u know..
they always said that everything happens for a reason.
and indeed they do...every.single.time.

me being the girl i've always been
who sometimes...is less aware of her surroundings
and the one who overthink of things most of the time (well i tried to change but...)
i tend to have gazillion of things in my mind...
like...why does this thing happens to me?
is there anything wrong with me..
or is there something that i missed?
what plan does God has for?
and yada yada yada...(u know the flow right..)

but in the end..
i saw where the problem leads to
i saw the progression
and why it happened at the first place
and indeed...He is the best planner of all.
for this..i am eternally grateful.

i'm sorry for always questioning this and that and that..
i'm sorry for not looking on the bright side like how i promised to
i'm just..i'm sorry for all of my wrongdoings

but it's fine i guess ..
it's okayyy not to have it all, all the time
this is what life supposed to be right..
it is meant to teach you right and wrong..
in the hope that one day u'll be more...wiser i guess.

okaaaayyy....enough for today
back to books shall we?

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