jpa interview
first i went to school to get my dr muda certificate.
huuuu
then..i went to photocopy it.
and..yuhuuu, it was 8.16am already
it is possible to reach usm in 4 minutes?
definitely no. well, unless somekind of superman came to save me.
but in reality...i've to stop dreaming
so..i reached there about 8.30am, went straight to dewan tutorial.
huu..and there were so many AWESOME people n GENIUSES there.
who am i to be compared to them?
waaaa...
and 5 minutes after registering,
i was under panel number 3
my name was called and we're told to queue up according to our numbers
luckily all of my group members are strangers to me...
so it's quite easy for me to keep trying to be outstanding.
there are 5 of us altogether..and we speak to each other first so that it wouldnt be awkward
during the interview.
mine was the 3rd one..fuhh legoo!!
and when we enter the interview room..as usual,
u have to greet n smile to the interviewers.
and i smiled n tried to show off my dimple...which is really gedik!
one of them smiled back..two of them didnt.
ok fine! focus..!
then we're asked to introduce ourselves in malay.
i screwed up coz i've been practising in english.
i think mine is the simplest one..
i told them some about my family, my academic performance, my co-cu, bla bla bla..
and there's this guy..who always receive pengiktirafan from pengetua for his academic perfomance.
he's the president of this and that..
opps..i think i drop something , my jaw!!
what the???i mean..dude!! are u a human or somekind of vampire??
something like the cullens?
huuu..apa kena mengena dgn the cullens?
but it was a wake up call for me.
i musnt go easy with this interview thing.
i have to be outstanding or else zzzrrkkk!!
so i tried and tried and tried harder to throw some awesome ideas which is xberapa nk awesome
sbb ntahlaa..
and here's the question they asked me..which are all in english
1) ur opinion on reality show. is it good or bad?
2) why did u choose to become a doctor?
3) what are the qualities to become a doctor?
4) what if u're send to study locally instead of going abroad?
5) is it u or your parents who decide your future?
6) why do u think u're qualified to become a doctor?
7) being a doctor..u actually taking risks. what if u failed?
8) why u choose to study abroad?
9) your academic performance is great but..when u study medicine, it's not always great. u could get F or LF( lower F) what would be ur reaction?
some of them speaks like mat saleh..
hwaaaa..competitive gilooo!!
but thank god the questions are no longer in malay..coz i only practised in english
and i think there's more..
i just dont remember them all..
luckily the interviewers arent really smashing us with their questions.
but..they seemed unsatisfied when i answered i dont really prefer to study locally.
it limits my perspective towards the world.
well..i dont mean it but, i just want to study abroad like..INSANELY!!
and local university arent bad..it's really good
but..overseas is what i'm aiming for
get it? so wut choices do i have?
meowww..i just want to vanish this memories
scaryyy..!!
and now..i'm just waiting for the best
hopefully it wont ruined my life plan.
huu..and the current news is
i just got rejected by petronas for international scholarship.
huuu...huuuu...huuuu
it was huuuu..
so frustrated.
if only i work harder and get a+ for my physics and chemistry.
if only i got the power to turn back the time
tapi nk nyesal dah xde guna.
redha je laa.
mama n abah..sorry for hurting u.
u guys said "it's fine"
but please acting as if it was fine coz i know it's not.
huuu...
Labels: interview, jpa, petronas, rejection
2 in 1
for this entry..i'll try combining 2days of my life in one entry..
sounds boring right, i know!
so yesterday..
a bundle of nerves hit me..
having a thought that i got less than 24hours for the interview, i almost fainted.
i read a lot (huu..angkat bakul) but, it's really hard to memorize them all.
then..at the evening, the counselor called me to inform about the dr muda certificate.
she then asked me some question like..
why do u take medic?
what'll u wear?
which country would u choose?
and for the last question..which country do i prefer, i told her new zealand.
then she asked me why..i said "because of the safeness.." i stopped.
she said "yup..the safetiness there is guaranteed"
what the ...?? mimi??!!
safeness? is there such words??? malu gilosss!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaa..
ok goggle goggle~~
omg!! i'm 18 and now i know! there is such words!
muahahaa..idiot!
but thank god "safeness" does exists or else..
i dont know how am i able to face her ever again.
but i wondered..is there such words as safetiness?
hmm..hopefully there is.
ok enough with that..last night i sleep at 10pm.
huu..awai gilo kot!
and bgun pukul 4pagi..feeling so energetic.
i was pacing back n forth..arranging some words.
my hands are shaking..
my eyes are wide opened..
and masjid xngaji quran pon lagi..
so i sleep again until the clock struck 6.30am
ding! to be continued..
talk talk talk
the interview is tomollow..wow, ok die!my preparation? hurmmm...waa! still not enough
i dont practice all the time, and now i'm running out of time.
my confidence level??
well if they can do it..so can i!
huu..bajet cool padahal hmm...xyah ckp, wat malu je.
fluency in speaking?
nahh..dont want to talk about it! i'm super nervoussss...
plus..i'm not a good orator
mimi...just talk talk talk
and smile smile smile!!
cheesseeeeey wedges!
