dont tell me to grow up!!
it'll happen naturally one day..so dont u worry
i know i just turned 18..but it doesnt mean i'm a big girl now

i'm still a full-time child that find it difficult to live on my own
i lost control of myself so easily...
i can get influenced by people in a glimpse
and i can jump for joy each time i get my fav food
the worst thing is..i just cant control my shopping needs everytime i'm out

andi'm still an outsider to men..
i know i act immaturely everytime i miss home..
i'm tough in front of my family, and became vulnerable without them
and sometimes..i easily get mad over things i shouldnt care..wut an idiot!

i get emo when my food stocks are out..and to make it worse, the mart has already called it a day!
this had happened for several times especially during ramadhan.
my snacks were out..my drinks were all finished..i got no bread left and i cant study coz my chocolates were all gone.
so i went to restock all the stuff..but damn it..the shop has already closed.

huuuu...there'll be more challenge waiting ahead of me.
i know people can change in just a day..but it takes me years n years to migrate myself.

i'll be strong..i'll be tough

so dont u give up upon me

i'm tired of pretending to focus on study while my mind is at home already.

i've already thought of things to be packed.

i'm ready to play mercun n bunga api!

i want to perform my tarawih at masjid bukit marak!

my stomach is screaming for kelantan's delight.

i'm craving for my mom's food.

i want to watch my sister baking cakes..making cookies.

i want....i need my family with me!

and this...was taken during last year's hari raya.

mama...i miss u!!!