let it be
i mean..
you can do anything u want..as if it would shake me off
you can look into my eyes...stare at me..as if i wouldnt notice it
you can say it out loud...scream and shout it out...as if i would care about it.
you can tease me...make fun of me...as if i would do the same thing to you
you can like me..love me..have crush on me…as if i would be your girl
just can do anything you want...coz i dont have the power to stop you from doing so
i'm going nowhere..
i dont even give a damn care of every action that you take
but please dont blame me for it..
and dont say that i'm being an arrogant girl
it happens coz u force me to be one.
i've already made it clear..
i dont need a man to be my partner at the moment
i dont need someone who could buy me an ice cream when i'm down
i dont need someone for me to rely on as if family isnt good enough for me
i dont need someone to support me as if i've lost my backbones
i'm tired of avoiding you
i'm just happy with who i am right now..
i'm happy with the people around me..
and with all these things around..
i dont think i need to add more.
and u can call me arrogant..as if i would care..
but the truth is..i'm a chickenshit.
i'm still too young to be a grown up!
i'm just being me..
momma's little girl..daddy's little angel.
and i'm wont be tired of it, that's for sure.
but i did...said it..screamed it...shouted it
INSIDE..
and it all happened inside me..
hrmmm...
urgh..shit i dont need one!
ok..fine i dont need one..fullstop!
i already have a backup plan.
well i guessed it's crystal clear now..i get happy seeing others inlove..
i love reading love stories..i easily melted over lovely words
but the truth is..i cant handle love.
i always make sure i run from it..
and i'm pretty good at escaping from love..blame it on my sky high egoism
danggg..i'm such a chickenshit!
alright...i shall continue my life as a single girl.
maybe i'm already comfortable with it.
maybe i dont want to waste my hormone..
maybe..maybe..he's not here yet..
yeah..probably.
oh man..not again!
urghh..i was melted, again!
n this time..it happened after i read this..
credit to asdfghjkllove
Labels: boys
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
