what to do
it's when u're not confident with yourself
it's when u feel that everyone around you are doubting your abilities
it's when u've to make your own decision that will change your whole life
it's when u've to plan for the future
it's when u start to think about your career
it's when u've to choose the best
it's when u start to feel nervous of what might come next
it's when u're hesitate of saying yes..but at the same time u dont want to say no
it's when u're one step closer to what u're dreaming for
it's when u feel like u want to become a kid again
it's when u need someone to tell u what to do
it's when u feel like u're alone and no one would understand what u feel
it's when u have a lot of things of tell the people but u keep it in your stomach..oh shit!
it's when u find yourself unable to speak in public
and yeah...that's what i feel now