✿ a cup of love

leaving is the hardest part of all.

i guess the time has arrived but heart is still glued to my bed.

sort of annnoying right?

packing is almost finish...maybe 90%.

but it's very hard to leave..veryyyy harddd!

i know i'll be going under lots of depression and stress in my studies..but i wish i've made a wise decision.

but still....

pilunya hati ini.

hoping that melman would be the right choice to ease my pain in studies.

i guess he'll be my mute bestfriend starting from now...

sedihnya nk tinggalkan rumah niiii..

with all the bittersweet memories...and all the top notch foods

it feels like my heart was stabbed over n over again but it still struggling to function.

how ironic.

and it hurts too, a lot.

and this little momo who looks a bit abnormal due to my lack of skills in sewing will be my partner in times of heartbroken and etc.

well especially in times of drooling...eheemm eheeemm.

rasa mcm nk nangis tpi takut mata jadi merah and mama tanya pasai apa.

Where we love is home,

Home that our feet may leave, but not our hearts.

~Oliver Wendell Holmes, Sr., Homesick in Heaven

❤ "leaving is the hardest part of all." was Posted On: Friday, August 31, 2012 @12:52 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

letter for the world.

dear august..
dont speed up, take your time do it slowly. i need some space here.

dear home,
stop making me reluctant to leave u. been engaged with u for quite some time.
need to leave u to catch my dreams.

dear tv,
if only i could take u with me. u've been there for me..never bored of u. promise me u'll record every story i'm unwilling to missed.

dear homemade food,
u're making me fatand wider. it's time to break up. thanks for all these spare tyres u owed me.
surely would miss u the most.

dear raya,
thanks for everything :)

dear medicine,
please be good to me.

❤ "letter for the world." was Posted On: Tuesday, August 28, 2012 @7:57 PM | 2 lovely comments ✿

one is better than none.

i know i'm at the end of my long break now.
and everyone is so busy preparing their stuffs, packaging their bags..and other things that should be settled.
but as for me..none.
well yah i'm sort of felt guilty for not preparing a thing yet...but seriously, isnt it still monday?
it's no fun leaving home. or is it?

so okay..maybe my life would be healthier moving away from home.
no more couch potatoes..food superwoman..and other things that can cause obesity.
alhamdulillah!

and living in a boring world rotating the same routine every single day makes me realised that i might need something for myself, handmade...something i would call a gift from me to me.
hihi..i'm so romantic, i know!

then i came upon the idea of making this little quotes book which might help me a lotttt in times of depression..unmotivated...or any time! yay!
so made one for me (yay!)...and i couldnt help but to agree, yes..it's so cute!
anddd u can slap me nowww...

but whatever...
here's the thanggg..tarahhhh

the making of...

ding ding ding..

well it's not that fancy schmancy with all those bling blingss that could hurt your eyes

it's simple..and simplicity is the best policy. ehh?

okaiihhhh...adious for now.

and now i got one item on my handbag ready to travel with me to shah alam and witnessed those cadavers againnn...yay! or not!

whatever it is..i know by tomorrow i shall have a hectic day since mama and abah is so bising at me right now for not getting a thing done.

daa duhhh :)

❤ "one is better than none." was Posted On: Monday, August 27, 2012 @10:01 PM | 3 lovely comments ✿

when something just spoil your good mood

i've. just. missed. an .aaahhmazing. episode. of . HOT GUYS WHO COOK!
redza minhat was in it and god bless him, i just missed watching it.
owhhh yeahh..
tell me bout it..i love my sister..
gaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

❤ "when something just spoil your good mood" was Posted On: Friday, August 24, 2012 @8:18 PM | 3 lovely comments ✿

raya celebration

raya..has been great so far.

and time flies so fast that i forgot i'm already at the end of my break.

while in penang..we went to bukit dumbar

the place that kept our childhood memories..miss it.

my grandparents' house used to be near bukit dumbar but few years ago, the place was transformed into apartments n condominium if i'm not mistaken.

so there's no more villages for malays near the sea.

then we headed to balik pulau..and i love love love the kampung feeling there.

till then..have a great raya :)

❤ "raya celebration" was Posted On: Thursday, August 23, 2012 @7:10 PM | 2 lovely comments ✿

on food, ramadhan and raya!

ramadhan is about to end soon..which means

more works to be done.
more cookies to be baked.
more house-chores in the list.
more foods in the menu.
more head-burning traffic jam
more n more of everything.
:)

and tomorow will be the last day of fasting so hermm,
Alhamdulillah..i havent missed any days of ramadhan thanks to my understanding menstrual system. hihi
and insyaAllah we'll meet again next year dear ramadhan.

although our raya celebration is quite dull ever since my grandfather has gone 8 years ago, we did try our best to maintain the indonesian menu on pagi raya and visit his graveyard on the 1st day of eid.
he was a good man.
and i missed him a lot.
and the truth is...our raya will never be the same as the old days.

okay..back to reality, these past few days has been quite packed and exhausting.
mama is so busy making sure that all things are done before hari raya padahal raya ke-2 nk blk penang.
everything has to be neat and shiny and bla bla bla.
it's very exhaustinggggg

and have i told u how embarrased i was during the medical check up when the nurse was quite shocked with my body weight.
and yes the nurse was a guy.
mama also mentioned about my weight gain and that i should control my meal intake
and yess..it was quite a dig on me.
takut nanti pakai baju raya ketat..oh darnnn!

but i'm powerless!
i live for food..
it's like..i can live without a boyfriend but not without foods...my loyal boyfriend!
yawww..

and here's the raya preparation
-in the making of kuih raya..

weeeweee :)

and lastly..

my baju raya are only 90% finished since the mak cik jahit jatuh sakit.
so....kena siapkan sendiri.
huuuu

❤ "on food, ramadhan and raya!" was Posted On: Friday, August 17, 2012 @6:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

love it

okayyy..so this will be just a quick post

and here's the thanggg

i've watched this cinderella's movie called once upon a song and darlinggg..

i'm in love with it.

he's hawwwt, the hero!

and she's super cute yet everyone is so blind saying that she's ugly.

but it's fine..as long as she knows that she's beautiful inside n out.

and the songsss..

woahh..they're real good.

and he's hot lahh

he issss..

aaahh..

till then, happy tarawih everyone!
muah muah!

❤ "love it" was Posted On: Sunday, August 12, 2012 @8:19 PM | 5 lovely comments ✿

and i grew old.

busy growing
busy running
busy eating
busy worrying
busy catching up
busy shopping
busy.

and happy 19th birthday to me.
happy ramadhan.
let's use this final week of ramadhan wisely :)

❤ "and i grew old." was Posted On: Saturday, August 11, 2012 @11:10 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

halfway there

istiqamah is like one of the toughest thing i've ever encountered.

i miss the feeling that i had in the early of ramadhan...the excitation..the happiness..the calmness and everything that feels so right.

huu..

and now..it feels like something's missing...or gone.
something's not right.
and something that has to be brush up.

better late...than never.

❤ "halfway there" was Posted On: Monday, August 6, 2012 @7:12 AM | 2 lovely comments ✿

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