✿ a cup of love

tell the world who i really am

did u know the feeling when u're not arrogant but people see u as u are.

well i did..and i'm definitely hating it.

when u see me-not talking to anyone else..is it arrogant enough to u?

when u see me-walking without looking at anyone's face..is that wut u called arrogant?

when u see me-remain silent coz i got not topic to talk about- is that arrogant to u?

when i put on my fake smile coz i got no mood to join the crowd..is it arrogant?

when i'm alone while everyone else keep talking crap...it doesnt mean i'm arrogant n acting like a diva.

it's just that...this is who i am.

and when i'm in the middle of the boys...u cant say i'm arrogant. it's just so awkward to me!

hello....I WENT TO GIRLS SCHOOL FOR 11 YEARS!

wut do u expect from me?

i'm not a loud girl..but that doesnt mean i cant be talkative.

i'm not acting like a diva..i'm down to earth.

i'm awkward with boys..just like i find it awkward to wear make up. (ok..it doesnt make sense at all)

but still..

hurghhhhh...just when will my classmates would realise that thing?

i'm not arrogant..i can be talkative..

i'm not a bitch...i can be good to people

ok...this thing is nonsense.

wut a waste of time thinking about it.

urghhh..i need my mom

❤ "tell the world who i really am" was Posted On: Sunday, July 31, 2011 @4:05 PM | 4 lovely comments ✿

the feeling dat i had

my mood is just above the base line for d past few days

i'm pretty positive that something's missing in my heart..which i still dunno wut exactly it was.

and the feeling mixed up.

to make things worse..nothing..i repeat NOTHING is capable of elevating my mood.

i hate seeing my competitors' faces

i hate being in class where i get lost...

i hate the people who're being over talkative..

i hate the fact that i'm not really in pink right now..

i hate walking to college..

i hate that i dont get the highest marks in class..

i hate myself for doing several silly mistakes in the test..

yeah..of course i've tried my hard ignoring this nonsense things.

and..as usual, i failed.

and now..i've ro control myself n express the best part of me everyday..which is all FAKE.

the fake smiles that i give..

pretending to concentrate when people talk crap..

acting as if i'm fine when i'm not..

and the only thing that i like now is spending a great amount of time while showering

huuuuuuu...i just need a rest.

❤ "the feeling dat i had" was Posted On: Thursday, July 28, 2011 @7:49 PM | 2 lovely comments ✿

7 reasons why i shouldnt leave this house

i havent finished any of my homeworks..which i assumed there's no one worse than me.

i want to spend my ramadhan at home, and have a perfect sahur.

i want to perform my solat terawih with my family...like we used to

toothfairy is on sunday at star movies...huuuuuuu

i'll receive my test marks if i go back to palam..which i;m pretty sure they're all will break my heart.

i've to wake up early every morning..and i'll be singing bruno mar's -lazy song- everydayyyyy..

internet connection in home is like a lightning while the one in palam is like..hrmmm.

❤ "7 reasons why i shouldnt leave this house" was Posted On: Saturday, July 23, 2011 @9:31 AM | 1 lovely comments ✿

i like it this way!!

here in home..everything seems great..even if i did nothing..i can still smile n be happy

i love spending time being couch potato

watching dear john for the 3rd time..and the last song...

and not to forget, my sister's keeper..

i just cant get enough of this movie-thing.

oh yeah..and did u know dat i watched kahwin masal -the indon

esian drama.

well..i did, since agnes monica is in it.

and..i kinda get mad at myself for not updating new songs in my mix.

oh god...little did i know dat i missed so much things.

and.....on the other side, i still havent finish wut i suppose

to finish.

u know..those tutorials, lab reports, assignments..

they spin ma head right round, right round...

i hate going back to uitm..it doesnt feels like home to me!

well..yes i got good friends there..

and that i have golden-hearted housemates..

and i perform 5times of solat everyday there

but....still there're some imperfections

i hate those leg-breaking stairs..

and those people who didnt wear deodorant on themselves..and phewwwwwwwwwwww excreting somekind of smell that can passed me out.

i hate how i've to be someone else...acting as if i'm a workaholic girl

but the ugly truth is..i'm not!

huuuu...and the feeling that i had everytime i finish physic's lecture - which makes me feel nothing less than a total idiot jerk!

if this is wut it feels like to be a grown up..

i'll definitely choose to be a children..forever in my life.

Labels: home sweet home, sem break

❤ "i like it this way!!" was Posted On: Tuesday, July 19, 2011 @10:51 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

hurghhh...

this is exactly wut i feel past few days!

Labels: uitm

❤ "hurghhh..." was Posted On: Sunday, July 10, 2011 @10:16 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

stop it!

please stop making me feel guilty of not studying

please stop speeding during lecture time - i'm not a sponge

please stop making me sleep late at night doing nothing except for online

please stop conducting 2 experiments of physics every fortnight-it's killing me!

please stop pushing me to finish up my lab report in the nick of time

please stop giving me tons of tutorials

please stop studying, my friends..u guys are driving me up to wall!

please stop selling the same food everyday..

please stop saying anything about test..

please..make the time stop!

please invent a pause button

pleaseeeeeee...let me have a rest

Labels: uitm

❤ "stop it!" was Posted On: Thursday, July 7, 2011 @8:23 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

and...it's past 3 now.

oh god...wut have i done all this time?

i'm staying up all night yet i still didnt know wut i read just now.

yeahh..this is fucking great.

test will be on this saturday..and i...know nothing!

huuuuuuu...

why do everyone seems to be workaholic except me?

dont they know how to stop?

or do i know how to start?

am i already awake or wut?

oh god..

this is driving me crazy!

❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, July 5, 2011 @3:18 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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