shah alam i'm inlove
a.very.handsome.guy (!!!) just passed by in front of the building while i was studying just now.
aaaaaaaaaahhhh...the way he walked..talked and hold the plastic bag, that was a fascinating art!really really really!!!
i want someone like himmm mommy!
heee...
it's good to have your eyes on the window once in a while when u're studying.
and when some handsome guys just passed by...i took it as a reward from the god and as the energy booster to keep on studing.
haha..very gedik i knooowwwww!
and all i'm afford to do is just smilling...and keep on smilling
ok..that's all for today.
back to anatomy notes
and omg! he's living at the block in front of mine.
HAHAHA....great!
life's beautiful isnt it?
letter to unknown
It feels like there’s nobody to believe anymore
And I can see my future moves on without someone I can call
as ermm…..husband
Will it be just me, my family, bestfriend and buddies?
Not that I’m not used to it, well I’ve been living in it for
almost 19 years now.
But wouldn’t it be just great to have someone who u can tell
everything about your life and he, in return..listens to your stories without
any boredom.
it's not too much that i'm asking for i guess.
my list that i made for my ideal man was once quite long and now..has been reduced to its max.
well i know it's hard, very hard to find someone who can stay loyal to u but...is it really impossible nowadays? wouldnt there be any guys out there for me?
and after all the stories that i heard, the scenario that i witnessed with my eyes, they just scratch my believes in love day by day.
it feels like true love doesnt exist ...and even if it is, that'll be one in a hundreds.
yes, i might say that i'm not worried even if i cant get married since i already have my back up plan.
pathetic? yeah i know.
pathetic? yeah i know.
but the question is, will i ever survive by the time my friends get married, my sisters got pregnant and my younger siblings found their soulmates.
will i survive then? huuhhh?
maybe my friends are right..maybe i'm too choosy and maybe it's not the time yet.
maybe i should change the list once again..or maybe i should just keep waiting.
owhhh what a life...
should take a u turn.
kind of think that someone's taking chance on me.
kind of a bad thing...kind of.
but kind of a good thing to know lots of new friends.
having so much fun and simply forget that i'm a pre-medic student.
kind of think that i'm so bad, leaving all those lecture notes untouched.
what a naughthy girl!
kind of feel guilty.
how my weekend has been wasted.
kind of think i should just quit.
or maybe reduce my playing time.
kind of should do that.
i shouldnt start this thing.
shouldnt watch so many movies.
shouldnt waste so many time.
shouldnt sleep so many hours.
shouldnt facebooking all the time.
shouldnt be a bad girl.
shouldnt fall for any guys.
exams is so near..
and i'm so far left behind.
my dreams..should be my main priority again!
why am i so unmotivated right now?
shit! i feel like i'm cheating myself..my family and my life!
should regret now.
should touch the lecture notes now.
should be nicer now.
should act like a student.
should take a u turn.
should regret now.
should touch the lecture notes now.
should be nicer now.
should act like a student.
should take a u turn.
i should be more mean!
no mimi! back to your main goal!no mimi! it's not the time yet!
focus on your aim!
screw other useless things!
no mimi! dont ruin everything!
buckle up..and ready to ride!
on ais kacang
Harini kan…sgt boring in the morning.
It feels like there’s nothing to do but the fact is..there’re
ton of things to be settled down.
And everytime I make an eye contact with the books and the
lecture notes…I’ll end up yawning like crazy.
So tgh hari tu my roommate n I decided to makan ais kacang seksyen
2.
And so we went there at 3pm and the place was flooded with people
and there’re few empty sits left.
So kitorang pon kind of excited for our ais kacang and
eagerly waited for that scrumptious little thing to be swallowed into our mouth
and let them magically melted down by the saliva.
5 minutes later, the wonderful thing arrived…so colourful
and sky-high as usual and our salivary gland dah secrete saliva mcm nk gilaaaa
and x sabar nk maaaakaaann.
But then it was different this time. There was no grape on
top of it and no cigarette-like cookie at the side of it. But it’s okay…as long
as the taste is the same.
