tired of pretending
sometimes...i wish i could read minds, especially the boys
sometimes...i wish i could be true to myself..
sometimes.. i wish i could talk to boys like i talk to girls..
sometimes..i wish they could tell me what they feel about me..
sometimes.. i wish i could dissapear in the middle of the crowd
sometimes...i wish i know what the boys think of me..
sometimes...i wish i could stop being awkward in public..
sometimes..i wish i've the gut to spill out my words without being hesitate
sometimes...i wish i could spread my wings n fly away to overcome problems..
sometimes..i wish i could stop blaming myself for everything that went out wrong
sometimes..i wish i dont hate myself
sometimes..i wish i could avoid doing silly mistakes..
and most of the time, i wish i wouldnt have to grow up...
but come to think of it...what would life be if is it so perfect?
surely boring i guess..
hrmphhh...
friday come quick..
faster than the tears in my eyes..
heal my heart now..
as i'll be back to kelantan soon.
i cant endure it anymore..
not that i hate being here..
but i just miss them..soooooo damn much
Labels: 2nd sem, i miss home