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speechless..breathless..hopeless

hwaaaa..........
it's sunday morning
i woke up quite early
went downstairs, helping my sister baking cakes n make jelly..
i didnt really helped her acctually..
suddenly..brain thinking of something..
something that spells
R.E.S.U.L.T.
omg! sh*t!
so..i ran to the gate..open the mailbox..
dup dup dup..
then..
i found nothing!
fuhh..what a relief!

then..i got showered..
dressed up..
went out..
accompanied my mom to clinic..bank..and..ssf
then..went home
and my sister screamed while holding some letters??!!
omg!! the result is here!!~~
i only hoping for one thing... at least i must get 7A's or 6A's..
so i opened the result and..
damn it! bullshit! scumbag! fuck it!
hwaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........
and so many vulgar words came out!
i cant control myself!
hwaa...i wanna cry!

all the time that i sacrified during the exam time is not paid up!
not worth it..
hwaa..
it's really hard to face the truth..
maybe i was hoping too much..
maybe i think i got brain..and not use is well enough
maybe i think i'm smart... which i'm not
maybe i took it for granted..yes i did
maybe i should stop study..but when?

and..hell yeah
my mom n dad got mad at me..
i'm playing all the time..i admitted it
i study at eleventh hour..but that's my style and i should change it
i didnt pay full attention in class..
i skipped school a lot..

❤ "speechless..breathless..hopeless" was Posted On: Sunday, December 13, 2009 @6:51 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

updatess...

it's been a long time since i last blogging rite?
well..it's just that i got tired surfing internet..
yeah..tired of doing same action everyday
same drama..same song..same website
uhh..!!

so..everybody is asking me about the result!!

huu..i'm so sad yet so happy since i didnt get the result yet...

so u must be asking why on earth am i happy?

well..since i still didnt get the result, my mom wont be mad at me..not yet!

haha..

but..there's one thing that makes me so sad..

huuu..

well..it's just that i have to continue my work!

being the bodyguard of my home!

keep an eye at the gate..see whether the postman came or not!

huuuuuu..so boring!

ok..now lets talk about my brother

again?

hell yeah!

i just dont have any topic to write about..

huuu...

so here is he!

wearing mama's sunglass while she was out.

look so happy since we're on the way to the clinic..!!

and..this one
he's pretend to cry..
hahha..mmg kantoi ah!
xley blakon lgsung bdak nih

yay..at last after seeing the doctor..

he really wanna cry!

haha..

so..that's all

and yeah!
one more thing to annoy my classmates..

guys..

i've finished the bloody bm take home test!!

yeahh..and i wrote it!

not typing..but wrote with my hand!

haha..

so..i think i can enjoy my vacation next week!

kl n negeri 9!

i'm beating for u!!

Labels: mean girl, nothing beats happy

❤ "updatess..." was Posted On: Saturday, December 12, 2009 @12:55 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

it's time for "potong"

8th December 2009..
An unforgettable date for my lil brother since he gave himself a circumcision on this date..
Huhu..this had been a nightmare for him..
So..today as it was planned before, we reached the clinic at 11.03 am..
Opps sorri doctor! Late for 3 minutes..but that’s okay since there were about 3 boys were sitting on the couch~ wearing sarong!
It was so funny watching them holding the sarong n walking like a duck
Hahaha….quack quack!
There’s lots of funny moments at the clinic..
Oh yeah..there’s a boy who cried out loud while screamed ~sakit! sakit! *howwww….
and there’s also a very cute boy..who just keep quiet and smile?!
Yahh..he did!
Weird isn’t it..haha
He’s so cute and when my mom asked him.."sakit x?"
Then he answered.."sakit "(while smiled again)
howshh…what a goob boy..haha
Then..after a long waiting..at 12.15am, it was syahir’s turn!!
Gaaa…he looked so pale..and very scared
Huuuuu…
Then..after ½ hours later..he came out from the room n smiled..??

he walked like sarah in nur kasih..

jalan kangkang.. smbil angkt kain..
Hahha..

then..he got bad mood..

huuuuuuuu..
Ok..thats all for today

i'm not in the mood of blogging since internet is stuck all the time..
ohh..

sorry...
My English is very bad since I’m getting too lazyyyy..
Huuuuuuuuuu

okay...

it's now a..

PICTURE TIME!!

BEFORE CIRCUMCISION...

AFTER CIRCUMCISION...

GAHH...

he got mad when i took pictures of him..

huuuu..

Labels: school holiday, shhhh

❤ "it's time for "potong"" was Posted On: Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @8:16 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

arghh..mentally hillarious

boo!

well..have u seen my blog?

my new layout?
yeah..how is it?

simple..sweet..and..simple rite?

yeah baby! thats what i'm talking about!

i've spend the whole day searching for the best layout since the old one got so much problems.. well..when u view it through laptop..everything is fine..

