✿ a cup of love

huuurgghh..

huuu..it happens so fast

yeah..time waits for no man.

..and here it is. tomorrow is the day.

malasss....weyy this is serious!

it's so hard to leave home when glee, american idol finale, sharpay fabulous adventure, letters to juliet and many more are waiting for u but u're not there!

and not to forget dugong n din at animal planet.

i only watched that programme once and it was quite interesting y'all!

caught it the moment..myhbusters..dannggg it's killing me..my head dh nk explode!!

huhuuuuu...dear fairy godmother, (i do believe in fairies, i do ..i do!)

if i were given a chance to think of 5 things u would granted for me..

then they would be..

the internet speed there didnt get me upset.
my roomates are great and not too talkative..
the bed isnt a double decker...
the food there can make a good friend with my big belly tummy (just remember wut andrew zimmermarn said "if it's good, then eat it!")
i'm not losing any of my things there

and till then..thraaaa astro...

till we meet again when i'll be home soon.

well eventhough u throw scumbag the other day pasal citer "remember me" yg absolute nonsense.

and with lovely bones yg ending xbrapa best but the rest was great

and when hayley kluar american idol it broke my heart, 500days of summer yg hero xnsem tpi dpt girlfriend lawa2..

but wuteva it is..i still love spending my time watching tv bcoz of u astro.

and now that i've to live my life w'o it..

i know i'll be turning upside down..

hurghh...

Labels: uitm

❤ "huuurgghh.." was Posted On: Saturday, May 21, 2011 @9:52 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

i hate this part

well, sunday is the day..

where i'm no longer be sitting on the couch..have the power of the tv remote,

spending hours watching programmes i fell inlove with..

and have a quality time with my family..laughing for nothing

get angry about small matters, eat my mom's cooking until they're all finished.

when it's time for sleep..i'll be lying on my old loyal bed, which provides a beauty sleep for me.

and pretty soon...there's no such things as those.

i'm no longer be treated like a princess..

no more eat-sleep-tv-internet routine

instead..i shall now open my new chapter of life..

which i really hate to do so..

i hate being at distance with my family..

i hate being independent..

i hate sleeping alone..

i hate me not watching astro..

i hate i've to wash my clothes on my own..

i hate eating without my parents..

i hate a place where my parents arent there with me..

i hate my parents not be there with me..

and in a few days more..i'll be living in a world which i hate.

well..everyone does. my friends will be facing the same thing too.

but i dont know if i'm ready for it..

and sometimes..i cant help myself from crying everytime i think about me moving from the house..

yeah..people said i was exaggerating (like i'd care)

u can say wuteva u want.. i'm already immune with it.

whether it's daddy's little girl..momma's lil angle..

i dont mind..coz it's not an ugly truth.

huuuuuuuuuuuu....i dont want to be away from my parents!

hell yeah it's true, no pain no gain..

but this is too painful!

❤ "i hate this part" was Posted On: Friday, May 20, 2011 @7:43 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

senyumm

when my mom told me to do this and that..

housechores here and there..

instead of protesting her..i just smile..

and when my dad asked me to do good deeds towards him..

i hardly resist his requests...(which before this..i found them quite annoying)

and my heart smiles..

when my sister starts to find something to argue about..

i thought.."hey, just let her be laa..i'll enjoy this moment"

so i smiled back to her (in her dreams)

when my lil brother do something that blows off my nerves..

i hold on...looking for a white flag.

coz this time..i aint gonna be a bitch anymore.

instead..let me be your fairygod mother.

and everytime i enter my messed up room..

which before this..i hate it

but now..i'm lovin it

coz i know i'll be missing that place very soon...

my bed..my mirror..my study place..

all of the stuff in my room..even those thousands of rubbish

i'll missed them all.

i just dont want to have any bad memories from this precious time i have in this house..

yes..i'll be back, it's not that i'm gonna leave the house..

but..here i am..

soon to be moved somewhere else..

somewhere where there're strangers around me

a place which i'll make my bestfriends and enemies..

the same place for me to paint my future..

and nothing shall beats my house..

a place that kept millions of memories

as the saying goes, east or west..home is the best.

and i..i couldnt agree more.

