i was at the mall this evening where i heard a ramadhan song played as i was passing by a shop.
it was quite shocking though, thinking that today is only the 3rd day of ramadhan yet those people are already in the mood of aidilfitri.
so weird.

and then my ears seemed to attach to the song played and i was kind of involuntarily sang the song, and...i was magically happy.

and here goes some of the lyrics.
"ku mengharapkan ramadhan kali penuh makna, agar dpt ku lalui dgn sempurnaaaaa"
~harapan ramadhan- man bhai n raihan

then i start to think bout the things that i've done in the past ramadhan, celebrated in puncak alam.

it was fun..yet miserable.
i was happy for the fact that i wasnt the only lonely girl celebrating ramadhan far away from my family.
i was happy that i met my crush at bazaar ramadhan almost everyday. (gedik mood!)
i was happy that i get the chance to perform solat terawih with asasian at RSU though it wasnt every single night since i'm not really an istiqamah person.
i was happy to eat with my housemates..fast-breaking, and sahur with them.
overall..i was happy.


and i cried too..quite a lot.

then back to now...today...this ramadhan.
sure..this might be the last ramadhan which i get a chance to celebrate it with my family for the whole month.
so there's just no reason for me to complain anything..
obviously there's no reason to cry.

i'm just so happy.
so blessed..
so inlove..
and i'll make sure i wont be wasting this ramadhan.
may it be full of barakah, full of love and of course..full of meals!

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