i did it!
i broke the ice!
phewwww...!!
i broke it!! and it's worth it coz he's soooo handsome!
and..i'll never do it again!!
malu gila gila gilaaaa xyah cakap!!!
well, unless it's another handsome guy like him..
maybe i'll reconsider what i've said before.
and sorry farah..
i didnt ask him about the parking..
i mean..your idea was great but, it's kinda awkward to ask him about that-out of the blue
maybe he'll be like "are u insane? tiba2 nk tnya psal parking?"
and..huu,
maybe i'll never see him again
and that's the reason why i talked to him for the first time n the last.
klu xbcakap hari ni..smpai bila2 pon xkan dgr his voice.
but wuteva it is..i just wish him the best for the jpj test.
but then again what if he failed?
haha..maybe i'll get to see him againn!
hmm..i think he'll pass.
ahh..i just want to sing this to him,
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll stand forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll stand forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
fuuhhh...
okay wut else to write?
huummm..everything is great except for the part that..
i failed several times in parking
i failed most of the time in climbing up the hill
and 3 penjuru?
huuu..naik divider!!!
so stupid..and everyone there was laughing at me.
what else could be worse than that??
i think..i am the worse student ever! seriouslyy..
yesterday was fine..but today was an absolutely disaster
and tomorrow? we'll see.
maybe i'll be using adam khoo's way- imagination.
huuu..
ma..
i'm not saying that i wasnt born to drive,
but it is true??
why...???
why me?!
Labels: driving academy, fallen angel, nothing beats happy
staystill
i said i'm fine..but i lied
i said i dont care...which i actually care
i said my heart is locked..but the ugly truth is, it is unlocked.
i said he's a playboy..but i cant resist this feeling
i said he's handsome..and i know i'm not for him
i said study is my first priority..but it turned out to be him
i said all i need is my family and friends..but i guess i need him too
i said..nevermind i'll find someone better than him, but will i?
i said i'm not ready for any love relationship or wut-so-eva, but i'm already 18!
i said...mimi! u need a break!
i dont need any love from any strangers right now..
huuu..no worries, this wounded heart is almost fully recovered now.
i must be brave!
ok..let's just stop talking bout him!
i MUST forget him not matter wut.
it's a must..not a should, mimi!
and u're fully responsible for that!
let's talk about something good..
something that cheer me up
which are..
listening to big bang's songs..
taylor swift's songs..
watching mtv hits, BIG TIME RUSH - which makes a great hit recently.
( or maybe i was the last one knew about them)
oh no..!!
almost all of them got dimples which is..HELL GREAT!
"dia tu" xde dimple pon!! no wonder la i must forget bout him
and..my driving tutor is getting strict towards me lately
hwaaa..maybe it's bcoz i was too lazy to memorized all the steps
and i'm not good in managing the car's position.
huuuu..
but wuteva it is..
i must not play around anymore..
pleaseee be more serious mimi!
huuu..
Labels: driving academy
nobody..
mimi...wake up!!!
please be more mature!!!
no more stalking his facebook just to get his updates, bcoz u'll suffer even more!
no more wishing he is there everyday..coz even if he was, what do u get?
no more reading novels, love stories or whatever it is that stops u from finishing what u MUST read!
no more daydreaming of something impossible!
just...please stop everything that'll held u back from achieving what u dreamed of.
pleaseeeeeeeee mimi!!
huu...i just want to cry my heart out...
listen to music as loud as it can be..
scream crazily from the top of my lung...
damn! i'm feeble to confront all this!
my responsibility are so heavy that i can feel the weight of the world just hit me
maaaaaaaaaaa....
okay..i lied
i got driving class again today..
and..it was heeelllllooo boring!!
no one to talk to..
no things to laugh at..
no tv programme to watch
just no no no...!
i spent almost the whole time reading something i barely understand
and when i get bored...i stared at the people..the car...the road
and..suddenly, i saw HIM! again...
and everytime we met..his face become more and more handsome
hwaaa...sounds impossible but it's kinda true, believe me!
i said i'll forget him
i said i dont give a damn care bout him
i said let him be in his way...
i said i got nothing to do with him
but i'm so fool..i just cant forget him
he can make my heart pounding faster than ever..
he makes me smile when i'm alone
he ruined my life
he...makes me think twice about love..
damn i hate him!
huuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrr..............
i just want to run away...
i dont want to see his face anymore
this wounded heart is slowly healed
Labels: driving academy, sorry
ouch ouch...
which turned out to be..umm, better than the last one.
haha..angkat bakul sndiri eyh? okay xkesah..
i learned 3 penjuru for several times until my feet were almost numb
and..i'm so dumb that i cant remember all the steps
huuu..wake up mimi!
will u please stop making people judge u as an idiotic..
huk huk...
ehh but wut makes today a veryyyyy enjoyable one is the fact that,
it was also my date with farah nina my sayang!!
haha...thank u so much, u made my day!
i know i embarrass myself all the time..
i really cant endure it! hurgghh!
but sharing my good time with u is all i ever wanted to do!
heee...jiwang sudaa
and i also heard something a girl aint suppose to hear
huahahahaha...farah igt x yg sy cito tdi??
huuu...i'm so evil! laughing at a natural cycle of life
but i cant help it!
it drives me banana everytime i think of it
hurmm..ok till then,
i should sign off now or else...there'll be more crappy things in this entry
bye bye bye...
oohhh but before that..i just wanna said that,
man!! i've had it enough!
geli laa tgk my cousin with his girlfriend
why arent u guys just get married jek..
geliiii laaa..!!
yuks!
Labels: driving academy, geli laaa
i need a driver
those taxi drivers..lorry drivers,
they're not intelligent but they can drive
and..so can i!
i thought driving is just about focusing on the road..and the things around us
legs play an important part
and u must not be sleepy when driving.
for me..drivers who drove slowly are inconsiderate
they dont care about other drivers
and..
they dont appreciate the time too
but...it all changed until yesterday.
it was my first time driving on the road
and..all i can say is, i drove so recklessly!!!!
drunk person drove better than i am..!
i was totally an idiotic when it comes to driving
huuu..the car moves like a snake
and..very very slow too
and i'm sorry for raising the driver's boiling points yesterday
huuuu...!!!
i just want to cry...
why am i so powerless when it comes to driving?
why...??
hurghh!
maybe i was meant to be a passenger...not a driver
ma..i think i need a driver
Labels: driving academy, sadness
what if..
what'll happen to me when i live on my own?
where my parents arent there to give me advices all the time
and the people around me..are thirst of entertainment
can i still be me?
the one that always stick with her parents..
the one that need her parents when it's time to make decision
the one who live like a hermit..and hate socializing
can i still be the old mimi?
or be transform into a new mimi..which is unimaginable
but..
i'd like to stress here that..i'm not good in managing my life or keeping myself away from all
those bad influences out there
and u can say that..i'm fragile
smoking..getting drunk..all night clubbing
changing partners...random sex
i'm sooo afraid i might be one of them
i need someone beside me..to say NO when it comes to sin
and says YES when it comes to good deeds
bcoz i'm afraid i'll be at the wrong path..
i'm just scared i cant manage my life well..
Labels: average joe, girls stuff
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