❤ "senyumm" was Posted On: Sunday, May 15, 2011 @12:52 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

meow meowww

i only got several days left for me to njoy my moments at my home sweet home..

and after this..tears shall be my bestfriend..i guess?!

let's hope it wont..

and i'm also trying to reduce my time in front of the laptop and use it wisely for tv.

imma full time couch potato since after this...umm, xtau la nk ckp apa. we'll see.

tv mmg ada kt sana but astro for students, i dont think so. (please prove me worng)

i'm worried about me leaving glee..sbb kt internet, it was hard to watch full ep of glee.

and i'm also worried about leaving got to dance uk, dc cupcakes..fashion police..khloe n lamar...and lots more! *omg sharpay at disney*

most of this programme...are hardly be found in internet.

huuuuuuuu...maa, can i bring the astro satellite to uitm please??!

and yahh..another update since i hate answering the same question over n over again..

about the jpa thing...no, didnt get the overseas scholarship

and yes..the local scholarship was being offered to me, and i accepted it lorr.

now..let's agree, no more about jpa after this k?

huuuuu (no one knows how sad i was)

now lets talk about my preparation to uitm..

let see wut i got..

hurghh..and sadly i got none..

i've been preparing nothing all this time..

hari ni bru je abis isi borang..

and yes..u can say wasting time is my new unbearable habits.

and at the same time..i was also burned up with blogger (which i shouldnt)

well, it's about my blog skin..

where has it been?

MISSING LOL!!

cant find it..and good news is, i've removed the skin code from recycle bins.

fuhhh, wow..that's great..

and now i shall stay with this for-school-girl-skin..

yeah i'll find time to fix it, but when i'm in uitm

coz right now..imma enjoy ma time here in home.

and till then..

adiosss..!!

Labels: uitm

❤ "meow meowww" was Posted @12:14 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

11:11 - hmm, i hope it was u

oh..finally i changed the skin

it gives me a brand new spirit..

i'm no longer sicking tired of the old one since i attached myself to this new one..

it's not really nice..but i think it's more mature..coz it's white

it suits for a college girl..it aint too crowded...

oh ya! i think it suits me..

i've no idea why internet seems boring now but i cant help myself not to open it everytime i wake up in the morning..

i'm pissed off with the jpj woman..so i need to watch movies..

and the result is..

i watched tangled - tpi xabis

no string attached..xleh tgk lgi. too much of 18sx.

rio is great too..but i skipped too much

gnomeo and juliette was great..tpi xtgk lgi ending

cun is ok...perfect amount of gedikness..

hikayat merong mahawangsa seems boring..coz i'm not a history freak person..

senjakala baru je abis tgk..and it's ok larrr.

hmm..next on the list is

huuuuuuuuuu..i dont know.

i'll wait for this sunday..

kat star movies ada remember me *robert pattinson omg!*at 10pm

so..it better be great.

at the same time..ape bone ntah at hbo at 9pm..

it was great too..from the trailer.

hmmm..

k till then..byeeeeeeeee!

❤ "11:11 - hmm, i hope it was u" was Posted On: Thursday, May 12, 2011 @11:26 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

useless

DONT U EVER ASK ME ANYTHING ABOUT JPA'S SCHOLARSHIP!

Ya Allah..after all of the sacrifices i've made, i'm not strong enough to confront the news.

watching the news just now...i cant stop crying.

now my dreams are gone..

no more overseas..

and did u know how it feels like having your sister studying overseas while u're not?

it was helllllllllll SUCK!!!

why on earth did u called me for the interview when u only give the scholarships for the 8A+ n above??

why did u gave me such high hopes and in one second, u squeezed my heart..

u stabbed my heart n u made me cry..

i'm just not tough enough for this situation.

so my lovely friends who read this post..

please dont ask me anything about my jpa result...

the notification is already being removed..

it just doesnt make sense..

Labels: jpa

❤ "useless" was Posted On: Friday, May 6, 2011 @8:56 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

wow?!!

public service scholarship (psd) for spm top scorers - the star

yeah..i've read about it.

the cabinet has decided that all students who scored 8A+ and above in spm WILL get the scholarship, either for local or overseas studies.

wow..congrats!

and as for me..with just 3A+, i could only smile n just be grateful with wut i already got.

asasi sc at uitm..not bad eventhough it was my 3rd choice.

overall..it was okay. i'm still glad with the result so far.

but i dont think i've to give up on jpa...

i must pray for some miracles.

and gather myself for the moment of truth this coming monday.

