uninvited
I have a weak heart.Well not in terms of the function, mine beats at a normal rate and rhythm every minute n everyday.
So theoretically, it's in a great condition.
What i mean is....it sucks when it comes to.....u know, feelings and emotions, and imaan and enduring all the bad things around me.
Well yes it's normal to have to battle these things, everyone experience it everyday.
And to fight with our own feelings, thats a huge responsibility!
And i can really relate myself with it especially now considering that i'm battling with my own feelings and God, do i wish i could just throw away all these things that're haunting me these past few days.
As much as i want to pretend that my heart is frozen, but come on...being human, thats an impossible thing to do.
So i guess i'll just have to keep battling with it, making sure i wont lose to it.
Is this what people called growing up?
Coz it sucks..
It's friday..
I should just enjoy myself for the weekend instead of being overthinking and what not.