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inspiring

i've noticed that my english has been ermmm...deteriorating i guess?
yeah.
probably coz i've been veeeerrryy lazy of reading novels, or articles or watching english movies and what not.
and i hated it.

i was kinda struggling of finding the proper words to used whenever i speak to people, especially now that i need to interact more often with my lecturers and u know...the need of justifying every answers that came out from my mind and not just simply spill out things that u said.
oh by the way, i'm currently in my forensic posting.
so yeah...post mortems are great so far
but the tutorials?
ermm yeah t'was great too...lots of things to learn and at the same time, lots of two ways communication with the lecturers ( who's apparently those that deals with the court cases, so i guess u know the deal right..how confident and brilliant they are)

so i was thinking...i should probably blog every other day if not everyday or at least once a week..
just to u know, brush up my skills so i too, can communicate and speak brilliantly as them
God i just love...love...love (need i stress more, seriously guys?!)the way they present themselves...the way they talk, walk, well simply every action that they do
God am i an OCD or whaaaaatt?!

ok thats all for today
lets work on this ..and be better than yesterday shall we?!

❤ "inspiring" was Posted On: Monday, November 30, 2015 @8:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

me and the rain

so today, despite the rain i...
woke up at dawn
get myself ready
tied my hair high up
take a quick breakfast
put on my running shoes
and go for a jog

alone.
but it felt so great, i'm gonna make this a habit of mine
i love how peaceful it felt like
i love how the wind softly blew my scarf
and how the cold sweats ran down my face
and the spot i found incidentally that i cant wait to go again tomorrow
it felt good..it really is

i never knew how jogging can affect your whole mood such this
thank u endorphins

❤ "me and the rain" was Posted On: Saturday, November 21, 2015 @9:45 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

too good

it's the monsoon season
where it rains heavily every single day
not that i dont like it...in fact i love it, the weather.
but the problem is..i tend to love it so much that it keep on stimulating my sleep cycle.
and u'll be finding me on my bed most of the time...lost somewhere in my deep sleep.

i mean...yeah sleeping is good for your body to rejuvenate itself..everyone knows that
but hey..too much of it? erghh come on..
life's just too good to be wasted on your bed alone...
and yes i've been sleeping since 1pm and just woke up (12am)
human dont do thaaaattt mim!! (well at least normal human doesnt...)

ishh how laaa...
i've plenty of this to learn..to explore and to enjoy
and the thing is..i cant just say no to sleep
come on mim...come on...!

well lets just hope tomorrow's gonna be a productive day ey..

❤ "too good" was Posted On: Friday, November 20, 2015 @11:58 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

let this..be a habit

i wasnt really a fan of running..or jogging or swimming or..u just name it.

they're all not... my cuppa coffee

i'm the introvert girl..the couch potato..the lazy big old ladyeehh

while my sister... she's totally the opposite version of me

the girl who jogs before she goes to her office..the workaholic, brighter, prettier, slimmer and everything else that seems oh so perfect to me.

and...she's also my healthcare provider (despite being a geologist hahaaa)

when she advices u to eat clean...u eat clean

when she said she's going for a swim over the weekend..u go swim with her

when she ask u to follow her while she jogs..u walk (bahaha..coz i'm just so lazy)

when she said she's going for a run here and there and yada yada yada..(u run urself and make excuses okaayyy?!)

but this time around...i ran out of ideas. hahahuuu..

1st thing is..the run is in PJ instead of Putrajaya..

2nd thing is..it's free of charge

3rd thing is..i was really really really free this weekend

4th thing is..i mentioned to her i wanna go to the gym

so there u have it...joining the Fit Malaysia Fun Run it is...

but the perks of being a couch potato is..i left my sport shoes back at home and only have converse sneakers which is duhhhh...not for running

and second thing is...the last time i jog myself was wayyyy waayyyy long time ago.

so i figured out..it's time for a productive weekend plan lehhhh..(waving goodbye to the bed)

i started out my weekend (early morning oh my God, pat myself at the back...) by training myself at taman layang2..all alone, just me and the earphone

it was kinda awkward at first (and tiring too)..but as time goes by, i found myself loving and enjoying it

then i went to PJ for the bib number collection and bought the tshirts for the run

and went to paradigm to buy my sport shoes bahahaaa...(lazy people's problem, lets just hope i'll use them again in future)

then drove off to bangi to sister's.

andddd.....early this morning we woke up..drove to pj anddddd there u have it..fun run it is (despite the mad numbers of crowds)

but to my suprise..it was really fun lehhhh ( and my legs are burning after the 5km run)

maybe i'll do it again in the future..mayyybeee

ok...thats it (massaging my aching legs)

what a productive weekend...phewww

and i shall enjoy the monday blues tomorrow..uhuks

❤ "let this..be a habit" was Posted On: Sunday, November 15, 2015 @8:52 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

then to which favours of Lord will ye deny

forgive me..
for complaining several times during this posting of ophthalmology..
without putting extra efforts to seek for the knowledge..
without providing a lil space in my heart for it to stay, for me to love it..
i was so used of being comfortable in my comfort zone,
i just gotta get out of there and break my walls
it's not easy..but it's worth the pain

yes i took me about a week to get back on the right tract but hey..better late than never right?
having to examine the eyes every single day...
having to draw the picture of it in the class and make mistakes several times..
having to join the clinic and listen to the pathological conditions the patients experienced
having to see the blind people
having to know their life..and their limitations and their spirits
eventually i spare a space in my heart for it..
i'm sorry, it may not be so spacious,..but we'll work on it, just gimme some more time.

this life...has taught me a lot about being grateful.
i frequently forget how to appreciate the most valuable gift in life, the body.
i'm sorry for the junk foods i used to take without thinking of their long term effects of the GI
i'm sorry for the sedentary lifestyle which is bad for the heart and the overall well being
i'm sorry for the inadequate fluid consumptions which isnt good for the kidneys
i'm sorry for the eyes for having to stare at the phone..the computers and the books without taking a break in between
i'm sorry for the inadequate sleeping time and not providing sufficient time for it to regenerate
all in all.i'm sorry for being such an ignorant..
i promise u a better quality of life after this..
and i couldnt be more grateful for this wakeup call

and urghhh..

how i miss my fat lazy overweight kitty back at home

urghhh...( wiping the tears away)

❤ "then to which favours of Lord will ye deny" was Posted On: Saturday, November 14, 2015 @2:39 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

stress sebenarnya

while most of my friends currently uploading their graduation pictures in the facebook

and some of them posted pictures with their fiance' or husband or even children (oh my God, kill me already lehh)

yet here i am..

aging..

and aging...

and

studying things i've studied before just because my brain doesnt pick it up yet..

goes to the ward..prepare for my slides..present seminars..then balik bilik feeling like a shit...tido makan study..repeat the whole thing

and..

feeling homesic and lonely and useless

and tryna be happy..

and was thinking..bila aku nk grad ni pastu kawen pastu rehat pastu...pastu what else?

life's complicated aint it?

or is it not?

but its alright i guess..

this is the path i've chosen and what He has put me thru..

oh by the way...my short cases will be held in less than 48 hours from now

and preparation so far?

urghh...

malas nk komen..guess i'll just go with the flow lah..

inshaAllah everything's gonna be fine and smooth and hopefully excellent.

ok thats all i guess...

stressnya lahaaaiiii

❤ "stress sebenarnya" was Posted On: Wednesday, November 4, 2015 @1:24 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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