Labels: jpa

❤ "wow?!!" was Posted @4:19 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

heart skips a beat

last week when i was informed that the jpa's result will be released on 6th may..

it puzzled my head and drove me insane.

i was happy n at the same time, sad..

i want to smile but also cry..

i want to remain silent but words keep burst off from my mouth...

they're all nothing less but to turn my life upside down.

so i wait for that day...6th may, the big day.

which is..to be exact, tomorrow.

i keep praying for some miracles eventhough there're tough competitors out there..

my heart races everytime i open jpa's homepage.

and this evening..

it was a total heartbreaker..

there's this news from higher education minister who insisted to stop taking new medic students until 2016.

these eyes are about to cry..but i hold on.

my dreams..my ambition..

what am i supposed to do?

and tonight i opened jpa's page once again..

ohh great..the result was postponed until 9th may.

is this got to do with the news..i dont know.

i forced myself to stay on positive thinking

if i dont take medic..then, wut else should i rely on?

i felt as if i'm just living in an aimless + directionless life.

it hurt..lots.

no one cares more than i do.

and 9th may? why?

i got jpj test in that day which i need to focus on.

and jpa?

ohh please stop whining around mimi..

what an useless act.

it's not that there's any people who'd listen to u.

and when people said i was over-worried about this thing..

i felt like screaming to their ears shouting

"HEY, U KNOW WHAT? IT'S MY FUTURE..NOT YOURS."

my family also said i musnt be over-tensioned with jpj n jpa.

it's not like i can change a thing by doing so.

and i was about to burst into tears...

hell yeah i'm over-tensioned..

this is my FUTURE!

and i'm almost paranoid everytime i think about it.

i must pass the jpj test..i dont want to drive in a hot weather w/o aircond + my driving tutor keep nagging on me

and i must get the jpa's scholarship coz it's wut i'm aiming for in past few years.

at the same time..people always compare me with my sisters..

imagine if...never mind.

no one seems to understand it anyway.

what if..it's nothing from wut i was dreaming it would be?

urmm..goodbye now.

Labels: jpa

❤ "heart skips a beat" was Posted On: Thursday, May 5, 2011 @11:15 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

finally.. it's tuesday

if u ask me my favourite day of the week..

the answer will always be TUESDAY!!

love it..love it..loveee it!

finally..after few days of boringness..

i get a chance to be busy! (or at least i dont have to be boring)

first..glee and jessica simpson's are on tuesday.

then i got kourtney n kim takes new york.

after that..oh my school.

and..sonny with a chance. (not for tuesday only)

klu rjin..tgk shaun the sheep.

wee weeeee..

and after all of this wonderful programmes..i shall be sleeping a smile with me.

and not only that..today is also my last day of puasa nazar.

fuhhh..finally!

and boo yahhh!!!

14 more days of hutang puasa. (sighhhh)

hyay! finally i can press "publish post" button without any guilt.

Labels: tv programmes

❤ "finally.. it's tuesday" was Posted On: Tuesday, May 3, 2011 @6:31 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

hey..god is watching us

people often tell u to be grateful of wut u get eventhough it wasnt as you're planning for.

and as for me..huuu, i rarely be grateful coz i think i deserved more..

and bcoz of that..i gained less.

thank u.

for example..

when i got pimple on my face..i'll be like "damn u uninvited pimple.."

and a few days later..i got more n more pimples on my face.

whoaaa..hell great!

and when there's someone who is under the weather..

i'll be saying "wow..i think my antibodies are running great"

and gotcha! i'll be ill a few days later.

think before u speak? nahh..i rarely did that.

and that's wut i got.

when my friends talked about this and that interview..

i was like "greaaatt..wow i was dumb enough not to apply those interviews and now, i'm losing my chances"

and once again..i'm still unsatisfied with wut i gained.

and when i see someone with an hour-glass body

i'll be saying to mine, " dear body..knape gemok sgt?"

few weeks later..i gained a kilo or two.

wow wow and wow!

so mimi..

god is watching us..

be grateful or else..u're going nowhere..

❤ "hey..god is watching us" was Posted On: Monday, May 2, 2011 @6:29 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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