✿ a cup of love

helloo february..

hi all..hows ur day?

mine is suck, as always..

yeah..boring like hell..

huuu..

i dont know why but one thing for sure..

i feel as though i've become lazy n more lazy..

how can i get back to my old self?

huu..

people used to say, moving slowly is better than stood still..

but..my problem is..

i've already tired of being stood still and..i dunno why on earth i'm still not moving even an inche.

huu..

maybe people of my age have started study and focusing on their study 24/7.

while I..still not wake up and open these eyes..

huuuuuuu..

and..i think

maybe this is the perfect time i really need to go to take a tuition class..and the hell life will be starting next week..the first week of feb..

oh god..

can we just skip all those emo stuff..??

start a new happy life..

and continue breathing for kpop..(cn blue!!!)

yeahhh thats the way!

huu..i'm so damn sad that i cant watch any dramas nor movies on the internet anymore..

i mean..it's for the whole year!

huuuuuuuu...

but thats okeih..i'll search for the dvd's if i'm too despreate...

❤ "helloo february.." was Posted On: Saturday, January 30, 2010 @2:47 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

the pain

it could take me hours to tell people what i have in this heart

this inexpressable words, i finally decided to let it out

i dunno how to convert them into words..but i'll try

as a normal teenager, i always have problems

everyday i woke up..asking myself

"why am i still alive?"

the world seems to be dull

my world is blank

everything i do, i'm not doing it with all my heart

the boring routine..ohh how i'm tired of it!

yesterdays' happiness..i can see their farewell..

if i'm design to be happy, where is my happiness?

i want to changed myself..

but i'm dunno where to start, and afraid if i cant stop once i start.

ohh..never mind.

i guess i'm still not ready to expressed my feeling...

❤ "the pain" was Posted On: Friday, January 22, 2010 @5:05 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

sorry..i cant endure

it's been a while since i had quit blogging..

well..it's not really quit but i keep telling myself to tahan!!

control myself..

reduce the enjoyment time..

and focus on study..

huhu..isnt that sounds boring?

yeah..life IS boring

okay..back to the reason why i'm blogging today..

well..this is how the story goes..

i saw lin's file on monday..

which is super duper cute n perfect..

maaa..i want it too!

it's enakei's file!

i've been dreaming of having it

and now..since i knew that it really exist..

so i told myself,

even if the sky is falling down,

i must get that file.

so..i haru-haru my mom almost everyday..

then..today when mom fetch me from school..

she saidshe's going to pay the maxis bills at kbmall

and..

for one second, i'm like the happiest person on earth..

yayy!!

so at the moment we reach there..i rushed to popular..

searching for the leng lui file.

and..found it!!

horrayyyy!!!

so i grabbed n grabbed few files..

then, my sis came to me and asked me..

"weih, nk beli brapo?"

"nk beli smpai abis"

"ha?? mimi gilo ko?"

"ahh..xpo"

so..

with rm20 in my hands, for sure i've to leave some of them!

and..i dont want to do so..

then..my angel came!!

asking me whether the money she gave me just now is enough or not..

hehe..

since my mom is on her good mood, she gave me rm50.

so..i went to the counters..

but then, i found another cute things!!

pocketbooks..

omg!omg!

they're so kwiyeoun!!

so i called my mom..

asked her to choose one for me..

she said all are cute..so i grabbed three of them.

and..thats all from me!!
hey if u adore this file and want it too..
sorry,i'm not sure whether there's still one at popular coz i guessed i had bought it all..
5 of them..
well...it's only limited lorh..
huhu..

❤ "sorry..i cant endure" was Posted On: Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @6:25 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Last post

Goodbye..
I love u so much and now it’s time for me to let u go.
You’ve cherish every moment of mine .
You make my everyday counted.
Thanks for the best memory..

thanks for the best time.
Thanks for everything.
Farewell..i love u!
Hey guys..i feel like crying at this moment.
Hwaa…it’s not that I’m gonna delete my blog..
Haha..there’s no way I’ll do it.
It’s just..i’m so sad since this shall be my last post for the holiday

since it’ll end up today.
Hwaa…in a blink of an eye, the holiday is going to say bye..
It felt like the holiday just started yesterday..and gonna end today.

and tomorrow, the hell will be started.
Huuuuuuuuu…
I just came back from langkawi, my last vacation for 2009.

Tomorrow I’ll be going to the 1st day of school.
Oh god. Lets just put aside those emo stuff..
Humm..since I’ve finished editing some pics of langkawi..

so maybe it’s time to tell yah bout it..

Trip to langkawi is the best moment of the holiday..thats all I can say.
It was a great ending of holiday.
Well..reaching there after one year and a half left it, make me feel so…pleasant.
Yeah, I cant think of any words since I didn’t finished my homework. Hwaaa…maybe I’ll die tomorrow.
Ok..lets back to the trip.
so..we took the ferry at kuala perlis since it's much better than the one at kuala kedah..

while waiting the clock to reach 2pm..

we spend the time by visiting Taman Ular at Perlis.

owhh..it was a big nightmare.

the snakes are still haunting me in my sleep.

god..how i hate snake.

now..back to langkawi..

Well..it was so fun even though we didn’t have much time to take the cable car.
Huuuu..maybe next year lah.
And..the best part is

we shopped till drop.. idaman suri, haji ismail..owh u name it.
Swim till our face became hitam legam mcm pantat kuali.
Also..the most important, cuci mate tgk tourist nsem nk mampus!

ok..back to the next part

we went to Mahsuri.

bought dozens of sea cucumbers oil.