no one would want to marry me
my friends laugh when i said i cant cook..
come on!! is it really funny?
i know i'm already 18...and that i should at least know how to cook nasi goreng...or something simple but believe me...i cant.
not that i'm didnt try..but i failed all the time
even sausages taste weird when i'm the cooker.
the eggs turned black instead of yellow n white.
huuu...but i'm pretty good at instant noodles...wanna try? heeee
my sisters blame me for being hyperactive during my sleeping time..
i kick..i snore..i laugh..
but it's normal right, no?
well for me it issssss.....
my housemates say my room is a complete mess..
they cant imagine themselves living in there..
huu..is it really? (is it really, sonny...??? tetibe igt sonny with a chance)
fine then..i'll try to tidy them up.. (once in a month)
they also think that it's weird if i hold a broom or...let say that if i clean the toilet (which i never had..oppps)
huuuu...am i that lazy?
i mean..i can be a hardworking girl (if i want to..heeee)
apart from that...my friends are also curious about who'll be my future husband..
huuuu..why?
coz they said that i'm a shopaholic...and i eat a lot...and i spend lots of money...and i need money...more n more of it..
huuuu....the real thing is, u dont have to be worried..
i can work...i can make my own money
chill la my friends...
i wont burden my husband..
heee i wont...right?
if only people would know the real me..i'm positively sure that no one would marry me..
but it's fine...
let it rain
i should stop pretending that i dont care..coz i do care, well...a bit.
my friends told me to unlock this heart..
i should be more gentle and stop avoiding.
it's not good to endure things that u want to try..
but i'm afraid..
coz i've made a promise with someone i love the most, my mom.
i told her my main priority is for the studies..and that there'll be no love stories involved in
and everytime i want to give a try...i find myself running away from love.
i just want a perfect first love since i've been preparing myself for 18years and still counting.
and everytime someone's trying to be part of me..
there'll be something that makes me stop.
maybe i'm still not ready..
i should know how to unbreak his heart...
urghhh..ok stop!
i shouldnt think about love now..
more things are on the list waiting to be done
i should stop n wake up..
Labels: love
hrmmm...
urgh..shit i dont need one!
ok..fine i dont need one..fullstop!
i already have a backup plan.
well i guessed it's crystal clear now..i get happy seeing others inlove..
i love reading love stories..i easily melted over lovely words
but the truth is..i cant handle love.
i always make sure i run from it..
and i'm pretty good at escaping from love..blame it on my sky high egoism
danggg..i'm such a chickenshit!
alright...i shall continue my life as a single girl.
maybe i'm already comfortable with it.
maybe i dont want to waste my hormone..
maybe..maybe..he's not here yet..
yeah..probably.
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
