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18 years and now i know


okay..something's wrong with the title
it's actually ALMOST 18 years..my birthday hasnt arrive yet
but..who cares anyway


okay..for the last 18 years i've been living to

i used to

- not knowing the Prophets stories like seriously,..! i only know the basics about Nabi Muhammad SAW and Nabi Adam

- be somekind of "jakun" when my friends talk about Nabi and Rasul

- really care, i mean REALLY REALLY care about wut others thought about me

- be really afraid to sleep or to go to toilet when it's 3am, ohh creepy

- hate sharing like..A LOT! but now i can share, well not everything

- be so fanatic of pilots..urmm, i just dont know why but sounds gedik right

- be ecstatic everytime i see a handsome guy but now..hmm, boring!

-never sleep alone..and still havent sleep alone

-become insane when there's anything got to do with ribbons, ribbons..and ribbons (thraaaaaa!!)

-not easily break down


but now..HAHAHAHA!
okay but now..nothing seems to change so drastically
but...i'm trying my best to improve myself, to be a better me
huu..what a cliche sentence!

i'm just

-force myself not to be sluggish anymore which arent really succeed yet

-update my acknowledgement about our Prophets so that i wont be like
" what? for real? Nabi mane? logik eyh?"

-hating myself for falling inlove too much with accessories

-hoping i wont be Rebecca Bloomwood in the future

-asking my mama how i can be Bella Swan..
but u know wut? she ignored me! hwaaa..my own mama did that to me!
okay maybe she thought i'm losing my sanity but i'm not!
i REALLY want to be like her, seriously!


- dont really care about people's judgement on me..
i mean,duuhh..most people say i look so arrogant, weird,boring and bla3!
okay..that sounds a bit like me, or so like me
but i only act like that to strangers..umm, i think

- being so addicted to eggs. omg, i just realised how yummy it is and it adds my kilos!
so, thanks A LOT!

- got a bun maker..but hwaaa, cant use them yet since my hair is short and ahh, forget it

- not really dancing in d air when i saw pilots. i think they look arrogant..and that's not cool man!
eh wait..didnt i just declare myself as an arrogant person just now? oh god..fyi i'm not arrogant!
but sometimes i do..i think. and that's absolutely not cool right?


okay..now i'm gettin tired already, and bored too!

but this video kinda elevates my mood coz it tickles my funny bones

okay bye!

❤ "18 years and now i know" was Posted On: Wednesday, February 9, 2011 @8:22 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿


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