Labels: jpa
what was she thinking?
huuu..i know i've to study by now.
i know i aint suppose to talk behind other's back at this time.
i know i've to be a good girl in order for me to achive wut i've been dreaming of.
but...!! this is an emergencyyyyy!!!
umm..can we just put those things aside for just...10 minutes.
i promise..it wont take long.
i'll be an evil girl for just 10 minutes and then, i promise..i'll transform into a good girl again.
wakkaka..gedik.
well..since there's no one for me to share this HOT gossip at this moment,
i know i can count on u, my blog.
so here's the thing..i went to my facebook.
new updates of my friend...pictures uploaded.
i run through all the pictures..scrutinizing them one by one
what the..???!!!
dressing up like that??
put on a lot of make up as heavy as that??
damn! she's greyish already!
huuu..poor her!
i wish there'll be somebody whispering to her like,
"hey girl, u should remove some of the makeup..."
but luckily.. i think there's none who took action..
and well done..she has embarrassed herself with flying colours!
but i wont be uploading any of the pictures coz i know..i'm not that evil
ok..6 minutes has flew, i got 4 more minutes
wut to write about?
hmm..ok nothing.
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.
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back to normal girl. fuhhhhhhhhhhh!
byeee~~
farah get well soon!
i cant wait to tell u even more!!
superman, where are u??
uhhuuu...
takut takutt takutttttttttt........
my jpa interview is on this tuesday
so..there's 3 more days?
waaaaaaaaaaa...tidakk!!
how am i supposed to prepare in that short period of time?
and wut am i supposed to prepare?
huuu...and my sister is so busy lately and that she's rarely online now
so..i dont have a chance to ask her everything
waaa...!! abislaa!
chill mimi!! relaxx..!!
breathe in breathe out!! (while dancing)
huuuua..ok i'm fine now.
everyone keep telling me to be confident..and install all the current issues into my head
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's so easy to throw words than to get it done
this is wayyy frightening compared to spm exam.
believe me..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!!
anyone would volunteered to be my superman?
pleasee...anyone??
hmm no? no one?
better go study!!
i guessed i shall be a superman for myself then.
huuuuuuuuuuu
friiiday
heee..all i want to do right now is just to ENJOY my life.
i'm no longer get online so often and get bored with it.
i just spend 3hours a day for internet...
and the rest is by watching tv..daydreaming..eating...umm ya!
as simple as that! and i'm lovin it!
so last night..i was watching plain jane
and thank God..the girl is quite pretty!
i only watch the programme when the plain jane is pretty..
everyone did the same right?
so..back to the plain jane.
she looks pretty without makeup..
for me, everyone looks the best without makeup, or at least with natural makeup.
but when she got her heavy makeup done..
huuu, she looked years older but louise kept convincing how pretty she is after the makeover.
come on! i'm sure her boyfriend loves her without the makeup..
i'm not saying that i hate makeup..
i do enjoy watching michelle pan's videos in youtube..
but overdone makeup is..boooo!!!
it adds ages to your face and makes u look so plastic
ok..enough with the makeup stuff
who am i to talk about that such topic..
but the bottom line is..huu, i hate seeing a woman puts on heavy makeups.
even for the bride! it doesnt add sparks to her face..but makes her much worse.
natural make up works the best in everybody.
but as for me..nahh!
i'm just too lazy for it..
humm..ok that's all for today, dear blog.
thraaaaaaaa!!
actually..i got zero ideas bout utwhat to blog.
so i just post a silly entry..
Labels: girls stuff
it hurts..
this morning, my driving tutor said...
"mimi ni brapo kali doh ajar, bkpo xreti2 lagi?"
huuu..and it hurts A LOT!
so i pushed myself to the max!
i know i can do it! if all my peers can do it..so can i!
i just cant stand people underestimate myself..
i was insanely mad at myself for being a total idiotic when it comes to driving.
but i must prove them wrong!
it just need a lil bit of focus and belief towards myself
and thank God..it works.
it wasnt a top notch..but it's still something i can be proud of
i just need to push myself more..!!
and stop fooling around
hihi..yay!!
i dont have to wake up early anymore..!!
then, wasting time doing nothing at kotaraya
and..get annoyed with some of the girls
hiiiiiii..but it wont last longer.
someday..i'll be there again.
hurghh...
Labels: driving academy
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
