I only have 2 weeks to fully utilize my break.
Two weeks guys..
Yeah..two weeks.

Which means...
More tv time, less internet time.
More eating, more sleeping, less time wasting.
More going out and more time with my bedroom.
More disney movies and cartoons.
And more...more time with my families.

There're still a few things in my wishlist that i havent accomplished yet..
I still need to dance under the rain.
And go to the beach, barefoot walking on those sands.
Swim or dive in at anywhere beautiful.
And take pictures underwater.
Lets work on it, and make it happen!

Ishhh..
Baru pukul 10pagi td smpai sg buloh dah homesick gilo gilo.
Esok...cepatlaaaaa.
Mau pulangggg...

It's already  13th August.
Ok fine.
The semester break is about to end.
Ok. Not ok.
And i still want more breaks.
Ok great.
And thats pretty much impossible.

I just want to remember yesterday.
That's all!


Yeah sure it's not like it's very special or what.
Just that...i simply like it.

Started my day with the sun shining through my window, like always.
Waking me up warmly and full of love.
It was oh-so-lovely i feel like glueing my body to the bed.
But yeah i cant since my mother cooked biryani and the smell drove me euphoric.
So i went down and there goes my diet (Wait, what diet?)


Then at 2pm...we went out n headed to the hospital.
After sending my father to the dialysis room, i walked to the blood bank to see my sister.
Then walked out and there was this doctor who was walking towards me while i was walking and everyone was walking at that time coz ya know everybody  can walk so...
Ok...lets just go straight to the point.
What i was going to write was...he smiled and bowed his head and the world suddenly gets....(i know it's cliche)....BETTER!
I was wonderstruck....

and still am.

Haha...
Yeah sure...everyone smiles, it's not a weird thing or what.
And everyone can bow his head down...it's not a big deal i know i know...
But...u know what?
There's just something...some sort of miracle happened at that moment that i've yet to know.
I'm not falling for his looks...nor did i admire the way he walks. (Not sure if he has a walking style or not)
It's just that....
I feel his sincerity...
plus not many people would simply do that to me ( coz i'm invisible to almost everyone)
And yeah...
Now i understand what they mean by "u'll never know who's gonna fall for your smiles"


so dear unknown doctor..
i've falled for your smiles!
Muchas gracias..

Now move to the next one...

After that i went to a cobbler coz i miss wearing my good old shoes.
They're one of my favourite shoes..i dunno how and when i've hurt them so badly.
Plus the cobbler is one of the best in the town..u give him ugly muggugly shoes, he gives u fancy schmancy one ( that was a bit exagerrated, excuse me)
And guess what?
He's very kind he gave me an absurbly cheap price for fixing my shoes.
Haihh...that old man.
So i decided to spread the happiness and give him some tips although it was not that much...
And seeing his smiles just makes my day sweeter than ever that I think my glucose level is sky high..

And then i went to SSF coz maa was looking for some flowers and i had bought some things i dont really need.
Haihh...women.
And the friendly cashier who's a good friend to my mother  thought that i was friendly too but turns out he's wrong.
When he smiled to my mother...she smiled back.
Then he smiled at me and i quickly remove my eyes from him.
And i dont know what happened next coz i ran myself away from my mother.
Feeling guilty with what i had done...i smiled at him while i was at the counter aka i was telling him through my eyes that my mother doesnt have an alien daughter.
And he smiled back and his eyes were also smiling, awww ( this is why i hate smilling to a guy)

So that was my life yesterday.
Keep that in mind dear self..
Always smile..it costs nothing but can mean everything.
Horaiittt...what a day!

Hi there monday.
Well i usually hate...like really hate it when it comes to monday.
Where u've to wave goodbye to the bed and hello to the notes and classes.
And the 30 minutes of shower becomes 5.
And having to wake up before 8 and be one of the usual faces who comes late to class.
And many other things that i'm too lazy to think of. Sigh.

Now that i'm home for about 3weeks....
Believe me..
The alarm aint gonna ring at 7.40am
The sun shines on my face to wake me up.
And i can sleep anytime i want, anywhere i'm comfortable.
And it feels beyonddddd great.

But yeah...having my own sweet time for approximately 3 weeks in  a row makes me feel......weak!
Urghh i hate that word but yeahh...i feel weak now, my body is.
It feels like the day went by without me doing any productive works.
I know it sounds weird for a lazy girl like me to say this...but i kinda hates the dact that i got nothing to do.
Plus...they said that sleeping more than 8 hours a day gives u 33% chances of getting cardiovascular diseases.
Nauzubillah sgt.

So since i only have one heart.
And no money can buy me the same heart again..
Plus..the fact that i love to listen to the heartbeat coz somehow it's just beautiful and it secures me..
And yeah...all of these makes me think..
Why not u do this? And this?
Why not...do something good to your body?
And err read some maybe??
Yeahh..

So....cheers!!
To the beautiful days ahead of us.
And the beautiful life
And all the beautiful things!
May He ease everything for us.
Ameen.

Well..it's raya time!!
Which means...
Balik kampung.
Food hunting.
Ziarah kubur kakek & tokwan.
Traffic jam here & there,
Raya here & there.
Being fat here & there.
And lots and lots of here & there!


Ok now it's time to burn those excessive-ugly muggugly-eye soring adipose tissues!!
Sneakers....check!
Cardio vids...check!
Skipping rope...check!
Loud musics...check!

Ok....
Errr....ok lets just postphone those exercise first
Dude..it's still raya!
Enjoy it while u can hyeahhh!

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