Then I ate n ate n keep eating until it came to one point where
the ais kacang was no longer delicious and it bored me.
Uhhhhuuuu….the taste has change a bit. The situation has changed
a lot. And then I miss my housemates so badly.
The ais kacang used to taste so heaven but now it tasted
boring.
I used to smile while eating it but now I’m not.
I miss our laughter..our smiles and everything that we do
together
and now that I came to eat the ais kacang again…the taste wasnt the same as previous. It was sucked!
this time around..it was full of colours, and least of laughter.
dear r5705,
thank u for giving me a wonderful time..sharing the happiness with me and make everything tastes ho chakkk!.
aaaa...i miss u guys!! everywhere i go..i cant stop recalling the memories we had together.
the places we had fun going out
and the food we enjoyed together.
till death do us part!
and now that I came to eat the ais kacang again…the taste wasnt the same as previous. It was sucked!
this time around..it was full of colours, and least of laughter.
dear r5705,
thank u for giving me a wonderful time..sharing the happiness with me and make everything tastes ho chakkk!.
aaaa...i miss u guys!! everywhere i go..i cant stop recalling the memories we had together.
the places we had fun going out
and the food we enjoyed together.
till death do us part!
enjoy the moment..learn the lessons.
ahhhh...finally it's the weekend and i get to get myself lovey dovey with this laptop who craves for my attention all this time..or maybe not.
but whatever it is..
it's good to actually find a time for me to enjoy the internet without having any guilt of wasting the time.
well not that going online is a waste of time but...if i'm going to choose between sleeping n online-ing..
surely i'd pick the 1st one without a doubt, hey i love my body...and i know it needs some rest.
ok enough of those rubbish stuff..
now let me update about things that happened last week.
it was a super crazy week that every particles in my body got shocked.
witnessing those cadavers sinking in a tank full of formalin gave me a total trauma.
and the smell of them that struck straight into my brain led to the most suffering headache.
and the schedule of this programme..hurmmm though they're not really packed but somehow...they are very packed!
and so as a reward...i went to bukit bintang with maryam.
ahh it has been a while since i stepped my foot there since my parents hate hectic places..
so...without having to write a long long post..
i'll just let the pictures do the writting...it's more time-friendly isnt it?
well the thing is..lately i've been so malassss in writing.
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| ahhh...how i'm craving for that harry potterish specs...if only mama knew bout this and let me change my spec again. uhhuuu |
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| oh yeahhh this picture tickles my funny bones everytime i see it! it was a total miracle that we found our school's bus in the middle of KL. woahhh...zainab 1 is so cool mehhh. |
and while i was having a great time snapping pictures..enjoying the polluted air..be fascinating with the beautiful people with beautiful shirts and beautiful skins and so many beautiful things come in package,
there was something that touched my heart..
an old man...with a super skinning body exposing his bones structures, lying on that floor full of dirts, bacterias, and other kind of pathogens that can harm him which he doesnt seems to care about.
oh god...it was a precious moment for me, really.
i'm the kind of girl who spend money without thinking twice.
i throw foods without knowing that there's someone outside there crawling, begging, crying, craving, starving for food.
and i was dumb..ungrateful and pathethic!
if that person down there was meant to be me..
i might be grateful with every single things given to me.
i might know how valueable a plate of rice costs.
i might save my money and spent every penny after thinking thousands of time
huuu..
silent night.
my heart...it hurts so much.yeah it did..and i'm serious this time.
i shouldnt feel this way..
i should be happy instead.
why??
there's something wrong and i've yet to know why.
oh heart...i'm sorry.
maybe it's just PMS..
or maybe i'm just being over-sensitive.
everything will get to where it was.
urghhhhhhh
super lazy i can be crazy
it's the weekend...finally!means..it's the end of week one, 4 more weeks to go!
this morning when i woke up..i realised my roommate was studying like crazy and i...was hugging my pillow and reluctant to get away from the bed.
