this is life
Dear u..I thought u were real
I thought u're the one
I feel it
I think about it hundreds of times
And the answer is still the same
It havent changed
Thus..i too, didnt changed.
My thoughts..my instincts..they told me it was u, all the time.
So i was strong for a while
And never did i knew i could be this wrong
But things were not as i thought it is
And i didnt blamed u for it
And i didnt blamed myself either
I know i'm powerless
And u too..but its fine
Somehow i feel okay..i feel fine
Theres nothing i can change
I'm a big girl now
I have big responsibilities
I'll be fine
Maybe not today..but one day i will inshaAllah
Nevertheless..
I wish for happiness to u and what u chose
I wish u never regret it
And i'm sorry for whatever i do
After all i'm only a human
The imperfect one
And now..
U're my history
But never did i regret of knowing u
Once again..i wish u're happy with your choice
Dont make it wrong this time around.