a zombie day
my eyeballs could burst out.my head went upside down
i could scream out loud,spill out my lungs.
the neurons in my brain work like crazy
i just dont want to experience it again..
last night was like a hell..
luckily i didnt sleep during the test coz that was the thing that worried me the most.
really hope that the midnight oil would be worth it.
now i just want to breathe...
just want to laugh for no reasons at all
and be crazy with the people around me.


yeahh it was a tough day today..
so please excuse me...this zombie is going to bed early tonight.
a loser like me
Dear body..why are u being so lazy for the past few days?
Why hahhhh??
Dear housemates..
Kenapa korang rajin sgt baca titas hahhhh
Or..
Kenapa aku malassssss sgt baca titas hahhhh?
Dear brain,
Please be nice to me..
Make sure u understand n memorize as much as u can
Dear stomach...
Why are u hungry all the time..
I know diet is never in my list though im fat tapiiiii...dah2 la tu mkn 24hours
Dear self..
Stop facebooking, blogging, pinteresting or wuteva shit that ure doing rite now
Tolongggg la baca buku..
Eeeee geram aku
i am my own hero
Aaaaaaaaa...Mimi tolong la rajin studyyyy
Hawait malaih sgt niiii
Main je 24hours while your housemates rajin gila nk mampus mcm esok dh nk final
Eeee..test is very very near babe..final ponnn
Dahla resp. module haritu hancur lebur say goodbye to A or maybe even B
And mintak2 xfail.
And now for git...
Uhhuuuhh..please dont ruin it babe.
Mimi go study nowww...i said nowww!!!
Turn off evrthing!
Ahh ahhh...
Man i am super duper lazy i could kill myself
Today has been a very unproductive day so far..
GO change it girl..it s never too late
melatonin where are u
Dear weekend,
This is how i spend my wesak day
Slept at 4am or 5...not sure but one thing for sure..
Im in the middle of my sleeping disorder right now
Seksa tahu takk
Then woke up at 8...
Took a bath bla3...gettin ready
9.40..took the cab
11...merayau2 kt mid and the gardens with my housemates..
Met my lecturer n his beautiful wife there...but i didnt smile at him sbb tgh serabai nk mampus time tu.
Remember i told u my hormone is currently imbalance, so yeah..that sorta explains evrthing
Then we makan2 at zen shushi..and the food was nice
But the chef isnt handsome..so, ermmm...
Hilang sikit kredit di situ
Then we jalan2 again...which supposed to be a window shopping but turned out not as planned
U see...i really..really really hate myself when it comes to shopping
It s like..masuk hantu..pastu xleh nk kawal diri
Pastu bila balik bilik...regret.
Yeah...mcm mintak penampar pon ade.
Tapi lantaklahh..benda dh jadik.
So..now here i am
Struggling to close my eyes again..
which leads me to membebel in my blog since most of my housemates are having their sweet dreams.
Huhhh
Picture taken not using my camera...sbb tuu kualiti kureng..
Ok ni ayat mintak penamparrrr sangattt...
that kid inside of me.
dear blog...i miss marie so badly...
nk cubit pipi dia...
bully her...
make her scream like crazy...
hell yeah..as if i could.
righttt...the main point for today is...
i miss maaa.
it's her birthday yesterday..and syahir's too.
and when i spoke to her...
it's like...the world stops.
and the only thing that i would want to listen is her voice.
darn it!
mimi growwww up!
and did u know that during today's lecture we got to watch this video called "monster inside me"
which is one of my favourite tv show while at home since i spend my time watching it with abah
and little did i realised that my heart was crying while watching that videos coz all it did was just reminding me of how sweet it was being at home and spend the time with our love ones.
oh man...this thing has to stop.
why am i being homesick like crazy...seriously!!
urgh whatever..night.
malam masih muda..
lecture anatomy still havent been covered.
esok kena hentam bru padan muka.
ciss
the truth is
Dear tuesday...At this moment, im just
Too tired to talk
Too lazy to dress up nicely
Too arrogant to smile
Too hard to laugh
Too lonely that i miss home like crazy
Too young to give up
Too shy to admit
Too freaking lazy to entertain people
I just dont care anymore
My life is a mess right now.
Thank u hormone imbalance.
The more i tried to ignore u...the stronger my feelings are.
The more i tell myself that u re nt cute..the cuter u are every single days
Damn it
because im just so good at humiliating myself
Today was the recording day for ece class.And me...being the unluckiest girl in the class was chosen to do the recording
And as usual....i was so gooooodddddd at embarassing myself.
Dont know where else to put this face
I mean...maaaaa i dnt wanna be here today
Gaaahhh...
It will soon be 9th of may in few more minutes.
Cpt lah dtg waahai khamis
I just want to start a new dayyyy
And dear heart..,
Please be strong.
I know it's quite hard but u can do ittttt!!!
Just ignore him boleh takkkk...
2kg heavier, one tooth less
Huuurmm...Here i am..on my bed
Not at home but sg buloh.
What am i doing hereeeee?
Adoiii..cuti pon satu..skejap sgt
I miss home already.