✿ a cup of love

the pain

it could take me hours to tell people what i have in this heart

this inexpressable words, i finally decided to let it out

i dunno how to convert them into words..but i'll try

as a normal teenager, i always have problems

everyday i woke up..asking myself

"why am i still alive?"

the world seems to be dull

my world is blank

everything i do, i'm not doing it with all my heart

the boring routine..ohh how i'm tired of it!

yesterdays' happiness..i can see their farewell..

if i'm design to be happy, where is my happiness?

i want to changed myself..

but i'm dunno where to start, and afraid if i cant stop once i start.

ohh..never mind.

i guess i'm still not ready to expressed my feeling...

❤ "the pain" was Posted On: Friday, January 22, 2010 @5:05 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

sorry..i cant endure

it's been a while since i had quit blogging..

well..it's not really quit but i keep telling myself to tahan!!

control myself..

reduce the enjoyment time..

and focus on study..

huhu..isnt that sounds boring?

yeah..life IS boring

okay..back to the reason why i'm blogging today..

well..this is how the story goes..

i saw lin's file on monday..

which is super duper cute n perfect..

maaa..i want it too!

it's enakei's file!

i've been dreaming of having it

and now..since i knew that it really exist..

so i told myself,

even if the sky is falling down,

i must get that file.

so..i haru-haru my mom almost everyday..

then..today when mom fetch me from school..

she saidshe's going to pay the maxis bills at kbmall

and..

for one second, i'm like the happiest person on earth..

yayy!!

so at the moment we reach there..i rushed to popular..

searching for the leng lui file.

and..found it!!

horrayyyy!!!

so i grabbed n grabbed few files..

then, my sis came to me and asked me..

"weih, nk beli brapo?"

"nk beli smpai abis"

"ha?? mimi gilo ko?"

"ahh..xpo"

so..

with rm20 in my hands, for sure i've to leave some of them!

and..i dont want to do so..

then..my angel came!!

asking me whether the money she gave me just now is enough or not..

hehe..

since my mom is on her good mood, she gave me rm50.

so..i went to the counters..

but then, i found another cute things!!

pocketbooks..

omg!omg!

they're so kwiyeoun!!

so i called my mom..

asked her to choose one for me..

she said all are cute..so i grabbed three of them.

and..thats all from me!!
hey if u adore this file and want it too..
sorry,i'm not sure whether there's still one at popular coz i guessed i had bought it all..
5 of them..
well...it's only limited lorh..
huhu..

❤ "sorry..i cant endure" was Posted On: Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @6:25 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Last post

Goodbye..
I love u so much and now it’s time for me to let u go.
You’ve cherish every moment of mine .
You make my everyday counted.
Thanks for the best memory..

thanks for the best time.
Thanks for everything.
Farewell..i love u!
Hey guys..i feel like crying at this moment.
Hwaa…it’s not that I’m gonna delete my blog..
Haha..there’s no way I’ll do it.
It’s just..i’m so sad since this shall be my last post for the holiday

since it’ll end up today.
Hwaa…in a blink of an eye, the holiday is going to say bye..
It felt like the holiday just started yesterday..and gonna end today.

and tomorrow, the hell will be started.
Huuuuuuuuu…
I just came back from langkawi, my last vacation for 2009.

Tomorrow I’ll be going to the 1st day of school.
Oh god. Lets just put aside those emo stuff..
Humm..since I’ve finished editing some pics of langkawi..

so maybe it’s time to tell yah bout it..

Trip to langkawi is the best moment of the holiday..thats all I can say.
It was a great ending of holiday.
Well..reaching there after one year and a half left it, make me feel so…pleasant.
Yeah, I cant think of any words since I didn’t finished my homework. Hwaaa…maybe I’ll die tomorrow.
Ok..lets back to the trip.
so..we took the ferry at kuala perlis since it's much better than the one at kuala kedah..

while waiting the clock to reach 2pm..

we spend the time by visiting Taman Ular at Perlis.

owhh..it was a big nightmare.

the snakes are still haunting me in my sleep.

god..how i hate snake.

now..back to langkawi..

Well..it was so fun even though we didn’t have much time to take the cable car.
Huuuu..maybe next year lah.
And..the best part is

we shopped till drop.. idaman suri, haji ismail..owh u name it.
Swim till our face became hitam legam mcm pantat kuali.
Also..the most important, cuci mate tgk tourist nsem nk mampus!

ok..back to the next part

we went to Mahsuri.

bought dozens of sea cucumbers oil.

then..headed to underwater world.
passed by the pantai cenang..

but not stopped by this time since it was too hot at there but
more merrier than last year.

so many hot tourist..

oohh..did i mention that i've met some korean tourist?

oh yes i did, but they're just the typical look of korean..

u got me?

