it's 11.11.11..now wut?
yup i wouldnt wanna miss the date
as all know...it's a very unique date. (some said it's the end of the world, hrmm)
well,speaking of which..i've watched the 11.11.11 movie which is a horror type but turned out to be hrmm..not really!
fact is..i was confused over the whole story.
and yes they created a new religion but then again...i just dont get it.
ok..maybe i should watch it again.
so..wut's up with today?
well my friends are having fun with their lovers..
my sister's friends are getting married today..
and here i am..sitting alone, watching harry potter..what a great day!
i wonder if anyone would do the same thing n if so, well hello soulsister
it's friday..and i just got another friday to be spent at home..
and it broke my heart by just thinking of it
yes i miss my dear friends, but i miss my family more than anything!
yes the room there is cozy..but nothing beats mine!
yes the food there is quite delicious n pocket friendly..but i'm addicted to the foods here in kelantan!
yes i should be studying harder there..but i love studying at home..
mama said i'm already a grown up..and that i should act like one.
well i wish i can..
i might growing up physically..but not mentally.
ohh..i wish i could stay longer..
Labels: average joe, great movie, growing up, home sweet home
aidiladha 2011
it's the 3rd day of aidiladha..
and is it too late to write a post on it?
oh well..late is better than never.
well..it didnt went well this year.
the celebration was great..
we did have some food festival..ermm, some sort of like that.
but..one thing that turned off everything was the fact that my grandma had been hospitalized a day before the eid until now and god-know-when.
hrmm..yes, it was full of silence..
and less enjoyment of course.
i just hope she'll be in pink soon..
till then..
i'm just hoping the best for her..
be strong, and dont give up..
i owed her a lot..
Labels: aidiladha
awkward
is it awkward to be awkward?
no...holly grabarek said so.
and i've chose to believe it.
well, i've been living in an awkward world for almost the rest of my life, especially in public.
i dont really like it when others acknowledge my existence..
probably since i'm an anti social..
i'm not used to 24hours chit chat-ing, except with the people i've known for ages.
and when people said i'm an arrogant girl..spoiled brat...bla bla bla..i just dont give a damn care.
i mean, who are they judge me?!!
people might think i live in a boring life..i also thought the same thing..over n over again.
i was once confused with myself..and i dont blame others.
i dont know the purpose of my life until...now
yes, it has changed...
i realised how life has been great for me n i couldnt ask for more..(at least for this moment)
i just need love from my family...and wallaaah, nothing is impossible.
as long as they believe in me..i'm good to go.
and home..is the only place where i feel freedom..
i'm sicking tired of tolerating with others..letting them to win while i suffer alone.
i'm tired of faking my smiles when my heart is exploding over some crazy mistakes done by others..
and now, i wish i dont care anymore..
i wish i have the guts to say out loud wut i've to say..
i wish they could understand my body language..
but no...i know i shouldnt do that..(at least not now)
oh well...my friends seem excited of going back to palam
they wont stop counting the days..
they cant wait of attending classes..
but as for me..i preferred studying at home, huuu.
i'm addicted to my home..
hmphhhh...
Labels: home sweet home, mean girls, sem break
hrmmm...
urgh..shit i dont need one!
ok..fine i dont need one..fullstop!
i already have a backup plan.
well i guessed it's crystal clear now..i get happy seeing others inlove..
i love reading love stories..i easily melted over lovely words
but the truth is..i cant handle love.
i always make sure i run from it..
and i'm pretty good at escaping from love..blame it on my sky high egoism
danggg..i'm such a chickenshit!
alright...i shall continue my life as a single girl.
maybe i'm already comfortable with it.
maybe i dont want to waste my hormone..
maybe..maybe..he's not here yet..
yeah..probably.
oh man..not again!
urghh..i was melted, again!
n this time..it happened after i read this..
credit to asdfghjkllove
Labels: boys
long hair vs short hair
and i'm currently in dilemma..
should i have short hair..or just keep this long hair.
but it's itchy!
very itchy to be specific...
and it takes longer time to wash them..everyday.
n if i dont wash them daily..they wont go straight..
such an annoying situation..
but with long hair..i can do anything i want..
ponytail..buns..french braid..knot..u name it.
it's fun..but it needs a gentle care!
hurghhh!
and i'm a lazy person..so...hrmm!
with short haircut..i'll have limited styles
but short hair is easier to take care of..
it's lighter to carry with..
and most importantly..i love it.
but i love long hair too..
arghhh!
esok cpt dtg blh x?
Labels: hair
you are wut u eat!
"mimi..jom mkn ni.."
"mimi...habiskn ni.."
"mimi..jom keluar mkn ni.."
"mlm ni nk mkn ape.."
"esok kita mkn ni.."
urghhhhhhhh..
thanks to mama n abah..
i've gained 6kg in just 2 weeks
crazy right?
huuuuuu....
now i'm officially a carbs addict.
i've to eat chocs everyday..
nasi belauk every morning..
roti with chocs every lunch n sometimes cakes..
nasi again for dinner
n ice cream for supper.
so tell me..how am i supposed to adapt myself when i'm back to palam?
i've to really cut down my meals (perhaps not now..errr)
back in palam..
i have nesvita for breakfast
nasi for lunch..
noodles or burgers for dinner..
coffee for supper..
n i've lost a few kilos..
now i do understand wut my sister has been complaining about..
how she cant control her meals while at home..
which leaving her no choice but to eat all those foods..
huuu..
but who are we to blame?
we just cant endure the temptations of the foods..
and our mama cant handle her shopaholic habits..
urghhhhhh...
that's it!
she's the one to blame!
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
