new class, new cries!
Jan 6 ~ class arrangement day.
(BEFORE THEY ANNOUNCED MY CLASS)
MORNING, i came early to school..made promise to myself
-i'll never cry.. if i'll be alone in the class
-i'll never drop my tears eventhough my class suck
-i'll never cry if i got a bad class, bad teachers or bad friends.
(AFTER I GET INTO MY CLASS)
New class, 4 Damai (i'll try my best to love this class)
-first expression," what? i'm the only one in my gang who'll be sitting in this class?"
-second time in my life, i cried after knowing which class i'm staying
-i tried my best not to cry..but i failed!
-i'm lonely..for awhile
-then, table arrangement...got new friends, 2 very BAEK BAEK friends..Farah n Wani.
-not lonely anymore..but lil bit sad..
-hwaaaAAAA!! life so unfair!
-i'm vey MAD MAD after knowing that, 5a's student got the better class that me! she got the second class..! hey! i'm the one who got 8a's, and why can't i be in that class??!! hwaaaa...i hate hate it!!
(WENT BACK HOME)
-i tried to forget all the class probs that burden me.
-i SLEEP SLEEP !
-not in the mood of ONLINE ..kring kring!
luckily...the class arrangement is not permanent.
will be change once again after A MONTH, specific~ this FEBRUARY!
I WANT TO GO TO MRSM!
I DON'T WANT TO STAY AT ZAINAB!
PLEASE GOD!
Labels: school life
1st day of school
hwaaa...hwaaa...i don't want to go to school anymore!! pliz mama!! i BEG YOU!!!1st day of school was really S.U.C.K!
- went to school =7.40am
- rain,rain,rain..all day~ from WHITE white shoes, became BLACK black shoes.
THE MOST BORED SESSION IS~ counselling part! about, KERJAYA ANDA! boring! boring! boring!
then, listen to cikgu Zamari speech...i don't know what's his point!!?? huhuhu..he always repeated > LANGKAH KAKI, SELARAS LANGKAH MINDA...
after that, listened to bio,chemistry, and physic speech~ that teacher always talked about his excellent result in his school life..VERY..VERY..VERY..boring that i feel like wanna jump off from the school building!
then..i don't know what's another session..maybe add math. not bored too much coz the teacher's voice is WOW!! so..so..LOUD!
then..talk,talk,talk with friends..
school off~went back hooray!!
SLEEP.SLEEP.SLEEP!
Labels: school life
SUPERB BORING!!
- boring again n again~I "LOVE" BEING BORING
- school start tommorow! ~aizzzZZ
- gotta wake early starting from tomorrow~HELP!
- do i want to take the EST subject?~ maybe kot! or else..the chance will flew away
- i don't want to STAY AT ZAINAB.
- ALSO DON'T WANT TO LEAVE MY HOME!
- i don't study at all during holiday
- i tried my hand-writting this morning, GOSH! it's really UGLY!
- i'm confused now!~esok balik pkol brape ek? 2pm or 2.40pm????ahhh..balik kol 2pm ahh (eh..so easy to decide,ha?)
- tomorrow..!! i'm not ready yet! need more holiday!! ~WHY MUST IT BE TOMORROW! SO SOON!!
Labels: average joe
i hate insomnia!!
INSOMNIA! GO AWAY!!
Ahhh..i hate insomnia!
how am i gonna go to school while having an insomnia prob??
i can't sleep!
i can't sleep!
i need a good sleep!
as i'm going to school soon!
hwaaaaaaaaaaaaa........
i've tried so many ways to throw away my insomnia..but, it's useless!
HELP ME!
Labels: average joe
hush hush..!! gotta rush!
i had just REALISE!i haven't buy my school shoes! stationaries! and bla bla!!
luckily i had buy the uniform..or else, i'll be so in trouble!
also..i decide not to buy any school bag this year since the last year's is still new. moreover..it is so hard to find a cute bag! not even at KL!
aizzzz...i don't want to go back to school!
so..bored!!!
huhuhu..i want to stay at home!
NOTHING CAN BEAT HOME!
hush..hush!!
gotta go and buy my school stuff!
also..i decide not to buy any school bag this year since the last year's is still new. moreover..it is so hard to find a cute bag! not even at KL!
aizzzz...i don't want to go back to school!
so..bored!!!
huhuhu..i want to stay at home!
NOTHING CAN BEAT HOME!
hush..hush!!
gotta go and buy my school stuff!
i hope they still got my size!
Labels: average joe
LIFE ISN'T EASY!
DO U REALISE IT?DOES YOUR LIFE IS EASY ENOUGH?
WELL, MINE IS NOT!
I FEEL LIKE DYING!U WANT TO DIE WITH ME?
COME!!
I'M SEARCHING FOR PEACE!I WANT PEACE!
DON'T WANNA GET TENSION ANYMORE!
DO U FEEL THE SAME AS I AM?
I'LL GO EVERYWHERE I LIKE IF I COULD FLY!
I'M GOING TO ESCAPE FROM THIS BLOODY HELL WORLD!
WHY IS IT RAINING NON-STOP HERE?WHEN WILL IT BE FLOOD?
SO THAT THE SCHOOL CAN BE CLOSED!
DON'T WORRY..I'LL NEVER FORGET U!
DO U KNOW HOW MUCH I REGRET FOR CUTTING MY HAIR?
I LOOK LIKE A DUMB WITH THIS SHORT HAIR!
I WANT MY LONG HAIR BACK!!
WANNA KNOW WHO'S IN MY HEART?HUSH! HUSH!
Sshhhh...
TELL ME YOURS FIRST!
TELL ME YOURS FIRST!
DO I LOOK NORMAL?NO!
AND SO DO U!
AND SO DO U!
Labels: Fashion
THE OPENING OF BRAND NEW CHAPTER!
3, 2, 1!!!!
horray!
happy new year!
happy new year!
u know what? i don't hate 2008 ! well..maybe just a bit, but..not so much
i still remember last year NEW YEAR CELEBRATION.
it was full of enjoyment! i celebrated it with my bestfriend, we talk n talk so much~without knowing that we'll be in a different class on the next day...
then..on the next day, is was a VERY SAD day! i cried n cried regretting my fault.
i was too lazy to study when i was in form 2.
luckily..we got the great result in PMR. unbelieveable!
about 2009.
do i want to go to boarding school?
YES, I WANT!
- MY SPM RESULT WILL BE MORE GREAT..IS IT? hmm..maybe.
- I DON'T WANNA STAY AT ZAINAB ANYMORE! i'm invisible to them
- I WANNA MAKE MORE FRIENDS! no more remain unspoken!
- MY INTERNET ADDICTION WILL BE REDUCE. i'll be online twice a week..maybe.
- TIRED TO ABSENCE THE SCHOOL. i don't wanna stay at hostel during my father's outstation. it was bloody hell bored and annoying! but, i also don't want to follow my parents to the outstation. C.O.N.F.U.S.E.D
- I DON'T WANT TO WASTE TIME ANYMORE! maybe i'll concentrate about my studies there.
- GONNA REDUCING MY HOMESICKNESS. i'll be an independence.
DO I WANT IT? OR DON'T I?UHHH..I DON'T KNOW!
- I'LL BE RARELY OFFLINE. coz i'll be spending 24 hours a day and 5 days a week with my friends..., not my family!
- I'M NOT READY YET! i'm not ready to leave my family..i know it will be so hard!
- I.................ACCTUALLY, I'M CONFUSED! my mind gone blank!
Labels: celebration
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