INSIDE THE UNDERWATER WORLD.

ok.. so what's wrong with the bag?

they're cute rite?
i'm inlove with the bags but since they can be found anywhere in langkawi, so i dont bought it.

and now..i regret!!

ohh..what a silly me!!

i should said "yes" when mom asked me!

huh..bodoh btoll!!

okay..lets stop the bodoh stuff..

back to the sad part..
we went to the cable car.

it has the longest pedestrian bridge in d world between the two stations if i'm not mistaken...

i've heard that once..but dunno where.

so..

since there's a big crowd there, and we had to catch up the 7pm ferry..

so i think it means theres no chance to ride the cable car..huhu

we can only shopping at the oriental village..

and i witnessed an american who speaks mandarin, which is very cute.

Umm..i think that’s all from me..
daaa…

Labels: vacation

❤ "Last post" was Posted On: Saturday, January 2, 2010 @7:55 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

farewell 2009

For last year's words belong to last year's language

And next year's words await another voice.

And to make an end is to make a beginning.

~T.S. Eliot, "Little Gidding"

We will open the book.

Its pages are blank.

We are going to put words on them ourselves.

The book is called Opportunity and

its first chapter is New Year's Day.

~Edith Lovejoy Pierce

2010
New year..new me..new joy n new spirit!
Hi guys..i’m writing a post about the new year.
Yeah..seriously,no kidding.
umm , it’s 27th dec and why on earth am I posting it too early..cant wait until the midnight of 31st dec?
Well yeah..i cant help myself waiting for that 4days more since I’m going to Langkawi tomorrow! yeah yeah!
So..bye2 klatan, hello Langkawi for new year celebration!
Moh kite rmai2 serbu Langkawi, bior tenggelam!
Don’t worry, I’m not escaping from the school which will be opened on 3rd jan bcoz I’ll be back on 1st jan.
Haha..
ok..back to 2010.
Woahh….what a scary year .
Well..firstly, I’ll be facing death aka spm exam.
And secondly..i’ll be one year older..hwaaaa
But surprisingly I’m kinda cant wait to end up 2010 coz it’ll be the last year for me to be called a school girl…
2011..wait for me!! I’ll be 18 on that year n turned into an independent girlll!!!
God I just cant wait!
So..what will be my new year resolution for 2010?
As u all already knew..of course I’m aiming for straight A’s…
And..seriously!
No more burning midnight oil..
Owhh.. i have to study for the whole year!
I mean..i’ve never done that before!
God..it’ll be crazy and I’ll turned insane!
Ok..next wishes??
Umm..nope.
And..that’s all!
I dont want much,

I just want everything

Thought that I could,

do almost anything

One step in front of the other

Thought that I could do it alone
Umm..ok
I think that’s all from me…
As our world grows older..
I’d like to wish all people..
Happy new year.
Make sure u have

new joys..

new hopes..

and..most important is to have

new beginnings..
I’m wishing each new days for you will bring

happiness, prosperity and continued success.
Please don’t get angry bcause

in every minute you get angry, u’ll lost 60 seconds of happiness.
Haha…my words are nice rite?
Hell yeah coz i stole it from internet!!
Muahahaha

p/s
2010..
Then, another 2 years will be the end of the world?!
Is it? Hwaaa..please don’t!
Its to early to say goodbye. I want to go to US first..n then get my job..after that, tied a knot.
Ohh..am I still got a chance to fulfill my dream?
Hwaaa..

❤ "farewell 2009" was Posted On: Sunday, December 27, 2009 @8:59 PM | 8 lovely comments ✿

i'm dying of boredom

oohh..god!

i'm soooo bored!!

seriously..there's nothing to do!

no friends to talk to..

no games to play..

no songs to play..

ahh...i'm tired of everything..

huuu..

so far..i've done all the chores n eat all the food!

then..what else should i do?

sleep?

nahh..i've already have it..

uhhh!

so i decided to turn on the laptop...again after one hour shut it down.

and..found one website.

one great website actually..

or specifically..it's a game website.

and so..i tried it and found out it could overcome my boredom.

well..u see?

i love it's game..bcoz some of the celebs looked more handsome n cute in the game rather than the real one.

dont believe ahh?

yeah..look at joe!

handsome rite?

haha..now u believe ah?

ok..there's more celebs to be played...

such as..

this!!

and the best couple..

