learning how to live
my heart, was stabbed over and over again.
but still working.
my blood, was like a poison running through its system.
poisonous but still beneficial.
i tried not to fall...not to lose.
trying to be the enemy of losing
and the pain.
killed every bit of me.
as if i was a corpse.
a breathing corpse.
and there i was - physically alive, mentally dead.
and now
i'm breathing again.
my heart heals faster than i though it would.
my blood is nutritiously red again.
and i'm alive..again.
thanks hogwarts