nobody..

mimi...wake up!!!
please be more mature!!!
no more stalking his facebook just to get his updates, bcoz u'll suffer even more!
no more wishing he is there everyday..coz even if he was, what do u get?
no more reading novels, love stories or whatever it is that stops u from finishing what u MUST read!
no more daydreaming of something impossible!
just...please stop everything that'll held u back from achieving what u dreamed of.
pleaseeeeeeeee mimi!!
huu...i just want to cry my heart out...
listen to music as loud as it can be..
scream crazily from the top of my lung...
damn! i'm feeble to confront all this!
my responsibility are so heavy that i can feel the weight of the world just hit me
maaaaaaaaaaa....
okay..i lied

i got driving class again today..
and..it was heeelllllooo boring!!
no one to talk to..
no things to laugh at..
no tv programme to watch
just no no no...!
i spent almost the whole time reading something i barely understand
and when i get bored...i stared at the people..the car...the road
and..suddenly, i saw HIM! again...
and everytime we met..his face become more and more handsome
hwaaa...sounds impossible but it's kinda true, believe me!
i said i'll forget him
i said i dont give a damn care bout him
i said let him be in his way...
i said i got nothing to do with him
but i'm so fool..i just cant forget him
he can make my heart pounding faster than ever..
he makes me smile when i'm alone
he ruined my life
he...makes me think twice about love..
damn i hate him!
huuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrr..............
i just want to run away...
i dont want to see his face anymore
this wounded heart is slowly healed
Labels: driving academy, sorry
ouch ouch...

which turned out to be..umm, better than the last one.
haha..angkat bakul sndiri eyh? okay xkesah..
i learned 3 penjuru for several times until my feet were almost numb
and..i'm so dumb that i cant remember all the steps
huuu..wake up mimi!
will u please stop making people judge u as an idiotic..
huk huk...
ehh but wut makes today a veryyyyy enjoyable one is the fact that,
it was also my date with farah nina my sayang!!
haha...thank u so much, u made my day!
i know i embarrass myself all the time..
i really cant endure it! hurgghh!
but sharing my good time with u is all i ever wanted to do!
heee...jiwang sudaa

and i also heard something a girl aint suppose to hear
huahahahaha...farah igt x yg sy cito tdi??
huuu...i'm so evil! laughing at a natural cycle of life
but i cant help it!
it drives me banana everytime i think of it
hurmm..ok till then,
i should sign off now or else...there'll be more crappy things in this entry
bye bye bye...
oohhh but before that..i just wanna said that,
man!! i've had it enough!
geli laa tgk my cousin with his girlfriend
why arent u guys just get married jek..
geliiii laaa..!!
yuks!
Labels: driving academy, geli laaa
i need a driver

those taxi drivers..lorry drivers,
they're not intelligent but they can drive
and..so can i!
i thought driving is just about focusing on the road..and the things around us
legs play an important part
and u must not be sleepy when driving.
for me..drivers who drove slowly are inconsiderate
they dont care about other drivers
and..
they dont appreciate the time too

but...it all changed until yesterday.
it was my first time driving on the road
and..all i can say is, i drove so recklessly!!!!
drunk person drove better than i am..!
i was totally an idiotic when it comes to driving
huuu..the car moves like a snake
and..very very slow too
and i'm sorry for raising the driver's boiling points yesterday
huuuu...!!!
i just want to cry...
why am i so powerless when it comes to driving?
why...??
hurghh!
maybe i was meant to be a passenger...not a driver
ma..i think i need a driver

Labels: driving academy, sadness
what if..

what'll happen to me when i live on my own?
where my parents arent there to give me advices all the time
and the people around me..are thirst of entertainment
can i still be me?
the one that always stick with her parents..
the one that need her parents when it's time to make decision
the one who live like a hermit..and hate socializing
can i still be the old mimi?
or be transform into a new mimi..which is unimaginable
but..
i'd like to stress here that..i'm not good in managing my life or keeping myself away from all
those bad influences out there
and u can say that..i'm fragile
smoking..getting drunk..all night clubbing
changing partners...random sex
i'm sooo afraid i might be one of them
i need someone beside me..to say NO when it comes to sin
and says YES when it comes to good deeds
bcoz i'm afraid i'll be at the wrong path..
i'm just scared i cant manage my life well..
Labels: average joe, girls stuff
emptiness

hyay...i'm back!
and in pink now!
yeah..syukur syukur!
umm..well there's nothing much going on in my life these past few days..
i just sleep..eat my medicines..enjoy the rain..
inhale the fresh air..hmmm! yummy!!
but..i had a dream about ghost last night,
it was scary..!!
and when i woke up..
i made scrambled eggs while making up my room
does anyone did that?
well i do..
and the egg taste Oh My God!!
horrible!!
i wasnt born to be in the kitchen i guess
and now..i just dont know wut else to do..
what tv shows to watch..
and did kbs rescheduling their programme again?
hurghh..!
or am i the last one who knows about it?
oh whatever
i just missed pretty boys n girls..

ok crap!
u got me!
i dont know wut else to write..but i just want to blog
k..logging off!
oh...GOD. eyes on uuuuu!!!

hey man!
yes, i mean..u! heeee..
the handsome one sitting righttt there..yahhh!
i'm sorry but..
u're so handsome that i cant stop staring at u
u're laughing with your friends..and i was laughing all by myself
u stared at the ugly girl..but i dont hate u for that
you're a man after all..there's nothing i can say about that
u kinda like that girl..and i get jealous of her
even if she's pretty..i'll still call her ugly no matter wut.
huu..i know i'm kinda fat now..
but in case u're wondering..
i think i can lose weight if i stay with u coz i get full by staring at you.
but then again..
u're too handsome for me
u're so talkative..which sometimes i think it can be annoying
u're tall..and i'm short
so..i'm sorry
u're not for me..
i'm wasnt born to make u happy
but..
thank you for being my sunshine of the day
even though the sky seems gloomy..
u've add diamonds to it.
my made my day today
thank you!
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........
i cant stop smiling!
this isnt happen to me for a longgg time already

Labels: fallen angel, vacation



just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...