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| my room is too hot that i sleep on the floor every night. |
after showering...i realised there's nobody washing their clothes so i decided to do my laundry until the clock struck 10am.
and when i had myself finally sitting at the studying table...i found my eyes glued to the outside world.
this is super crazy!
and then my hunger feeling came to me...so i took my breakfast. (and my roommate is still studying)
after that i hanged up the clothes and took few minutes on my bed coz i've learnt that we should rest for few minutes after a long stand up to normalize our blood pressure.. (owh this is just another excuse...)
ok whatever..
so i went to the cafe buying my lunch at 11 something...and it might be pretty early. so whatever..
after i've eaten those food i decided to go online to boost up my focus level. (but please dont try this at home)
and now here i am..blogging about things that i've done today and STILL havent touch those creepy books...
oh my god....when?? why??? how??? will i be so rajin like everyone else?
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| see?!! my notes are neat and clean...obviously, i havent study them yet. oh God! |
Labels: pre med
little conversation
#1
I was having diarrhea this morning and I’m so afraid of
entering the toilet coz I know I’ll make various kind of music in there..it’s
diarrhea, duhh.
Then it came to one point where I cant bear the pain, so I rushed
to the toilet and very very carefully release my waste product while producing
the loudest sounds of water. But then…I heard something else in between of my
noise. It was “ploop..ploop…ploop”
HAHAHA! It’s the toilet nextdoor.
wow...oh my god!
And so the lesson has been learnt! Why do I have to ashamed of doing number 2?
Everybody does it..every single day..and most importantly, everyone makes the “humiliating” sounds.
So there’s nothing to be ashamed of lahhhhh..
wow...oh my god!
And so the lesson has been learnt! Why do I have to ashamed of doing number 2?
Everybody does it..every single day..and most importantly, everyone makes the “humiliating” sounds.
So there’s nothing to be ashamed of lahhhhh..
#2
Situation: 5pm, classes just ended-arrived at our hostel.
Me: oh my god…letih gilaa hari ni! Nk mkn pstu online pastu
tidoooooo!
My roommate: a’ah..nk tido! Letih sgt…katilllll
Me: (went to to
toilet, and prepared myself to go to sleep)
My roommate: (sitting on the chair and having a date with
the boookkksss)
Me: …………………………??? (just now ckp nk tido! Huaaaa…katilllll!)
AM I SHARING A ROOM WITH A ROBOT? Seriously…!
#3
I’m suck at memorizing names..and it feel so rough!
Everytime I failed to memorize my friends' names…I feel like I’m
the meanest girl evahhh.
Uhhuuu…how I wish everybody’s name is “jah” or even “yah”, then life would be easier isnt it!
day one
it's the registration day..of the pre-med programme.
arrived kl yesterday and yes, it was the last day spending time with my lovelies.
hermphh..how time flies.
and now i'm currently updating my blog while my roomate is sleeping.
i wonder how she could take a lala long nap coz it's really hot and i'm wearing black! the hell..
i couldnt even close my eyes coz i can feel my armpit sweating like crazy!
the room is spacious, the fan is working at its maximum rate but...but ahh it's shah alam anyway.
but i can endure this...
i've already unpack my stuffs..
u dont know how hard it was trying to reduce them all.
i could cry and just die..
it was a realll miracle to bring only one bag of clothes!
and now...i've nothing to do except for wait and wait and keep waiting for tomorrow.
thank god this broadband has been nice to me.
coz if it didnt...it'll suicide itself from the level 5.
and...ahhhhh.
so that's all i've got to say for this pre-med programme at uitm shah alam.
* i'm still thinking of how to decorate my stuffs coz u know how i hate plain things...huew huew
random friday
writting an entry while your heart is burning..not recommended.singing in the shower late at night...creepy, goosebumps.
eating while i'm happy..naaahhh, i'll end up overeating everything.
shopping when my pocket is full...that's not a good ideaaaaa.
studying while everybody is sleeping...hantuuuu!
aaaahh life...why do u have to be so complicated huh?
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
