✿ a cup of love

showering under the sun

omg2..

they made my world went upside down..

they're the drugs i've been waiting for..

my days are incomplete

my body is hardly moving

my mind would go round n round

i felt helpless n hopeless

i must watch them everyday!

oh god..

i think they're totally conquered my life and mind..

huu..i want to meet them..

eye-to-eye!

god!

i'll die with a big smile on my face if this thing is really going to happen..

ohh..

lets stop about the nonsense..

wait..!it does make sense..

oh whateva, as long as nobody is stealing my husband..

i'll be fine

now

moving the topics..ding ding

lets talk about SUKAN TARA..

even though there's a scandal which turn the day chaos

but wuteva, i dont really care about the scandal coz i was trying to enjoy every second of that day since it'll be my last sukan tara..

no more next year!

so..since it was my last sukan tara..i guessed it was the best i've ever experienced...

first thing in the morning..

no love no more..aerobics time!

conducted by who else than cik Nik..

then..lots of things happened..

but not so many pictures were captured..

and..at 2pm, elvis has left the building and

3pm went to a 2.30pm tuittion class..

huuuuuuuu

what a tiring day

and my legs ache for about 3 or 4 days

so i walked like a 71 years old halmoni..

but everything is paid off since i'll be free from school for a week!!

yeahhh..oh yeahh!!

anyway..

gong xi fa cai!!

sorry if my spelling is incorrect..

❤ "showering under the sun" was Posted On: Thursday, February 11, 2010 @6:31 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

helloo february..

hi all..hows ur day?

mine is suck, as always..

yeah..boring like hell..

huuu..

i dont know why but one thing for sure..

i feel as though i've become lazy n more lazy..

how can i get back to my old self?

huu..

people used to say, moving slowly is better than stood still..

but..my problem is..

i've already tired of being stood still and..i dunno why on earth i'm still not moving even an inche.

huu..

maybe people of my age have started study and focusing on their study 24/7.

while I..still not wake up and open these eyes..

huuuuuuu..

and..i think

maybe this is the perfect time i really need to go to take a tuition class..and the hell life will be starting next week..the first week of feb..

oh god..

can we just skip all those emo stuff..??

start a new happy life..

and continue breathing for kpop..(cn blue!!!)

yeahhh thats the way!

huu..i'm so damn sad that i cant watch any dramas nor movies on the internet anymore..

i mean..it's for the whole year!

huuuuuuuu...

but thats okeih..i'll search for the dvd's if i'm too despreate...

❤ "helloo february.." was Posted On: Saturday, January 30, 2010 @2:47 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

the pain

it could take me hours to tell people what i have in this heart

this inexpressable words, i finally decided to let it out

i dunno how to convert them into words..but i'll try

as a normal teenager, i always have problems

everyday i woke up..asking myself

"why am i still alive?"

the world seems to be dull

my world is blank

everything i do, i'm not doing it with all my heart

the boring routine..ohh how i'm tired of it!

yesterdays' happiness..i can see their farewell..

if i'm design to be happy, where is my happiness?

i want to changed myself..

but i'm dunno where to start, and afraid if i cant stop once i start.

ohh..never mind.

i guess i'm still not ready to expressed my feeling...

❤ "the pain" was Posted On: Friday, January 22, 2010 @5:05 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

sorry..i cant endure

it's been a while since i had quit blogging..

well..it's not really quit but i keep telling myself to tahan!!

control myself..

reduce the enjoyment time..

and focus on study..

huhu..isnt that sounds boring?

yeah..life IS boring

okay..back to the reason why i'm blogging today..

well..this is how the story goes..

i saw lin's file on monday..

which is super duper cute n perfect..

maaa..i want it too!

it's enakei's file!

i've been dreaming of having it

and now..since i knew that it really exist..

so i told myself,

even if the sky is falling down,

i must get that file.

so..i haru-haru my mom almost everyday..

then..today when mom fetch me from school..

she saidshe's going to pay the maxis bills at kbmall

and..

for one second, i'm like the happiest person on earth..

yayy!!

so at the moment we reach there..i rushed to popular..

searching for the leng lui file.

and..found it!!

horrayyyy!!!

so i grabbed n grabbed few files..

then, my sis came to me and asked me..

"weih, nk beli brapo?"

"nk beli smpai abis"

"ha?? mimi gilo ko?"

"ahh..xpo"

so..

with rm20 in my hands, for sure i've to leave some of them!

and..i dont want to do so..

then..my angel came!!

asking me whether the money she gave me just now is enough or not..

hehe..

since my mom is on her good mood, she gave me rm50.

so..i went to the counters..

but then, i found another cute things!!

pocketbooks..

omg!omg!

they're so kwiyeoun!!

so i called my mom..

asked her to choose one for me..

she said all are cute..so i grabbed three of them.

and..thats all from me!!
hey if u adore this file and want it too..
sorry,i'm not sure whether there's still one at popular coz i guessed i had bought it all..
5 of them..
well...it's only limited lorh..
huhu..

❤ "sorry..i cant endure" was Posted On: Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @6:25 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Last post

Goodbye..
I love u so much and now it’s time for me to let u go.
You’ve cherish every moment of mine .
You make my everyday counted.
Thanks for the best memory..

thanks for the best time.
Thanks for everything.
Farewell..i love u!
Hey guys..i feel like crying at this moment.
Hwaa…it’s not that I’m gonna delete my blog..
Haha..there’s no way I’ll do it.
It’s just..i’m so sad since this shall be my last post for the holiday

since it’ll end up today.
Hwaa…in a blink of an eye, the holiday is going to say bye..
It felt like the holiday just started yesterday..and gonna end today.

and tomorrow, the hell will be started.
Huuuuuuuuu…
I just came back from langkawi, my last vacation for 2009.

