✿ a cup of love

of what i did

Dear siblings,

I can be your bestfriend, your clown, your motivator, your pillow,
your perfect kind of sister (ohok) but u know what...?
Blerghh...
Keep on dreaming...!
I prefer to be the one who annoys u 24/7..the one who bullies u all the time..
The same one who's gonna disturb u while u're having a deep sleep
U know why?
Coz it's FUNFUNFUNFUN!!
and u'll go MADMADMADMAD at me....still, it's a fun game for me :p
Well they said u can be anything u want if u want it badly enough..
so yeahhh...a bully it is!! Kaitan sangatttttttt pfttt =='

Ok enough of being crazy..
Sbnrnya td tgk cite the quartet..
A story of retired musicians living under one roof...
All the actors are elderly...not handsome, not pretty anymore..
Wrinkles here and there...
But it's crazy how i was glued in front of the tv, siap record lgi that movie just in case if i wanna re-watch it in the midnight....(and yeah i did)
Veteran gilaaaaaa tgk movie like that with the sopranos and what not.
Maybe i'm in the middle of aging crisis, who knowssss..

And yeah..since it's already wednesday (how time really flies!)
And i have totally forgotten all the notes i've brought home with me, jyeahh..
Studying at home u said? Bullsheeeettt..
I did nothing except for going out buying some cute yet gigantic paper clips for my notes tpi xde semangat lgsg for studying...
Excellent mimi...just, excellent!
Tpi at least ade effort jugak laa utk motivate diri sndiri and did something to boost up myself by the time i become a zombie in sg buloh..
So... what i did was i copied some hadiths n quotes and motivational poems, wrote them down and wallahhhh...a book of quotes it is!

So yeah...2.50am
Should sleep now.

❤ "of what i did" was Posted On: Wednesday, March 19, 2014 @2:51 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

and it's alrdy thursdayyy...

When i woke up this morning, i was determined of what i'm gonna do during my break..

Painting and drawing and sketching and....

Anything related to pen, ink and blank papers are all i can think of.

So i told myself...thats it!

I wanna be an artist...

It all started when i accompanied my sister the other day to this art shop nearby tesco and i was so inspired with all the stuffs there but sadly...

I knew nothing about all the pens and the pencils and the colors

But...they're soooo invitingggg!!

I was an inch of buying those stuffs until.......my sister called and told me we're going home.

Pftt...

So today...i told my parents i'm going to get myself a nice pen for drawing

And my father told me to buy a technical pen (??)

I mean...yeah what da hell is that!!

I dont even know how to spell it but it's okay i'm gonna get that one.

So i went to this bookstore...looked for the staff there ( coz obviously i wont find it by myself ) and told her i want a technical pen!

And she was like......"whats that? Hrmm we only have drawing pens"

No! Nopeee!!!

I've already told myself imma get a nice pen.

I wanna invest in this pen...

So yeah...i've yet to find ze technical pen.

Maybe i should just go the art shop instead of the common bookstores..

Pfftt againnnnn

And after the bookstore..we headed up to a heritage restaurant we used to visit back in the old daysszzz.

The last time i went there was when i was 15 or 16 or 17.

Anddddd it felt like imma schoolgirl again..

With the same kind of noodle..same kind of drink..same kind of taste

It has never changed!

Ok tu je nk bebel harini.

Esok wani balikkkk!!

It's family gathering time yawwww...

❤ "and it's alrdy thursdayyy..." was Posted On: Thursday, March 13, 2014 @9:53 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

gimme more breaks

Andddddd it's already wednesdayy!!
Where did...?
But how...and why?
What happened...?
What have i done all this while??

My God!
It felt as if i just got home yesterday..
Mannn how time flies!
MUST.DO.SMTHING.BENEFICIAL!!

I've already spending half of my breaks
Danggg i want more cutiiii.
Ok ok ok...
Starting from tomorrow (as in todayyy)
Im gonna have to live with my to do list book in order for meeee to get alllllll my works done...
Coz right now...i dont see any improvemnts what more good outcomes in my life with me living as lazy as i can be, and as unorganized as a human being afford to be.

Time for a change..
Oh well..as for right now, time to sleep.
But before that...it's moviehhhh timeee!!!

❤ "gimme more breaks" was Posted On: Wednesday, March 12, 2014 @2:09 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

#pray for MH370

I saw few planes in the sky...
I read the news on the paper...
I heard the updates on tv...
I'm not sure to believe or not the news spreads on the internet.

Whether the plane burnt out
Sinked down the ocean
Being hijacked by terrorist
Had some technical problems
Might turned around
Kidnapped by UFO's
Etc etc etc

One thing for sure
Nobody really knows.
But as they said, never stop praying.
Coz only to Him we can count on..
Be it safe...be it not
Lets just prepare for anything ahead of us.

I cant imagine what it would feels like if my family members is one of the victims in this mysterious case.
Nevertheless....those people who're currently handling, suffering and experiencing this case are definitely somekind of heroes.
May He ease everything for all these people.
Amin.

❤ "#pray for MH370" was Posted On: Monday, March 10, 2014 @12:19 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

if i was to have an instag

Although mcqs...the last paper i had today was like whatttttt da helll..
Glad that the exam has finally ended.

Although my hand trembled while i was answering the paper coz i just figured a blood clot on it..everything was fine in the end. Alhamdulillah

Although the pimples love my face especially during exams...im going home few minutes from now, so who cares anywayyyy

Kelantan.....home....family...bed....
Here i comeeeeeeeee!!!

So now imma finish reading this masterpiece.

❤ "if i was to have an instag" was Posted On: Wednesday, March 5, 2014 @7:11 PM | 2 lovely comments ✿

i just want to breathe

I guess i'm just pretty good at hurting my heart.
In fact, an expert.
Jyeahh nice work rite there.
Keep on doing that..
U only have one heart anyway...
Pfttt

❤ "i just want to breathe" was Posted @2:16 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

last.day.

Kepala rase nk pecah
Rase nk terjun tingkap skrg
Rase nkambik otak, pergi basuh kt sink then msukkan blk.
Mata mcm nk nangis but since crying would take some precious time...kena tahaaannn and hold dulu.
Rase nk blk rumah skrg jugak n just sleep
Rase nk potong rambut sbb rimas.
Rase nk bukak kedai mkn je and quit medic.

Yup..rase mcm2.
Blame it on my active mesolimbic system.

Ya Allah.
Susah, mmg susah.

But i believe in Him...i believe in myself...i believe in my decision
And i believe quiting is never on the list.
So jom keep on the fight!

❤ "last.day." was Posted On: Sunday, March 2, 2014 @11:25 AM | 3 lovely comments ✿

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