Dear mr goggle..
How do i get my freakin ass glued on the chair n my eyeballs focused on the notes
And my brain absorbs like a sponge
And my mouth stop chewing foods
And my stomach  be a bit kempis coz im afraid i might look like a pregnant woman in my bju raya.
And my heart stop acting like it bruises coz it dont
Or even if it does...im soooo dont care


And me...above all
Me realising that finals are just a few days ahead of me
And get my freakin body study like the freakin medical students should have study
Ahhhhh...why so malas
Herghhhhhh

Slept at 11am this morning after a 1hour class
Woke up at 5 with my hair turning into afro..almost
Got 5missed calls in my phone coz i was totally deaf during my sleep

Been eating a lot coz it was that time of the month
Am eating now
And will continue to eat until theres nothing to eat

Been alone in my room since my roomate balek
Wont be sleeping coz my eyes are wide open
Totally clueless of wut i should be doing

Tired of staring at those notes..i repeat, STARING!!
oh God...mimi please la rajin.
Uhhhhuuuuuuuuuu......

My gedik stomach is screaming for kfc at this hour..
Yeahh 4.40am
Gedik gilaaa
Tunggu esok je lahhh wahai perut buncit!

So yeah..
What an excellent day i have
Herghh

Go.study.now.u.have.zillion.of.things.to memorize.
Ermm ok maybe that was a bit exaggerated?
Urgghhh whatevvvv...

I really need to focus..
Seriously neeeeeeddd to focus.
Woke up at 4pm today n it s almost 6 now
And i....havent touch anything yet.
Shit.

Piles n piles of lecture notes waiting to be digested.
And here i am...having a bad romance with my bed..the internet...foods and what not

1st step first...
Shut down the laptop...
Stay away from tablet
Open your h&l file
And get your freakin self STARTTTT
Just.do.it!!

Memang...memang..memang and memang..

Mentang2 la i dnt have instagram account ...my housemates suka suki upload gmbr aku yg plg hodoh dan buruk dan memang menjatuhkn saham..
God.....cekik cekik cekikkkkk..
Uhuuuuuuu...
Nasib laa u chooe to become invisible.
Uuhhhhhh

I'm bored...like superrrrrr bored since my housemates went to the pulic speaking class n i dont...coz im just too lazy.
Been extremely lazy right now.

Called ma but she's a bit busy xsempat nk membebel my boring life for today.
Wani pon busy
Kaklong pon mcm tgh busy..
So i guess i'll just talk to u lah.

today was the last bel class...the last one, ever.
There ll be no more bel after this, Alhamdulillah.
Means no more sleeping in class so kurang la sikit dosa kt situ...heee
Pastu hari ni ade presentation for bel.and congrats mimi for not humiliating yourself..yay!!
Kesian cermin kena mngadap my face sbb 1st presentation hritu was like tahik kucing.


And i was a bit down for last week since my respiratory result came out
It was quite bad..tapi nasib baik lulus coz i was expecting me being a failure n i wonder what my reaction would be sbb jawab test haritu mmg jasad je kt situ..roh dh smpai kota bharu tgh mkn nasik belauk.
So dpt C pon bersyukur lah though i could cry if i want to.
But i dont...which is why last week emo terlebih sikit.

And harini pulak keluar result git which is Alhamdulillah..
Although respiratory punya result dh mencacatkan cita2 utk score straight a's in all the 6 tests tpi bersyukur je lahh...
2 more test results shall keluar in future n harap2 they ll worth it lahh.


And final will come n visit me soon
My friends have started revising tpi me...being the last minute person mmg agak pemalas skrg ye.
But...but....fairygod mother please sprinkle some hardworking dust on me coz i desperately need them now.

K chiowwww

My current ambition is to be the old me.
I have to get my old me back..

I want to go to  d class without ironing my baju kurung
I want to eat...drink..laugh and look ugly and dont give a damn care
I want to make noise and not feeling any guilt for doing it.
I want to ignore that boys are BOYS...and treat them like girls
I want the old days backkkk..

i dont want to fall for anyone
I want to keep my feelings away n focus on what im doing now
I want to be my own MAN OF STEEL..


But u...with your messy hair and cute face
And your cute voice
And everything cute that u carry with u..
U re not helping at all.
U re making it worse
Which i hate...and love at the same time.
Crazyyyy.

Luckily the pbl session will end soon
Luckily they will rearrange the class for our 2nd year.
Luckily u look scared to break the ice
Luckily im still sane

So now..
Buckle up...and be mean to your feelings mimi.
I know that feeling that re left untold is the worse thing ever but
The world doesnt stop if u re broken hearted
The clock will continue ticking and finals will be nearer n nearer n nearehhhh
If he s for u..he ll come back when the time is right
If he s not for u...maybe God doesnt want u to go for the wrong man.
He has planned it all and all u have to do is to be excited for wut will come next.

Xoxo..please prepare for the final.

Saturday is afterall...my sinful day.
Goodnight..

Just came back from a date with my family...and felt really gooodddd.
Although it was only for 2hours but i dont mind...as long as i get to be with them

And this is all bcause i got a test tomorrow n havent prepared for it yet..
Huuu..

And the previous test's result came out today.
It wasnt that good but as long as i passed..i 'm so bersyukur coz i thought i would fail.

Huuu...ok
Time to work harderrr..
Mood rajin...come2.

Been fooling around too much
Been thinking of things i shoulnt
Been worrying a bunch of craps
Been sleeping more than studying
Been eating too much.
Been having a crush that cost nothing but a waste.

Now...i really need to change.
Really really reallyyyyyy need to change.

BUAT OUTLINE BEL LAGI STRESSS DARI BLAJA MEDIKKK tahu takkk
Oh man.....
Totally clueless of what im supposed to write..
Therefore the only solution is plagiarism.

Sorry madam...i'm just so bad at writting formal things..
No wait....
I'm so bad at anything related to english..
Uhhuuuhhhhhh...why larrr bellllllll!!!!

Dear monday..

I shouldnt go to ece's class at the 1st place
And i shouldnt scream out when they showed my video in front of everyone.
That freaking nightmare video.
And yes...in that freakin giantt lecture halll...with everyone's eyes on the screen
And i sat on the front sit..all alone...
It felt nothing but a bombastic embarassment.

Aaaa....im just so sooo soo gooodddd at embarassing myself.

My life...my life..
Im death today.

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