ROBSTEN!

didi games is great..but roiworld is the best..

isnt it?

umm..ok

till then..i dunno what else should i write...

so..bye2

Labels: school holiday

❤ "i'm dying of boredom" was Posted @7:42 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Happiness is the soundtrack of my life

Hey all!
Just back from my vacation
Then, figured out that there’s only a week and a day for the school to be opened!
Omg! That’s an absolutely nightmare!
Owhh…am I really turning 17 in a couple of weeks??
Unfortunately I have to answer YES for the question.
God..how am I gonna face the truth if I’m still not believing myself for turning 16 this year!
My mind still considered myself as a 15 year old girl, not older neither younger than that.
I want to be 15 for the whole of my life..!!
Oh Edward..i need your bite and please suck my blood!
I don’t want to be old!
Umm ok..let say if Edward wont bite me this year..and I’m turning 17 next year..
What should I do??
Well I guessed I have to find a way to make me more mature, think as a grown up teen n also act like one.
Ok..lets stop talking about the future things, what a boring topic!
now..we’re back to reality..
Ok..lets talk about my vacation.
Again? Hell yeah!
Well u don’t have to read if u’re not interested.
so this is how the vacation started..
We went to Lumut and this time..we didn’t go to Pangkor Island.
But.we had so much fun eventhough it was only one night.
Well I just…

Wasting time at the pool..

Walk around at the sea side…

Took a deep breathe at the veranda...

Bought tons of junkfood as if the world’s gonna end tomorrow.....

~~the next day~~

we had enjoyment above the cloud at Taiping..

Yay!!
Well..it all happened at the Taiping Lake Garden.
Even though the weather was so hot..it didn’t ruined our activity..
So..what’s so syiok at the lake garden?
Ooh..the scenery was fantastic and it was so refreshing.

Then, I took a ferry..

yeah it was so small like a sampan but still called a ferry..
Haha..
And..after that we got a chance to cycle the swan boat..
Yeah..cycle it!

ohh..i'm sorry my foot..

It was so fun n exhausted...

but everytime i got tired, i'll automatically remembered park beom's legs and it inspired me to put my best feet forward!

yeah...keep fighting!

Well..try it yourself and fell the priceless excitement.

Labels: school holiday, vacation

❤ "Happiness is the soundtrack of my life" was Posted On: Saturday, December 26, 2009 @12:12 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

shortcut to happiness

Hey! Did u miss me?
Haha..hell yeah coz I miss u guys a lot!
And yeah..i mean it!

I’ve been through 7days without any internet connection and it was so godamn bad!
Ok..let me just talk about the vacation..
Well..i went to seremban n kl for a week..

There’s one thing that I love about seremban, it’s about a guy which look 80% like Cheongrim!
cheongrim..he look so hot in the dream team last fortnight right?
But..i have to tell u guys that the one that I found in seremban or specifically at terminal 1 is wayyyyyyyy hot!!!
Omg! I can still memorize every single thing about him! he’s damn macho malay man!
Yeah..i repeat MALAY MAN!

siot ke ape aku gile kt malay man??! huhh

Ohh..abis gugor jntung aku!

Ok..better stop about the malay cheongrim before u guys start fallin for him too..like I did!

Lets change the topic >>
Now talk about shopping? Yeah! Well..did u notice the cropped jacket that Demi n Selena always wear?

Well..guessed what? I’ve found it at Jusco and it was so affordable n black so I bought it! Oh ..i love christmas shopping!

And..there’s also one shop..accesories shop that sell Korean made jewels and it was so cute n cheap n nice sgt sgt…so I bought a ring n a necklace..

and..others are so boring to write..so I’m not gonna write it!
Next..talk about kl
So..1st day we went to kl bird park n national museum..

It was great and I could recall back the childhood memories at the kl bird park..
National museum..quite fun but I hate history
Then..well not much to write since we don’t go shopping at bukit bintang..
Huu..and oh yeah!
The best part is when I watched 4 movies!

New moon..
Jennifers body..
2012..
ninja assassin..

ok..picture time!!

this is in seremban..but the orange flower was captured at putrajaya by my dad..

kl bird park..so syiok but zoo negara is better

so here is the proud and noisy peacock

this is when the night creeps up and i was in the room with my stomache lil sister who keep sleeping..
mom n lil bro went out and dad got seminar..
so i just captured few pix to overcome the boring

the orang asli section in museum

P s..
Oh the result will forever be my nightmare..
How on earth could I got D for addmath n all C’s for 3 science subject!
Then..for pj I got a B which I target an A
So..overall I got 6 A’s and still not achieved the target!
Huuuuuuuu…

bye..i'll be going to Lumut tomorrow

adios!!

Labels: average joe, school holiday, vacation

❤ "shortcut to happiness" was Posted On: Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @12:11 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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