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i want friday everyday.

dear blog,

if u ask me what's my favourite day of the week...there would be no any other answers than FRIDAY.

not even saturday n sunday can beat it, believe me.

love it for the fact that i have more time with my bed during this particular day.

i even bring my little toy to titas's class which i sleep on it coz it's so comfy..

yeah, it's thatttt bad.

so...since it's friday today and i'm not feeling like reading any medical notes or what so ever..

i've decided to get myself pampered and write nonsense thing.

so here it goes.

i 'm not really someone who worried too much of being single...

phone's not ringing or beeping every 5 minutes...

or someone to say good morning or good night sayang the 1st and the last thing in my day

i'm not worried, before.

until....idk, kinda think that i'm worried a bit or too much about it lately.

and it all started since most of my housemates has already found their other half (or so they thought)

tapi entahlaaa..

sometimes i feel like i want one..

sometimes i feel like i dont.

and sometimes i dont know what i want
crazyyy

and friends said that maybe i should stop rejecting and start accepting.

coz at the end of the day..being alone is the last thing i want to do.

but i....i feel like i 'm afford to choose.

i 'm afford to reject anyone i want..

afford to have a crush n let my heart bruises coz i'm such a chicken shit.

n at the end of the day..when guys stopped trying to win my heart,

i felt regret, a bit.

but once again...entahlaa

sometimes i found myself running from what i want.

letting the precious chance to be wasted and not make full use of it.

it's not that i want to..

but it's like something i cant afford to run from.

paham x.

naddy told me to stop being invisible and start socializing

maybe creating a twitter or instagram account would be a good start but...
entah..

i dont feel like it's me tahu tak.

my blog is where i'm comfortable with..
though it's quite invisible but somehow that's why i love it.

plus i cant imagine myself camwhoring on my own like what most people do today.
post it in instagram n waiting for people to like it..or whatever they're doing..

(well yeah i used to do it during highschool days but that was like 3-4 years ago whatttt)

rase geli gilaaa kot tgk org camwhoring sorg2 i could throw up with every content of my stomach.

oh God..

but after reading nina's entry which somehow had inspired me (ahaaks)

i realised a thing...

why would i want to change myself and be like everyone around me.

i've been on my own for 20 years and it didnt hurt at all.

so now i just want to open a new page and start with a new pen..

make myself feel comfortable with my life..

and fall inlove with myself before fall inlove with others.
and simply enjoy every single thing around me.
and....ahh penattt.

fuuhhhh...letihhh jgk tulis pjg2 ni.
and laparrrr

so now..

bye...
it's movie time n masa manjakan perut...

yayyy...THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAYYYYY!!!

❤ "i want friday everyday." was Posted On: Friday, June 7, 2013 @11:12 PM | 2 lovely comments ✿

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