hwaaaa..........
it's sunday morning
i woke up quite early
went downstairs, helping my sister baking cakes n make jelly..
i didnt really helped her acctually..
suddenly..brain thinking of something..
something that spells
R.E.S.U.L.T.
omg! sh*t!
so..i ran to the gate..open the mailbox..
dup dup dup..
then..
i found nothing!
fuhh..what a relief!

then..i got showered..
dressed up..
went out..
accompanied my mom to clinic..bank..and..ssf
then..went home
and my sister screamed while holding some letters??!!
omg!! the result is here!!~~
i only hoping for one thing... at least i must get 7A's or 6A's..
so i opened the result and..
damn it! bullshit! scumbag! fuck it!
hwaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........
and so many vulgar words came out!
i cant control myself!
hwaa...i wanna cry!

all the time that i sacrified during the exam time is not paid up!
not worth it..
hwaa..
it's really hard to face the truth..
maybe i was hoping too much..
maybe i think i got brain..and not use is well enough
maybe i think i'm smart... which i'm not
maybe i took it for granted..yes i did
maybe i should stop study..but when?

and..hell yeah
my mom n dad got mad at me..
i'm playing all the time..i admitted it
i study at eleventh hour..but that's my style and i should change it
i didnt pay full attention in class..
i skipped school a lot..

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