Tomorrow I’ll be going to the 1st day of school.
Oh god. Lets just put aside those emo stuff..
Humm..since I’ve finished editing some pics of langkawi..

so maybe it’s time to tell yah bout it..

Trip to langkawi is the best moment of the holiday..thats all I can say.
It was a great ending of holiday.
Well..reaching there after one year and a half left it, make me feel so…pleasant.
Yeah, I cant think of any words since I didn’t finished my homework. Hwaaa…maybe I’ll die tomorrow.
Ok..lets back to the trip.
so..we took the ferry at kuala perlis since it's much better than the one at kuala kedah..

while waiting the clock to reach 2pm..

we spend the time by visiting Taman Ular at Perlis.

owhh..it was a big nightmare.

the snakes are still haunting me in my sleep.

god..how i hate snake.

now..back to langkawi..

Well..it was so fun even though we didn’t have much time to take the cable car.
Huuuu..maybe next year lah.
And..the best part is

we shopped till drop.. idaman suri, haji ismail..owh u name it.
Swim till our face became hitam legam mcm pantat kuali.
Also..the most important, cuci mate tgk tourist nsem nk mampus!

ok..back to the next part

we went to Mahsuri.

bought dozens of sea cucumbers oil.

then..headed to underwater world.
passed by the pantai cenang..

but not stopped by this time since it was too hot at there but
more merrier than last year.

so many hot tourist..

oohh..did i mention that i've met some korean tourist?

oh yes i did, but they're just the typical look of korean..

u got me?

INSIDE THE UNDERWATER WORLD.

ok.. so what's wrong with the bag?

they're cute rite?
i'm inlove with the bags but since they can be found anywhere in langkawi, so i dont bought it.

and now..i regret!!

ohh..what a silly me!!

i should said "yes" when mom asked me!

huh..bodoh btoll!!

okay..lets stop the bodoh stuff..

back to the sad part..
we went to the cable car.

it has the longest pedestrian bridge in d world between the two stations if i'm not mistaken...

i've heard that once..but dunno where.

so..

since there's a big crowd there, and we had to catch up the 7pm ferry..

so i think it means theres no chance to ride the cable car..huhu

we can only shopping at the oriental village..

and i witnessed an american who speaks mandarin, which is very cute.

Umm..i think that’s all from me..
daaa…

Labels: vacation

❤ "Last post" was Posted On: Saturday, January 2, 2010 @7:55 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

farewell 2009

For last year's words belong to last year's language

And next year's words await another voice.

And to make an end is to make a beginning.

~T.S. Eliot, "Little Gidding"

We will open the book.

Its pages are blank.

We are going to put words on them ourselves.

The book is called Opportunity and

its first chapter is New Year's Day.

~Edith Lovejoy Pierce

2010
New year..new me..new joy n new spirit!
Hi guys..i’m writing a post about the new year.
Yeah..seriously,no kidding.
umm , it’s 27th dec and why on earth am I posting it too early..cant wait until the midnight of 31st dec?
Well yeah..i cant help myself waiting for that 4days more since I’m going to Langkawi tomorrow! yeah yeah!
So..bye2 klatan, hello Langkawi for new year celebration!
Moh kite rmai2 serbu Langkawi, bior tenggelam!
Don’t worry, I’m not escaping from the school which will be opened on 3rd jan bcoz I’ll be back on 1st jan.
Haha..
ok..back to 2010.
Woahh….what a scary year .
Well..firstly, I’ll be facing death aka spm exam.
And secondly..i’ll be one year older..hwaaaa
But surprisingly I’m kinda cant wait to end up 2010 coz it’ll be the last year for me to be called a school girl…
2011..wait for me!! I’ll be 18 on that year n turned into an independent girlll!!!
God I just cant wait!
So..what will be my new year resolution for 2010?
As u all already knew..of course I’m aiming for straight A’s…
And..seriously!
No more burning midnight oil..
Owhh.. i have to study for the whole year!
I mean..i’ve never done that before!
God..it’ll be crazy and I’ll turned insane!
Ok..next wishes??
Umm..nope.
And..that’s all!
I dont want much,

I just want everything

Thought that I could,

do almost anything

One step in front of the other

Thought that I could do it alone
Umm..ok
I think that’s all from me…
As our world grows older..
I’d like to wish all people..
Happy new year.
Make sure u have

new joys..

new hopes..

and..most important is to have

new beginnings..
I’m wishing each new days for you will bring

happiness, prosperity and continued success.
Please don’t get angry bcause

in every minute you get angry, u’ll lost 60 seconds of happiness.
Haha…my words are nice rite?
Hell yeah coz i stole it from internet!!
Muahahaha

p/s
2010..
Then, another 2 years will be the end of the world?!
Is it? Hwaaa..please don’t!
Its to early to say goodbye. I want to go to US first..n then get my job..after that, tied a knot.
Ohh..am I still got a chance to fulfill my dream?
Hwaaa..

❤ "farewell 2009" was Posted On: Sunday, December 27, 2009 @8:59 PM | 8 lovely comments ✿

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