forgive me..
for complaining several times during this posting of ophthalmology..
without putting extra efforts to seek for the knowledge..
without providing a lil space in my heart for it to stay, for me to love it..
i was so used of being comfortable in my comfort zone,
i just gotta get out of there and break my walls
it's not easy..but it's worth the pain

yes i took me about a week to get back on the right tract but hey..better late than never right?
having to examine the eyes every single day...
having to draw the picture of it in the class and make mistakes several times..
having to join the clinic and listen to the pathological conditions the patients experienced
having to see the blind people
having to know their life..and their limitations and their spirits
eventually i spare a space in my heart for it..
i'm sorry, it may not be so spacious,..but we'll work on it, just gimme some more time.

this life...has taught me a lot about being grateful.
i frequently forget how to appreciate the most valuable gift in life, the body.
i'm sorry for the junk foods i used to take without thinking of their long term effects of the GI
i'm sorry for the sedentary lifestyle which is bad for the heart and the overall well being
i'm sorry for the inadequate fluid consumptions which isnt good for the kidneys
i'm sorry for the eyes for having to stare at the phone..the computers and the books without taking a break in between
i'm sorry for the inadequate sleeping time and not providing sufficient time for it to regenerate
all in all.i'm sorry for being such an ignorant..
i promise u a better quality of life after this..
and i couldnt be more grateful for this wakeup call

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