BUT! when u view it in comp..it was totally screwed out!
haizz..
so..after more than 10 skins have been downloaded..and edited the html..
at 12.17am..i've found this skin and fall in love with it..
so..thank you blogskins for making me unofficially insane for the whole day!
huhh..
***yawnnn
okay..since it's nearly 3am nk wat post dlm bm ahh.. xde psal nk jd owg puteh lak pepagi bute cmnih..
umm..skunk nk ckp psal yg kbmall tuh..
ala yg duk hoo haa spanjang ari tu laa~~

1st k long ntar msj..katenye kbmall runtoh..
and..i was like "huh?? karutlaa.."
then td dgr dlm buletin utama..
giloss!!
xleh caye!

what..it was ridiculous.

dlm supermarket pon leh kne langgar..

apela yg slmat kt dunia hari nih..

Labels: death, nothing beats happy, school holiday

❤ "arghh..mentally hillarious" was Posted On: Monday, December 7, 2009 @2:56 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

viva forever

So..what should I write today?
Umm..think! think!
Oh yeah..i know!
Let me tell u bout my Friday outing with the girls!
So..based on the first plan..there r 4 of us who should go out, but since farah is under the weather..then only 3 left.
I was late 30 minutes..reached kbmall at 3pm..
Then..went playing bowling..
Uhh..i always got 0. And..farah nina was the champion for the game..
Wahh.. awesome meh..

After that..we just walked around..
Went to the parkway..secret recipes..lyness..bakery shop..anw..
Hmm..did I missed anything?
Well..guessed no.
oh god..theres a lot of people in the mall..fuhh

Then..went home and feel kinda sick
Hwaa..i got running flu n also ill..ohok ohok
Huuuuuuuu..
I better go to sleep now
Byee..

❤ "viva forever" was Posted On: Friday, December 4, 2009 @8:21 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

things that i've done

okay..i know the title sounds a bit nerdy but wut to do..i just ran out of idea!

huhu..poor me

so last night..after watching tangkap muat..i switched to

Well..that show inspired me to reduce my weight, which keep increasing day by day because of my bad eating habit..its like i'm eating 24/7! adoiii..

So..after the show I went to kitchen ~measured my weight
Before this..i took this problem for granted..and then..!!

Omg! I figured out that I’ve gained 4kg!!
I thought 3 is the maximum..damn it! It turned out 4!!
2 weeks I got 4 kg!! crazy right?
How am I going to face the next one month? Aizz..this is really serious..
But do I have to get my diet? nahh..it will smashed out my great holiday…
Never mind..when its time to lose weight..i’ll diet

***

k..to the next topic

Now..lets talk about the rain..
yup I mean the endlessly rain occurred today.
So when I woke up this morning..i looked outside the window and didn’t saw any grass except for water aka flood..
“Rumah dkt bukit pon leh flood jgak ek?” well yeah! It’s possible now!
So..after surfing the internet
I went outside the house n ran around in the rain!!
It was syiokkk gile!
Yah..i snapped some pictures..well it’ll be priceless when u’re grown up..
Kikikiki..

***

Apart from all the joys.. theres one thing that screwed up my mood..
It’s was the bloody kaspersky!! Hwaa..
This morning..i downloaded after school’s video- because of you at mediafire..
When it was 86% downloaded…the internet was disconnected! kaspersky had blocked it!
Hwaaaaaaaa…panas bangat hati nihh!!
Feels like wanna punch the screen!
Aizzz..its really hard to download video!

so i keep controlled my anger n told myself that its for the best to the laptop.

oohh..what a bad sacrificing i had to do!

***
okay i know..this post is long
u better be patient to reach the end of it..

k..next story
this morning i read the news about 2pm taecyeon's scarlet letter

omg..it was so disgusting

oohh..poor my lil taecyeon, luckily my cutie wooyoung didnt get the same letter

or else i'm gonna curse the b*tch lady that did it!

umm..anyway thnx meda for reminds me to read it!

Labels: girls stuff, school holiday

❤ "things that i've done" was Posted On: Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @6:50 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

i just want to be happy

so...what should i write?

about aidiladha again?

hmm..well it all went not-so-well

i already wrote about the 1st day on the last post..

and..the 2nd day was boring

we went to terengganu (mamalong's house)

she's held some akikah for her grandchildrens.

i'm not very close with my cousins..and we didnt even have a long chit-chat..

acctually..we never had

thats why celebrating raya with my relatives was a bit boring..
huhu..

then..on the 3rd day

went for raya again!

it was okaylaa..

went to some open house..kenduri kawen..

but sitting in front of laptop is way better than that!

and..yesterday

we went out

bought this and that

went here and there

and..it was fun

eventhough rain conquered the whole day

oh yeah!
next week..will be spend my friday with some of my friends n bestfriend
and..my lil bro will be circumcision next week!
hahaha..
ciannyeee...